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I just wanna share something with you guys...you see,something happened to me while I was at home the other that made me realized how much I have given up just to be in college and where I am right now...and I know some of it are the bad stuff but some of it are the things that make me happy..I won't list what they are but it's quite a lot...I'm not regretting that I let those things go but it kinda make me sad,remembering the moments of my happiness and the time where I stayed up late and just be in my own world,looking at the people who helped me be happy...the times when I don't have to think about assignments or my duty as a class rep or dealing with my horrible and annoying college friends...that's why I sometimes kinda pissed off when my friends said something or do something that makes me mad..because I feel like,I have given up so much to be here and I have to put up with these assholes?It's just not fair.Why should I be here with these people when I should be with the people who make me happy?....But the truth is,even though those things are the best things but sometimes we have to let go of it for a better future...though it breaks your heart but you have to make that sacrifice to help make yourself become a better person in life and in education...But anyhow,I am feeling sorta sad right now because of what happened the other day that reminded me of all the good memories I had before I registered to college...but don't worry,I'm fine...I am sad but I'm alright.. :')

MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (127)

8.9.2014
Tonight is the night,my Dean's List Award...pretty excited...hopefully everything will go well... :) 

9.9.2014
I had a great time last night...it was fun...even though I didn't get enough sleep because we arrived home at midnight... :) Today,on our last class,my classmates/housemates,didn't attend,it was just me and a few of ,y classmates and also Y...so,long story short,since I don't have any transportation to get to my new house,Y offered me to ride with her,I said no at first because I'm not used to get in the car with a girl that I'm not really close to but after she asked me for a couple more time,I finally said yes..so,she sent me to my new house and she asked me,why I don't like to ride in a car with girls,and I said "no,I'm not...I ride with my college girlfriends...but I just don't like to get in a car with a girl I'm not used to" and then she said okay....I also found out that she have a crush with a guy but I'm not sure whether it's the same guy as before or is it a new one...but she said to me "Don't worry,he didn't even look at me"...so,I was like messing with her,saying like poor you...but in a funny way...but then,I realized,why does she said "Don't worry"?Does she thinks I still like her? O.o...or maybe she was just joking or something...hopefully...

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ZAC

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3.9.2014
There is something that I wanna share with you guys...it suddenly popped in my head...I don't know if you have already figure it out about this,but I'll share it anyway...You see,what happen to me here other than those dramas and everyday activities,is that,my friends...well mostly both of my classmates/housemates,they like to make fun of the way I talk sometimes or something that I do or did...and I will always talk back at them,mock them or something...but the thing is,my family doesn't know about this and I don't bother telling them because it's no big deal...but then,if I talk to family about something and I mention that I said a certain thing to mock them,my family would think that I'm mean to my friends...when the truth was that I only do that because they did to me first...but I'm not mad at my family or anything because they didn't know...but I'm kinda worry that my family might assume that I'm mean all the time here at college... O.o...but maybe not...hopefully not... :)..BTW,I'm going home tomorrow for the weekend!.. :)

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ZAC

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2.9.2014
So,okay,the Dean's List Award has been postponed to next week on Monday...The thing is,at first,they said that the theme was black,white and gold...so,I already planned what I'm gonna wear(which is black and white) but I didn't buy anything new except for the tie...and then I just found out that the theme is actually black and gold...no white!...so I have to rearrange my plan..."awesome"...I've been thinking,since I have a lot of stuff that none of my college friends know about,do you guys think I should tell K about it?..because,even though she's not my best friend but I kinda think she deserve to know some of my hobbies,like drawing,writing novels...but at the same time,I kinda feel like I should just keep it to myself....hmmm...

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ZAC

IT ONLY TAKES A SHORT TIME TO FALL IN LOVE ♥

There was one time,I read a quote saying that 'Sometimes it only takes a short time to fall in love'...I believe it...because it's true..you can fall in love with someone within a couple of days...I'm not saying the kind of love where you're forcing yourself to love that person..but the ones where you never even expected that you would fall for that person just after a few days....Some people might say that it's just a fling...maybe it is true but sometimes,you feel it in your heart that it's more that a fling,it's something deeper...It's quite amazing actually,when someone could make you fall in love with them so quickly and that you can fall for someone in just a few days....I know that some of you don't believe me,it's okay,it's your opinion,I'm not judging or anything...but in my opinion,I believe it to be true...because it happened to me... :)

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ZAC