MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (165)

29.1.2015
Something funny happpened yesterday,I accidentally left my file at one of the office at my college and I only realized that when I was already at my new house....so long story short,since K was still at college,so asked her to take back my file and as a reward,I'll give her a pack of candy,but I've told her multiple of times that she doesn't have to do to it if she couldn't or wouldn't do it....but she did and so I gave her a pack of candy,just like I promised..haha....I'm on my way right now...yeay!...

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28.1.2015
Well,this morning was a new record since last week because all my classmates arrived early to class and they all wore formal attire,just like I reminded them yesterday...hence,my lecturer didn't get mad at us...for the first time in 2 weeks....hopefully this will continue on until the end of the semester....About me ignoring Y has apparently been realized by some of my classmates(I think because she told them),so they think there's something between me and Y,but as usual,I pretend not understanding what happen...but actually,this morning I did smile at her and said hi back when she said it.....I know they might think I'm the bad guy or being ridiculous but I don't care,because they don't know what happened and I don't plan on telling them anyway....but maybe,if she ask me,I might tell her....so,today is an okay day...hopefully nothing bad will happen again....I can't wait to go home tomorrow!..

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27.1.2015
I already reminded those people about the rules inside the class for that fiercesome lecturer...I did it in front of the whole class...I talk to them nicely,so hopefully they would listen and do their best to follow it until the end of the semester....NZ told me earlier that I should prepare for the worst,I am...maybe...but whatever it is,even if it doesn't go well tomorrow,I already have my back-up plan...which is to resign....I forgot to tell you all about Y,I still haven't say a word to her and apparently,she kinda notice that I'm ignoring her but I'm pretty sure she doesn't know my reason,she's sorta think that I just don't wanna talk to her,so she doesn't say a word to me either,maybe she's hoping I would start talking to her first...sorry Y but I would not talk to people who only text me when they need help from me......BTW,I texted with A and S last night,we had a great talk,though it was quite short....I really miss hanging out with them,especially when I have a lot of things to share...haha....Once again,I really hope everything will go well tomorrow...wish me luck! I just found out something shocking...NZ told me that Y asked him earlier today about me,why I suddenly acting different around her...but he told her that he don't know anything(which is true) and when he told me,I just said I didn't realize I was ignoring her(which is a lie)..I don't wanna tell NZ the truth because I know he wouldn't understand and probably think that I'm just overreacting....The thing is,I didn't know that she notice my ignorant...which is not really a surprise because it's the beginning of a new semester and she definitely gonna need my help for studies...that's all..

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26.1.2015
I'm on my way to college right now...my dad did something that make my heart touched,he gave me RM50 as a gift for my achievement(the 4.0 grade),he said it's not much but he wanna give it because my sister had bought me cake and we had that dinner together,so he said this is at least he could do...there's one thing I should did,I should've hug him...we very rarely hug,so maybe that's why it did cross my mind earlier....but I will do it when I get back...you guys need to remind me,okay?...OMG! Today is a stressful day again for me because you all know my lecturer,right? And again she was mad at me and the other class rep for the mistake made by other person...And again I talk to her after class and try to clear things out and she said(kinda nicely) that maybe I'm lack of leadership..."awesome"....My new plan is that tomorrow,I will tell all of my classmates that they should follow all the lecturer's rules and then,I'll see how it goes on Wednesday and if they still acting like an asshole,I will resign for good and choose one of those asshole to be the class rep..

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21.1.2015
Holy crap! My lecturer(the one that I had a talk with) is a totally insane fierce,she said before that if we make her angry,she would make our life a living hell,but I think I'm already in a living hell...Some of us did a presentation today that she asked us to do with a short period of time and one of it was me and she asked us(who did the presentation) some difficult questions and she was not happy with it....but she told us that she ask us questions that we should already know...then I guess she's right...I don't really care about that because it already happened,the thing that makes me unhappy is that two of my classmates didn't wear a formal attire and she kinda sorta blame it on me and the other class rep..but mostly me....so yeah,that's what bothering me..I really can't wait to go home tomorrow....BTW,A called me last night and we talked for a while...he called me because he was not in a very good moment(I'll save you from the glory detail of it) and that he missed me and S....it's kinda sad to hear it because we're all far apart and we are each other's strength..but I tried to calm him down..kinda...honestly,I miss both of them terribly too....

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (160)

20.1.2015
Okay,my problem is solved...kinda...I discussed with my lecturer(she sorta knew what I was gonna say) and we both decided that we choose one more person to be the class rep,which means we have 2 class rep,since we have like 30 students in my class....so,yeah...that's just happened..For this semester,it's kinda hard for me because the subjects are quite tough and not to mention that 4 out of 5 of my lecturers are fierce...luckily,that one of them is nice and for the other 3 subjects,I'm not the class rep...I really hope no more problem would come and that I could go through this semester with peacefulness.....I should tell you guys that yesterday,I spent most of my time being sad(you know what I mean) because I was really stressed out...I also told K about my problem and she feels sorry for me and she tried to calm me down....sorta...

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19.1.2015
Today,honestly,is a horrible day for me...not just I have to leave home but also we have 2 classes today and both lecturers are fierce and I have to be th class rep(again) for both class...luckily,one of the lecturer sorta understand the situation of my class(hopefully)..but I'm not so sure about the other lecturer...so,my plan(after I talked to one of my sister) is to talk to the lecturer personally tomorrow about changing the class rep because I don't want it anymore....hopefully she would understand and agree with my idea....If not,then my other plan would be to tell all of my classmates,in front of the class on her class,to give a full cooperation with me through the entire semester...I feel kinda better after texting with my sister,though thing is still unresolve and that tomorrow we still have 3 more subjects in which I have to fight so that I don't have to be the class rep.....I texted my lecturer to meet tomorrow and she said okay...hopefully everything will go well....wish me luck guys! 

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (158)

18.1.2015
I'll be going back to my new house tomorrow with NZ....Right now,my judgement's clouded,like tonight sky....haha..i'm just kidding but I'm really am not feeling happy...I know that I'm supposed to be happy to start off my 5th semester because this is my final year and that I got an awesome grade but since I've spent more than a month not thinking about anything else except my family and things that makes me happy,it's tough to let go of that and have to be away from certain people....anyhow,I'm doing this because it's the right thing...I've told you guys before that I want to do the right thing,right??...I guess this is my chance...Whatever it is,I hope nothing bad will happen and this semester will be a good semester....

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15.1.2015
I went to my college this morning to register for my 5th semester...before that,I should tell you that I got a hair cut yesterday...and my hair is super short right now...haha....I arrived late at my college(well,not too late) and most of my friends had already go home,except for K,Y2 and a couple of my girl friends....I was so nervous about my new hair but fortunately,they like it,they said I look cute....haha(please)...Y2 was talking to me and she also said I look cute and I talked to her back,since she already apologize to me the other day...but I didn't run into Y,maybe she already left....I should also tell you that she texted me 2 days go,asking about our subjects or something but I didn't reply(you guys know why). I told K about it and she thinks the same thing,that Y was only texting me when she needs my help....But honestly,right now I don't really think about Y or my fight with my sister because my head is full of something else...for example,I have to leave home next week to stay at my new house and leave the things that makes me happy..."awesome"

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (156)

7.1.2015
I was feeling so pissed off this morning with one of my sister(from now on I won't label my sisters because they read my blog sometimes,so they might know who I'm talking about),I'm not gonna tell you the details of it but honestly,my sister can be a total asshole and in this situation,she is to blame...Luckily,I found a way to make me happy again....and now I am... :)

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6.1.2015
Things didn't turn out as I planned...well,maybe it was...I don't know...the thing is,when I went to the internet centre,I was planning to terminate my subscription because of financial situation(there...I finally told you),I thought I could terminate it temporary....but I can't...actually,no one can...So,I paid the outstanding bills and it will be okay in an hour...I know that I should get excited and all but when I think about the months to come,I don't want my Sister-2 to be burden with the bills when or if I couldn't help her with the payment....but I guess,this is the time I should be very careful when spending my money...plus,when I start my classes,I won't be able to help my Sister-2 with her sandwich business,which means,I won't get extra money....I really need to start budgetting...Anyhow,I kinda glad I made the payment...and that I couldn't terminate it temporary.... :)

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5.1.2015
You all know the saying 'If you want the rainbow,you have to deal with the rain',right??...This is what's happening in my life right now but,this might sounds unfair,it feels like everyone wants the rainbow but I'm the only one dealing with the rain....maybe it's just me feeling this way but right now,I also feels sad,angry and frustrated...You all probably wondering what the hell I'm talking about...you see,this is all related to my internet for my laptop situation....it's kinda a long story,so I won't spare you the glory details(sorry)...all I could say is,I feel horrible and I'm definitely not in the mood...I was happy earlier today but now not anymore....Tomorrow(hopefully),I will be able to solve this problem...but there's a high possibility that it will end up with me giving up the thing that makes me happy....so,whatever it is,wish me luck guys!

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1.1.2015
It's the start of something new! Happy new year 2015!....K sent me a wish for the new year....and Y also texted me but she sent me some link for a blog or something.. "thanks" a lot Y!....This morning,something happened,something that made me smile and forget all about Y but I won't tell you what it is...it'll be my secret...haha....I'm really glad that I still have some extra days before I start my 5th semester....haha...

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HAPPY NEW YEAR 2015!!

Happy New Year everyone! I really hope that 2015 will be a much better year...honestly,I don't think I have a resolution for 2014...but I sure have some now for 2015...I would also like to say thank you to all the people who helped me to go through 2014 and gave me the strength anf happiness whenever I felt down or unhappy...and whatever it was,good or bad,I won't change any decision or choices that I made in 2014 because all of it has lead me in to meeting new people and experience new stuff...so,once again,thank you and happy new year!

ZAC