MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (38)

11.12.2013
Last week,I texted Y and we talked for a short while..she also asked me to help her out with the subject registration which I am not so sure how to do it either,but I didn't say I would help her haha...Actually,it got me thinking,what if what I thought about her before is true??What if she's being nice to me so that I could help her out with stuff??..I'm not trying to be negative or paranoid but you all know what happened between me and G,I mean,what other reason there is for a girl to be friends with me??unless they feel sorry for  me for being alone or....they wanna use me...A talked about this before,he said,sometimes he feels like some people wanna be friends with him because he can help them in study,what if that's true for me???

THANKS,
ZAC

MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (37)

10.12.2013
I know I haven't write anything for like 2 weeks,that's because I don't know what to write..but now I know...first of all,I wanna tell you all something that I had refused to write about before but I think I should write about it now.You see,my roommates,which is also my housemates starting next semester,they can be a jackass sometimes.You all know about my transportation problem and my sisters told me that I should just go to college with my roommates since they both have a motorbike and I can pay for the gas.So I think that's a good idea because from where we gonna stay,it's hard to get a taxi and I'm not that rich to buy a car or a motorbike and I thought they're thinking the same thing but "amazingly" that was the last thing that came out of their mouth,at first they said I could go with my other friends that live nearby...I mean,how "genius" is that??...I was kinda pissed off and frustrated....but I guess,my previous motto was right,that I shouldn't count on other people....but I don't want to think about that now,because in about 2 days,my sisters and I are gonna go for a vacation!yea!

THANKS,
ZAC

MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (36)

25.11.2013
I woke up at 3 a.m. this morning,very suddenly and I couldn't sleep after that,so I continued reading this book that I bought a couple of months ago...actually,this had happened to me twice since last week..I don't know why...BTW,I feel kinda crappy because I forgot to wish A a happy birthday last week and I only remember it because he told me yesterday,when we were Whatsapp-ing...I feel so guilty,what kind of best friend I am that I could forgot his birthday???..I already said I was sorry and wished him a very belated birthday and he said it's ok...but  I still feel  bad though..I don't know exactly how I could forget but maybe because I was caught up with exams and stuff...but still,that's no excuse for forgetting your best friend's birthday....he said,he might come home this weekend,so I hope I could hang out with him...

THANKS,
ZAC

MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (35)

19.11.2013
We just got a house to rent for next semester,it's quite far from my college but I'll figure it out later..because what's important now is that we have place to stay.....Right now,there's a lot of emotions inside of me,and I don't know what it is,I don't know if I'm feeling happy or sad or nervous or stress or even all of it..but it's really disturbing and I couldn't focus on my study...maybe the cause of it is that tomorrow is my last day here before semester break and tomorrow is also my last 2 final papers and I got a new house and I have to think about the transportation and I saw that a lot of other students are going back home for the holiday...so,I guess that could be the reason...I hope I could answer all the questions tomorrow and I really can't wait to go home...

THANKS,
ZAC

MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (34)

18.11.2013
Hey everyone...All I wanna tell you is that in about 2 days,I'll finish my second semester..yea!!..but before that,I still have 2 more final exam papers..wish me luck!....I don't know what else to talk about,just that I've been busy for quite a while,hence,that's why I didn't write anything before...BTW,we've finished our shooting yesterday,finally.....You know what,maybe I wasn't meant to share my interest with people...I have to say that I sometimes have new interest after another in even just a few months but it's not like I changed my interest,just that I add a new one...but my sister act like as if she wants me to stick with one interest...it's just that,when I'm interested in something it's because that something have what I like or what I want to be or what I hope I have..so that's why have interest in a lot of stuff...but maybe my sister just got tired listening to me talking about my new interest...but sometimes,the only reason I talk is because she told me what interest her,which have the same point or the same core...so I guess when I have new interest,I should just keep it to myself or write here maybe and don't get any comment from you guys...haha...

THANKS,
ZAC