MY DIARY (185)

30.12.2012
Tomorrow is new year's eve everyone...I still got my 2012 resolutions that I haven't accomplish,like a lot...BTW,my long awaits had finally ended,not because I give up but because it already happened..right in front of my eyes!yea!..though I hope it went better but it was good enough,at least I got to see it...I got a lot of things to do tomorrow for college stuff...I hope everything will be alright,wish me luck...

THANKS,
ZAC

MY DIARY (184)

28.12.2012

I’m exhausted,I went to here and there,do this and that... *sigh*...I’m done for today but still a lot to do for me to go to college..I can’t believe that I’m going in about 11 days.. :O..

THANKS,

ZAC

I'M WAITING...

You might notice or maybe not,that I’m often online early in the morning or sometimes from late at night until morning.I did this because I’m waiting for something to happen.I’ve waited for like 2 weeks (maybe) but it still not happening.Sometimes I feel like “Screw it.I’m done waiting ,” but somehow,deep inside me,I want to see it happen.So,I’m not gonna give up,not yet.BTW,you must be wondering what is ‘it’ that I’m waiting for..I’m so sorry but I can’t tell you because if I do,I would have to kill you...haha..

THANKS,

ZAC

MY DIARY (183)

26.12.2012

I did a checklist for all the stuff I want to bring to college....I feel a bit down,right now...maybe because I’m tired and I haven’t print my novel yet and that I’m going to college in less than 2 weeks,maybe that’s why.. *sigh*...But as always,I found a way to be happy again.. J..and now I’m happy..

27.12.2012

I’ve called my college to ask a few questions and it went well...I was kinda busy today and maybe tomorrow too...and starting next week,I’ll be a lot busy I think...The closer I am to the day I’m going to college,more nervous I feel...I really hope I won’t have to face any problems like I had in Melaka or anything..

THANKS,

ZAC

MY DIARY (182)

25.12.2012

I have done filling up the forms..well,almost all of it... J...It is exactly 2 weeks until I go to college..it makes me feel nervous when I think about it...but still,I have time to be happy and enjoy my free life,right??.. J.....Sometimes,when you like someone or kinda like someone and you wanna know more about them and sometimes,you found that they have a lot in common with you and it makes you like them more than you intended to..but at some case,it’s a good thing... J....

THANKS,

ZAC

MY DIARY (181)

24.12.2012

Sorry for not writing anything these past few days...I wasn’t really busy,just that I don’t know what to write.You all should get use to it because when I’m in college,I might not be able to update it as often as I do now..too bad...I haven’t made any preparation for college,not even start filling up the registration forms but I might do it tonight...it’s going to be hard for me...BTW,last Saturday,I went to watch ‘The Hobbit:An Unexpected Journey’ with A...that movie is awesome!.. J..I’m not gonna write a review about it because there’s nothing to say...A asked me if I’m ready to go to college,I said yes because this is the right time...actually,my sister asked me the same question yesterday and I gave the same answer,though it’s hard,I have to be ready because if I don’t,I might never be

THANKS,

ZAC

NO,I DON'T REGRET...

You all have already know that I'm going to college next month,in about 2 weeks actually.And as you know,my life will totally change at some point and I'm gonna miss my life now,so much... :( ..but I think,next year is the right time and beside,I always tell people that I will continue my studies next year and now I get it.If someone ask me whether I regret or feel that I wasted 3 years of my life not going to college,I would say no because if I stayed at Melaka or I go to other college a few years ago,I would have miss a lot of great things,like I would miss the opportunity to really finish my novel,I would not get a work experience,'My Diary' might not even exist,I wouldn't have time to hang out with my best friends and I would not meet a few people who helped me become who I am right now,which is something that I would regret my whole life.So,no,I don't regret not staying at Melaka or feel like I've wasted 3 years of my life... :) 

THANKS,
ZAC

MY DIARY (180)

19.12.2012
I have finished typing my novel..yea!!..Just gonna wait for my sister to give it to her friend.Hope she'll publish it.....2 more days until the end of the world..actually,I don't really believe it so much.Maybe it's not the end of the world,maybe some huge disaster,like Tsunami or something...but we just wait and see...I have made my decision,I will take the offer to go to the college next month..since that I have finished my novel,now I will focus on filling all the registration forms....This means,I have about 2 weeks to enjoy my life now before I begin my life as a college student.

THANKS,
ZAC

MY DIARY (179)

15.12.2012
I haven't update or write anything on Blog Around The Corner for a few days now...sorry about that....it's just that I was quite busy typing my novel and I still have a lot to do...My sister told me this morning that her friend was looking for a new script or novel to publish,so my sister suggested my name and she's interested.I'm very happy with that news,makes me eager to finish my novel...wish me luck.. :)...I was thinking about doing a twitcam for my blog,so that all of you can ask questions about Blog Around The Corner  or myself...but I'm afraid that no one would be there...that would be embarrassing...

THANKS,
ZAC

MY DIARY (178)

10.11.2012

I think I’m gonna take the course...but again,I’m still not confirm.It’s just that,if I want it,I should tell my family quickly so that they can help me out with the payment and I also have to tell myself to be ready somehow to let go off my life now....I’m gonna say this one more time,I don’t wanna talk about it for now...

THANKS,

ZAC

MY DIARY (177)

8.12.2012

I slept at about 2 a.m. this morning and woke up at 5 a.m....I took a chance and online for about 2 hours....Today’s the big day!! J...I’m very excited...We left home at 9.30 a.m. and drove for about 2 and a half hours before we finally arrived at Port Dickson..yea!!...We went for lunch before we checked-in to our apartment...Something happened :O..the thing is,we reserved a 3 bedroom apartment which have 1 queen bed and 2 single beds in the master bedroom but we got just 2 single beds.So,me and my brother went to see the manager and sort things out.It turns out I was mistaken,it wasn’t 1 queen bed + 2 single beds,it’s actually a 1 queen bed or 2 single beds..sorry,my bad...but we changed to another apartment which have 1 queen bed,so that we would be more comfortable....Unfortunately,the sea at our apartment  is not to beautiful or clean.I mean,we can swim and we did swim but it’s not so clean and full of rocks at the bottom of it..too bad...We had a dinner at the restaurant in our apartment building.The food was great...After dinner,we walked at the beach,it was quite dark but windy.I played my guitar and did a little dancing..haha...Then,we all head back to our apartment and sleep...

9.12.2012

Woke up at 7 a.m.Took a stroll at the beach with my dad...Oh,I forgot to mention that one of my sister did come with us because of work but my nephew is and after my stroll.I went to the pool with my dad and my sister,to watch my nephew swimming,he’s kinda good at it because he took a swimming class....We had our breakfast at the hall not so far from where we’re staying and after that we (me,my nephew and my sisters)walked around the beach,again,before we go back to our apartment,pack our bags and checked out... L...but before we head home,we grabbed a lunch at a restaurant  next to a beach(far from our apartment) and finally going back home.....On the way,something shocking happened,my sister asked me if I still have the set of key to our house and my brother’s car key(we didn’t bring that car to Port Dickson),which she gave to me yesterday...unfortunately,it’s not with me,I left it in our apartment at Port Dickson... :O...That news really killed my mood..luckily,my sister have the other set of key to our house but not the car key...When we got home,me and my sisters checked for it in all my bags and theirs but to no avail..My brother doesn’t know about it.Fortunately,he doesn’t use his car very often.Finally,my other brother(the one who helped me yesterday)called the place we stayed at Port Dickson to ask them to checked for it.One other thing happened,I got a letter that says,I got accepted to a college for Business Management and I have to register next month...OMG!!You have no idea what I’m feeling right now.I just got from a vacation,I’m tired,I have a huge problem and now I have to make a decision whether I should register or not...are you kidding me??!!!..It was devastating.I wish I could runaway somewhere and not to think about anything...I wish everything will be ok....After a while,they called me back and said they found it and will post it to us tomorrow or the day after that...Fiuh,one problem solve,one more to go...My sister asked me why do I look sad or stressful when I got accepted somewhere,is it because I don’t wanna study at all and I said no to her because I do want to.(This part I didn’t say to my sister)It’s just that it’s sad to know that I’ll have to say goodbye to the life I’m living now because I know my life will change completely.Ok,maybe not drastically but one day it will and that’s not so easy for me..but you know what,I don’t wanna think about it for now..I just wanna relax and be happy because I went to a great vacation... J...

THANKS,

ZAC

MY DIARY (176)

6.12.2012

I’m excited for our holiday,which is in a couple of days.I have planned a few things for myself,hopefull it will be great,I hope everything will goes well all the time we’re there...so,wish me and my family a good luck....

THANKS,

ZAC

MY DIARY (175)

4.12.2012

I just “reprocessed” what A told me when I called him the other day because he told her sister about my college offer and he said “I always tell my family everything,” :O...I think he told me before but I didn’t really believe him but now,I kinda do...so just imagine,I told him a lot of things that I thought would be the secret between the 3 of us but I guess not...He’s so not like me,I don’t tell my family everything except where we go and what we do when the 3 of us hang out....

THANKS,

ZAC

MY DIARY (174)

3.12.2012

Everything’s ok,I feel more cheerful..thank God.. J...Lately,I frequently dreamed about this girl.I knew her in real life but she’s not X or G or the new girl from my primary school but she’s from my high school.We knew each other in high school.It’s strange to me that I dreamed of her a few times because we weren’t so close,I didn’t have feelings for her,though she is pretty but we were just friends...so,I wonder,why I dreamed about her for a lot of times??

THANKS,

ZAC

MY DIARY (173)

1.12.2012

A called me late last night.He was worried about me with the whole problem thing.He told me a huge news too about the registration and the news is that I might not be able to apply to a government college next year.That news really made me reconsider my decision because my choice was to apply for it.Honestly,it makes me feels off,I’m not mad at him for telling me about it,it just made me hard to fall asleep last night....My dad told me that if I take the offer,we have to come up with about RM1500,including the payment and stuff.Since that I don’t have any savings(ridiculous,I know),I know my family will find a way to get it but I don’t want to and with the vacation thing,they gonna need that money....but I don’t wanna give that as a main reason because the real reason is,I’m not ready.....I’ve already told 1 of my sister and of course A about my final decision,which is not to take it because I looked at other government college application,doesn’t state that I couldn’t apply again next year..both of them was ok with my choice and A told me about other college and now I’m talking to his sister on Facebook to ask about her college...Thanks A for your advice and information!! J you’re my best friend.....A told her sister about my college...are you kidding me??!!...Ok,now I can focus on my vacation next week.. J...Hopefully nothing will happen that can ruin my happiness...

THANKS,

ZAC

MY DIARY (172)

30.11.2012

I tried to call the college and ask if I could postpone or defer it for a while until I’m ready and about the payment.They did answer but when they transfer my call to the registration department,no on pick it up.So, I called again but then,no one answer...what an asshole!!How can they not pick up the phone??!!What if it’s important??!!WTF!!!...My dad wants me to take it(I think)and he said if I couldn’t postpone it,he said I should register on the 10^th of December because he said it’s a shame to turn it down...I really don’t know what to do...I’ve called them again and the payment is about RM800++ which I have to pay on the 10^th of December and if  I want to postpone it until next intake,I have to reapply next year....I’ve talked to my dad and 2 of my sisters,again and they all said the same thing,the decision is up to me,though my sis did say something  about being ready and they also said I could discuss it with my other sisters....but I think I’ll pass because they’re gonna say the same thing and I’m not sure if they understand me.....I have made my decision and I already told my family.They look as if they’re ok with it,they didn’t look as if they disagree but I think they support my decision...Fiuh,glad that’s over,I’m feeling much better.... J...I’m not gonna tell  you what my decision is,yet but I will tell you on my next update....

THANKS,

ZAC