MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (68)

17.3.2014
Let me tell you something,I have a lot of girl friends here in my college but just 5 of them that are closer to me...and the thing is,one of the girl friend that I'm not very close with is mad at me,I think,because when I said hi to her this morning,she just ignored me.I don't really know why exactly,but it could be because I might not say hi to her the other day,she didn't said hi to me either or I don't know if she's mad at me because of something else...I told myself that I think I wanna start being alone again,meaning that I don't want to be too friendly and just be myself,so that the "spotlight" won't be on me anymore...but before I do that,I have to make sure that no one is mad at me...but again,we'll see how it goes with the not being too friendly and be myself thing...

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (67)

15.3.2014
My mid semester break is also over and tomorrow I'll be back to my new house and on Monday,I'll start my classes again... "amazing" ..I kinda plan to think differently..I mean,I just wanna remind myself that I don't need anyone at my college to make me happy...Meaning that,I would be on my own and be happy...like when I was in my first semester..haha...but we could only plan and we'll have to see how it goes... :)

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (66)

12.3.2014
Everything is fine now,I'm not pissed off with my sisters anymore..I'm actually feels happier,thanks to a certain people..haha...I was just informed that my grandma had passed away tonight...so,me and my sisters are gonna go to her house and the funeral will be held tomorrow morning...I hope she will rest in peace...

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (65)

9.3.2014
I'm so not in the mood right now because I'm pissed off with my sisters.You see,my grandmother's sister(which we call grandma,since we don't have any other grandmother left)was admitted to the hospital,she's about 86 years old,so you can imagine why..the thing is,my sister insisted me to go with her yesterday to the hospital and they insisted me to go again today,so I went anyway..it's not like I don't wanna visit her,just that I'm tired,being there will also be tiring and I'll go when I wanna go...Plus,I met with one of my high school friends the other day...I mean,acquaintaince...He said hi to me and I said hi back and I asked him a few question,to make it seems like I care...I mean,he never said hi to me back in Facebook before and suddenly,he said hi to me now..maybe because I was with my sisters and he tried to act like a nice guy or something...Can he just ignore me?It's not a very hard thing for him or any of my high school acquaintances to do it...

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (64)

6.3.2014
I'm still at my new house,still haven't gone to pick the voucher thing because my friend,the one whose been helping driving us to college(but I pay for the gas sometimes),is not yet ready to go,probably still sleeping...I don't wanna text him and ask him when he's gonna go to college and stuff because I still feel kinda guilty about what happened yesterday when I asked him if he wanna go out with us,so that we could his car along with one of my girl friend's car but he said he don't wanna go because he doesn't have any money...so yeah,I feel guilty about it because it sounded like I'm using him...The voucher thing started at 9.30 am and now it's 11 am and one of my friend whose already at college said that more and more students are coming...so,I don't know at what time we are going and at what time I'll be home.I tried to call a taxi but unfortunately none is available...You know what,I think I know one of the reason why I said I miss my first and second semester,it's because at that time,I don't really relay on anyone,I didn't have to wait for anyone else if I wanna go to college,I could just go by myself whenever I wanna go...I can try to do that now but there's a lot of money to pay and sometimes things don't allow it to happen...Done with the voucher thing and now I'm on my way home...:)...I kinda sort it out with my friend about the guilty thing but he was actually cool about it,I was just being over reacted...haha...