I HATE EVERYONE.....DO I?

Hey guys! As you all can see the title, I hate everyone...that’s what my best friend, A, said but not in judgemental way. Okay, yes, I probably sometimes kinda sorta hate people but let me tell you, I don’t hate people without a reason. A said I hate people especially on the first meet. That is because I’m protective of my friends, and, on my point of defence, I don’t hate them, it’s just that I’m not the kind of person who would be like “OMG, you are the nicest person I’ve ever meet, we should be bff,” after like 5 seconds of meeting them for the first time. I need to know more about the person before I can accept them into our group (me,A and S). Because what if that person is a psychopath? Or a drug dealer? Drug addict? Murderer? Child abuser? Con man? Alien pretending to be a human? Or a blood sucking  vampire? I would regret it my whole life if I accepted those people into our group. And A and S might say that I’m a bit picky, well maybe I am because come on, how can you be friends with people that you can’t be comfortable around, right? So, for me, if the person is going to be in our group, he or she somehow or sorta have the same thinking or characteristics as one of us. So yeah, maybe some of you agree with A, that I hate people but whatever, I’m sticking with what I believe. Anyway,just so you know, when I don’t like those new people, I don’t show it in front of them, I would just say it on their back or something, which is yes, it’s a bad thing to do but at least it’s better than showing it in front of them and making them feel bad or label you as an asshole or probably slap your face. So yes, I’m not a very friendly person as you all know, maybe because I don’t really mind being alone...I don’t know. To conclude this post, I just wanna say that I don’t hate people except those who annoy me or mean to me, but other than, I don’t.

So,the different pattern I mentioned on the post earlier today, is that from now on I will want to know your opinion about my post and the topic I write about. So today, I wanna know what do you think? Am I being unreasonable for being picky? Are you the kind of person who would accept people as your bff after the first meet? Or you will never admit them as your friend even after years of knowing each other?

Leave your opinion in the comments below. Share this post if you have a friend who has the same thinking as me and follow BATC for more posts.

Love Always,

Zac

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I'M BACK......AFTER 8 MONTHS

Hey guys! I’m back after like 8 months of not writing anything here. I do feel bad when I saw that people still viewing BATC but I didn’t update a shit. Though a few things did happened to me but it’s all in the past now and I’m not gonna write it all in here because it will be long as hell. I know I’ve said before that I might delete BATC in case my novel get publish or something. Well I guess you guys probably know that my novel is not yet publish, hence BATC still here. But, I’ve been thinking and got a few influents, which make me decided that I probably won’t delete BATC even when my novel get publish because it has become a part of me and my life. Yes, I’ve written a lot of personal things here but when I think about it again, why bother if people know a lot about me, they would know about me somehow at some point, right? It’s not like I’ve posted my nudes or something. Plus, I’ve obtain more than 15 000 page views, that’s a lot even though it did take 5 years to get it but still, it’s freaking awesome! Such a huge accomplishment in my life. So, I would like to announce that BATC will STAY FOREVER! Yeay!

Now, I would like to tell you guys why I didn’t post anything in the past months. First of all was because I was busy with writing my novel a few months earlier this year but now it’s finished and I’m actually writing a new short story. Second, I’m working at the same company I performed my internship. And I have to work from 9am to 6pm (sometimes more) on Monday to Friday. Third, was because I’m a slacker, I’m too lazy to write every day. There you go 3 reasons why I didn’t update. But I’m back now!

Which lead me to another thing I wanna share. Since I’m working 5 days a week and every morning I have to wake up at 5.30 am because I need to prepare for my side job which is making a sausage roll to be sell at my aunt’s stall and doing my writing on the weekends,  but I still wanna continue blogging, I have made a decision.  I’ve decided to post 1 post once a week, which probably be on the weekend but I’m still not sure whether it will be on Saturdays or Sundays. But, maybe if I have a lot to share, I might post twice a week...we’ll see. And my post might not be my every day activity or me summing up my whole week because let’s be honest, my life is boring. So, what I will update is more into what I feel or what I’ve been thinking about or my opinion on something or a major thing that happened within that week or maybe some random stuff. And there might be a few different patterns on my post, different from the usual one I did, including me being more expose about myself (not like being naked and stuff, you pervert!), meaning I might post my photos here, with my face on it J  but for those other people,I will keep them as alphabets. Even the title would be My Diary...or maybe it will but not for every post. You might also realize that I have deleted a few old posts which were not about me because I wanna make sure that BATC is about me and me only. Though that old posts did contribute a lot of page views but no,I need to focus on myself now. Though I might probably post my opinion about other people...haha...

Since today is my come back day, so I’ll be posting 2 posts. One is this one, and the other one will be above this one in a few minutes with the title ‘I Hate Everyone.....Do I?’. Hope you guys will keep on viewing my blog and leave your comments and follow BATC.

I would also like to take this chance to say I’m so sorry  for making some of you guys wonder what’s happening to me, why I didn’t update anything for the past 8 months and also I wanna say thank you to you guys who still view BATC these whole time and helped increasing my page views every day. I love you guys!

Oh,oh, I also wanna tell you guys that on 2^nd November is my convocation!! Wish me luck!

Love Always,

Zac

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MY DIARY:IN BETWEEN JOBS (2)

16.2.2016
This would be the last post with the title In Between Job because I got a job at the same company I performed my internship and I start working tomorrow...wish me luck...Regarding my novel,I sent the first 2 chapters to a publishing company but apparently they are not interested to publish it..it's kinda dissappointing but I'm not giving up,I'll send to another company later....but I do also feel sad because of something that I think not fair to share here...but anyway,I do feel sad but as always,I'll find a way to make me happy...plus,getting a job would be great because it'll distract me from that feeling...

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THANKS,
ZAC

MY DIARY:IN BETWEEN JOBS

28.1.2015
At a certain situation,I realized,there's 2 group of people.People A,the spotlight is on them because of what they did or because they always somehow drag other people to help solve their problems.People B,the people who not in the spotlight and they often solve their problems on their own or only ask people to help them when the problem is too big or too difficult.However,at certain time whenever the People A make a mistake,other people will assume People B will do the same.I feel sorry for People B because other people don't know that People B often being silent in pain.And when other people make such assumption,it feel as if the People B,who is already holding a big rock above their head,being thrown pebbles towards them at the same time.And they have to bare all that on their own.I hope People B will be strong and take it as a test and that other people will always make such assumption because they don't know who you are and what you have faced.

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ZAC

MY 15K VIDEO (NOT)

1.       Do you go method when writing a novel?

Well, if you ask my sisters, they would definitely say I am but the truth is I’m not, I don’t say I go method when writing a novel, it’s just that I’m focusing on what I wanna write, so when I’m writing a serious scene, then probably I just don’t talk so much, especially when I’m in front of my laptop, typing that part.

2.       Where is Y? Why haven’t you mention anything about her anymore?

Y is around..haha...we texted each other a few times but just not too often. Maybe because we’re both caught up with work...but she’s still around.

3.       Do you have a new year‘s resolution?

At first I thought I don’t have any because since I went to college I don’t ready set any resolution, I just wanted to pass everything and graduate..that’s all..but now I do have, which is to have my new novel publish.

4.       How is the progress for your new novel?

I’m actually on Chapter 16 out of 30 chapters. So, it’s in very good progress actually.

5.       What’s next for you after you finish your novel?

What’s next? Next would be me continuing my studies or probably working first and then studies.

6.       Do you miss your college life?

I kinda do miss my college life but not particularly the assignments and presentations and exams but just the life of doing what I want and have friends...and being popular..haha...no,no, I’m just kidding.

7.       Can you give us a teaser for your new novel?

All I could say is that it’s a supernatural thing...and also friendship...and the genre is a mixture of thriller, suspense and slightly comedic.

8.       What happened to your internet friend, M?

M? Yeah, honestly I don’t know what happened to her...she’s sorta disappeared. She unfriended me and then that was it...I tried to find her but nothing that I found. To be honest, I kinda miss her and our conversations.

9.       Are you and K together?

Together? What do you mean? If together you mean as a couple, then no, she’s not my girlfriend, we’re just close friend. But she’s a good friend. J

10.   Your blog is very inspirational and interesting but you rarely update. Please update more often.

Thank you so much, I’m glad that it inspires you. And I’ll try my best to update as much as I could.

11.   What is the last book you read? What is your favourite book?

The last book I read is How To Fall in Love by Cecelia Ahern, it’s a great book.  My favourite book would be Eragon by Christopher Paolini.

12.   Who inspire you to write this new novel?

Well, at first I just wanted to write a new novel but who inspired me to write this particular novel is someone that I can’t mention the name but yes, someone did inspired me to write this novel. J

Thank you so much guys for the questions and sorry for not making a video, instead I just write down the answers.

Now here’s some of the announcement that I wanted to share with you all:

1.       I will change the name of My Diary, since I’m no longer a college student for now, therefore I think it’s better for me to change the name....but I haven’t decided what’s the title going to be.