MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (147)

29.11.2014
Yesterday was a stressful day for me.I won't tell you the details of it because it's gonna be a long one..I said that it was a stressful day was because I was sooo pissed off at one of my sister,I'm gonna call her Sister-2 since I have 4 older sisters and 3 older brothers,because something bad happened yesterday and my Sister-2,she's kinda a person that like to think that other people doesn't care if something bad happen and then she'll stress out because of that and I'm pissed off at her because when she's stress,she likes to nag and talk as if other people are being ignorant about the situation..FYI sis,not everyone like to express their frustration or anger or stressfulness..someone like me..and because of that,I sat in my room last night,listenig to some songs and sang on top of my lungs..but long story short,we are kinda okay now,though I still need to be on my own for a while...I'm in my room right now,alone...but I'm worry that what happened 2 years ago(you can read it on My Diary(149) and so on) would happen again...I really hope not..

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (146)

27.11.2014
A,S and I planned to go camping at the beach tomorrow and we'e planned it since last week,I think....but unfortunately,S have some project he need to do since he's the only one between the 3 of us that have classes,so the plan was canceled this afternoon but I'mnot blaming S for it is his responsibility as a student...And to not make S feel so bad about it,A and I told him that we both also have some things to do...which is quite true,though...haha...honestly,I don't really feel bad about not going camping,though yes I did imagine myself sitting next to a campfire and just sit there until morning while drinking hot coffee(haha) but what's good about it if we go there knowing that S have some important things to be done..it would be selfish of me...And as always,I believe there's always next time...

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (145)

19.11.2014
2 days ago was A's birthday but unfortunately we couldn't do any celebration because the 3 of us was far apart..so,all I could do was just wish him through the social networks...but he'll be back home today,I think...and for me,this morning was my last exam paper...so,I'm going home today! Yeay!..It's kinda surprising how fast time flies,I'm done for my 4th semester...O.o..BTW,I didn't do what I planned to do with Y2 because she was walking so fast and when she gave me back my flashdrive without even looking at my face...so,I decided not to bother ask her...Actually,there is something that I wanna tell you guys but I'll write it on the next one because it's quite long...I think...So,for now,I'm preparing to go home for not just the weekend but about a month and a half! Woohooo!..haha

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (144)

14.11.2014
Today I had another exam but this one would be my second last paper...my final paper would be on next Wednesday morning,so I'm going back to my new house on Monday afternoon because we have an extra class,then I'll be staying there until the end of my final exam...and also,I will have to help Y study for our next exam..."awesome"...BTW,Y2 and I haven't been spoken for like a while,since you-know-when...but I don't really mind about it...is that sounds mean??...I don't know if I told you this but actually she isn't just staying away from me but also NZ and W but she kinda sorta talk to them for like 1 second but none with me...My plan is that I'm gonna ask her what's wrong after we finish our exam because in case it went bad,we won't be seeing each other for like a month and a half,so maybe we could calm down a bit and figure things out...Did I mentioned that K have a crush on this guy who work at this restaurant that she sometimes go?She is head over heel to this guy...you should see her face when she talks about him..haha..I know you all must be thinking that I'm jealous,but actually I'm not,I'm glad she have a crush on someone and telling me about it because that's what friends do... :)

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7.11.2014
Today is the first day of my final exam for this semester and I have two exam papers and I have to say I didn't do it amazingly but hopefully I will get a good result...and I have another exam next Monday,so for once in my life time that I'm staying at my new house for the weekend... O.o...until next Monday..but I will be back home after the exam..My housemates/classmates was so surprised to know that I'm staying for the weekend..Actually,my sisters was the one who said that maybe I should just stay at my new house for the weekend so that I could focus on my studies and I was thinking about the same thing too since K and my other girl friend challenged me to stay at my new house for the weekend for once and also what my sisters said is also true...but my sisters and my dad also said that if NZ is going back home,then I should probably go back too so that I won't feel lonely at my new house..but NZ said that he's staying,so I guess I'll stay..though it's quite sad but this is for the best...Anyhow,wish me luck for my exam!

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (142)

31.10.2014
I've been thinking lately,since I'm going to finish my diploma in about a year...what'll happen after that? I mean,what'll happen to me and my college friends?..Let me tell you what will happen,they will go on with their own life and I'm with mine and they'll not gonna remember me and eventually I'm just gonna be the person who they never met....it's gonna be like the end of my high school all over again...but it's okay,because I know that it'll happen and I'm ready for it this time...that's why I don't really care if I don't have any friends here but what pissed me off is that sometimes I forgot about it and I tried to be nice to a lot of people and that's what they want because I'm their "friend",when we all know that they're gonna throw me away as if I'm nothing after we graduated...Sometimes I will ask myself,why am I being nice to these people when I know what will happen right after we finish our diploma?I feel kinda stupid sometimes for being nice to people who will forget me eventually....

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