SACRIFICE....

I just wanna share something with you guys...you see,something happened to me while I was at home the other that made me realized how much I have given up just to be in college and where I am right now...and I know some of it are the bad stuff but some of it are the things that make me happy..I won't list what they are but it's quite a lot...I'm not regretting that I let those things go but it kinda make me sad,remembering the moments of my happiness and the time where I stayed up late and just be in my own world,looking at the people who helped me be happy...the times when I don't have to think about assignments or my duty as a class rep or dealing with my horrible and annoying college friends...that's why I sometimes kinda pissed off when my friends said something or do something that makes me mad..because I feel like,I have given up so much to be here and I have to put up with these assholes?It's just not fair.Why should I be here with these people when I should be with the people who make me happy?....But the truth is,even though those things are the best things but sometimes we have to let go of it for a better future...though it breaks your heart but you have to make that sacrifice to help make yourself become a better person in life and in education...But anyhow,I am feeling sorta sad right now because of what happened the other day that reminded me of all the good memories I had before I registered to college...but don't worry,I'm fine...I am sad but I'm alright.. :')