MY DIARY (147)

27.9.2012
My sister told me about this girl who don't have a muscle on her face(for real),so she doesn't have any expression,she couldn't frown or smile or anything...it sad,right??So,it makes me think how lucky I am to being able to smile and everything,I'm very grateful for it...and I also think about those people who decide to be grumpy all the time or refuse to be happy or laughing...I mean,God gave you a chance to have any expression you want and you decide on being grumpy??frowning all the time??being expressionless??why???...it's really stupid,right??...I don't think I'm able to understand them...

THANKS,
ZAC

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24.9.2012

I was kinda pisted off this morning because I was supposed to watch ‘Stand By Me’ and I woke up at 6 a.m. for it but there were some problem with the cable station,so that movie was cancelled..WTH!!!!!....I don’t know why but problem are kinda scared to say hi to me because they said I look fierce or kinda snob... :O...yeah,maybe I’m not too friendly but once you know me,you’ll see how I really am,though I can’t really classified my characteristic...maybe I’ll ask A and S...

25.9.2012

Have you ever feel that you’re interested on something that you never know about before but then you realize that you had a lot of chances to see it but maybe at that time you just didn’t know or not perceive it and now you found out you might not have that chances again???..I don’t know exactly what feeling is it,maybe a mixture of frustration and anger and sadness??maybe...but whatever it is,it sure make you feel like you have a time machine so you could turn back time and take every opportunity you have...but you couldn’t and it sucks...all we can do is hope that we might get another chance somehow...

THANKS,

ZAC

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23.9.2012
I'm gonna tell you all something.I'm actually not a nice person as some people think I am..because sometimes I like to cursed and I did it quite a lot of times..I've said F*** to people but only when they pisted me off...so,there you go.I'm not so nice now,am I??

THANKS,
ZAC

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21.9.2012
I told my sisters a small part of my sadness because I couldn't bare the feeling on my own...but I didn't told them the whole thing,I didn't tell them the secret,I didn't even said that I'm sad...but I think they almost figure it out,hopefully they won't find out because sometimes they like to make of something,especially if they don't know how serious it is for me...I feel better this morning but kinda regret telling my sisters because they kinda almost figure out about my secret... :O

22.9.2012
I feel a lot happy today,thank God...I had fun at home,though I didn't do much thing.. :)..I hope everything will be better tomorrow and the days to come... :)

THANKS,
ZAC

MY DIARY (143)

20.9.2012
I'm in a deep sorrow most the time today,"thanks" to Pan's Labyrinth's Lullaby...Remember that I said I have a secret?Actually,I'm not planning on telling anyone and I'm not gonna write it here,I just want to tell you the reason why I'm feeling sad today.The secret that I'm keeping now is actually a happy one but there's also a sad part and I knew about it and I knew that something will bring up that part,I just didn't know it would be today,this quick...I'm so sorry for not telling you the secret because I can't and I don't wanna write about the sad part because I'm afraid I might cry and couldn't stop.I'm writing this because I want to share how I feel right now because the feeling is too strong for me...I hope you all understand...and don't worry,I'll find a way to be happy again,though maybe it might take sometimes...

THANKS,
ZAC