MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (96)

9.7.2014
Well,I guess it is confirmed that Y doesn't have feelings for me...I knew it all along,somehow...but what happened last night is what strengthen it...You see,last night at our whatsapp group,Y asked one of my girl classmate about this guy(I think it's the same guy at the Dean's List Award) and she somehow hoping that she is dating that guy(kinda),though it was not straight forward but you can tell if you read it..I know that you all must be thinking that I'm sad or jealous...but the truth is,I'm not..I know you think I'm lying but I'm not lying...I really am not sad or jealous...maybe because I'm sensing it for a long time and I am right...but it's ok,I know that my Okay is still out there somewhere... :) I'm going home tomorrow! Yeay! Though I am happy to go home tomorrow,there is something that wanna share with you guys,I'm feeling the way that I often feels,to be on my own,not being talkative because I just realize(again) that I'm being that sissy lala(again)..I know that A told me the other day that I should just be myself and not to care what other people think and if I wanna change,I can try but don't put pressure on myself..but I don't know,I just feel that way...but we'll see,because I said that I wanna do it,a couple of times before but nothing happen...so I guess we'll just have to see..Anyway,I can't wait to go home! :D

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