MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (163)

27.1.2015
I already reminded those people about the rules inside the class for that fiercesome lecturer...I did it in front of the whole class...I talk to them nicely,so hopefully they would listen and do their best to follow it until the end of the semester....NZ told me earlier that I should prepare for the worst,I am...maybe...but whatever it is,even if it doesn't go well tomorrow,I already have my back-up plan...which is to resign....I forgot to tell you all about Y,I still haven't say a word to her and apparently,she kinda notice that I'm ignoring her but I'm pretty sure she doesn't know my reason,she's sorta think that I just don't wanna talk to her,so she doesn't say a word to me either,maybe she's hoping I would start talking to her first...sorry Y but I would not talk to people who only text me when they need help from me......BTW,I texted with A and S last night,we had a great talk,though it was quite short....I really miss hanging out with them,especially when I have a lot of things to share...haha....Once again,I really hope everything will go well tomorrow...wish me luck! I just found out something shocking...NZ told me that Y asked him earlier today about me,why I suddenly acting different around her...but he told her that he don't know anything(which is true) and when he told me,I just said I didn't realize I was ignoring her(which is a lie)..I don't wanna tell NZ the truth because I know he wouldn't understand and probably think that I'm just overreacting....The thing is,I didn't know that she notice my ignorant...which is not really a surprise because it's the beginning of a new semester and she definitely gonna need my help for studies...that's all..

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (162)

26.1.2015
I'm on my way to college right now...my dad did something that make my heart touched,he gave me RM50 as a gift for my achievement(the 4.0 grade),he said it's not much but he wanna give it because my sister had bought me cake and we had that dinner together,so he said this is at least he could do...there's one thing I should did,I should've hug him...we very rarely hug,so maybe that's why it did cross my mind earlier....but I will do it when I get back...you guys need to remind me,okay?...OMG! Today is a stressful day again for me because you all know my lecturer,right? And again she was mad at me and the other class rep for the mistake made by other person...And again I talk to her after class and try to clear things out and she said(kinda nicely) that maybe I'm lack of leadership..."awesome"....My new plan is that tomorrow,I will tell all of my classmates that they should follow all the lecturer's rules and then,I'll see how it goes on Wednesday and if they still acting like an asshole,I will resign for good and choose one of those asshole to be the class rep..

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (161)

21.1.2015
Holy crap! My lecturer(the one that I had a talk with) is a totally insane fierce,she said before that if we make her angry,she would make our life a living hell,but I think I'm already in a living hell...Some of us did a presentation today that she asked us to do with a short period of time and one of it was me and she asked us(who did the presentation) some difficult questions and she was not happy with it....but she told us that she ask us questions that we should already know...then I guess she's right...I don't really care about that because it already happened,the thing that makes me unhappy is that two of my classmates didn't wear a formal attire and she kinda sorta blame it on me and the other class rep..but mostly me....so yeah,that's what bothering me..I really can't wait to go home tomorrow....BTW,A called me last night and we talked for a while...he called me because he was not in a very good moment(I'll save you from the glory detail of it) and that he missed me and S....it's kinda sad to hear it because we're all far apart and we are each other's strength..but I tried to calm him down..kinda...honestly,I miss both of them terribly too....

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (160)

20.1.2015
Okay,my problem is solved...kinda...I discussed with my lecturer(she sorta knew what I was gonna say) and we both decided that we choose one more person to be the class rep,which means we have 2 class rep,since we have like 30 students in my class....so,yeah...that's just happened..For this semester,it's kinda hard for me because the subjects are quite tough and not to mention that 4 out of 5 of my lecturers are fierce...luckily,that one of them is nice and for the other 3 subjects,I'm not the class rep...I really hope no more problem would come and that I could go through this semester with peacefulness.....I should tell you guys that yesterday,I spent most of my time being sad(you know what I mean) because I was really stressed out...I also told K about my problem and she feels sorry for me and she tried to calm me down....sorta...

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MY DIARY: LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (159)

19.1.2015
Today,honestly,is a horrible day for me...not just I have to leave home but also we have 2 classes today and both lecturers are fierce and I have to be th class rep(again) for both class...luckily,one of the lecturer sorta understand the situation of my class(hopefully)..but I'm not so sure about the other lecturer...so,my plan(after I talked to one of my sister) is to talk to the lecturer personally tomorrow about changing the class rep because I don't want it anymore....hopefully she would understand and agree with my idea....If not,then my other plan would be to tell all of my classmates,in front of the class on her class,to give a full cooperation with me through the entire semester...I feel kinda better after texting with my sister,though thing is still unresolve and that tomorrow we still have 3 more subjects in which I have to fight so that I don't have to be the class rep.....I texted my lecturer to meet tomorrow and she said okay...hopefully everything will go well....wish me luck guys! 

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