MY DIARY (4)

25.10.2011
Yesterday didn't went well with 'it' because I can't find a way to communicate with 'it',I can't tell 'it' what I wanted to say using the usual way,it's too dangerous.....so,I didn't tell 'it' but I just try to talk as usual and see if 'it' reply...I don't actually care anymore if 'it' reply or not.....because I should be more understanding that 'it's' busy.....so,I'm just gonna forget...well,not forget,just I'm gonna focus on myself,you know...like improving myself to be more confident and stuff....but still,I will keep in touch with 'it', just not too worry if 'it' reply or not.....maybe if I do that,one day 'it' will notice me.....we just have to be positive..... :) BTW,me and my boss are getting better....hopefully nothing bad will happen...and it's raining heavily outside...it's raining almost the entire day.


26.10.2011
I have been planning to change myself,I mean improving myself....be more confident,change my appearance a bit and stuff,you know....I already take 1 step ahead because I'm using my own picture...I just have to use it more often,take more picture of myself and use it as profile picture....so,wish me luck people....... :)


27.10.2011
I don't know what the hell is going on with one of my sister,since yesterday she was acting like a freak asshole...but we sometimes fight because of her attitude....she have a mood swing,so that's why we argue....this time I don't what's her problem is...maybe PMS or something but she keep on saying something that make me pist off....but I didn't back down,I never back down, LOL.....I don't know how long will she keep on like this but if it's too long, we might have a big fight(again).....When I went home for my break,she was turning back to kind of nice to me,so I was nice to her back.....but I don't know how long will this 'nice' stuff last.......It's raining heavily and crazy windy outside,luckily our air-conditioner is broken,I think...because it's not so cold anymore but I think my boss don't realise it yet.... LOL


29.10.2011
Yea!!!In 2 days I will b updating my blog...but hopefully I could do it....BTW,so is my salary!!! :) These few days I've been busy typing our customer's details,so that's why I didn't write anything yesterday and nothing really happen yesterday...just the usual...


30.10.2011
Tomorrow if I get a chance to online,I think I should check if 'it' reply.....hahahaha I know that I said I don't really care....but the words ''what if'' that's been haunting me,"what if 'it' reply?"....that's why I need to check but I'm not putting my hopes too high....




THANKS,
ZAC