Wednesday, November 13, 2019


Hey peeps

How long has it been since my last post? I can't even remember...haha

Anyways, this week I'm not gonna share about tips or advice or reviews, but I'm gonna share my thoughts about something that crossed my mind a few days ago. This thought sometimes came to my mind, even before this.

What it is was that, what if we could go back or we go back to the beginning of something? And I'm not just focusing on the negative stuff. For example, maybe a beginning of a friendship that you have now or the beginning of a project you're working on right now. If you go back to that, would you maybe do it differently? Like what if you didn't say hi or didn't reply the text or didn't click the button, would things be so different than what it is now?

I know this might be a crazy, ridiculous, confusing thinking but it is what I sometimes think about. There was a few times where I couldn't sleep because of this.

For instance, what if I didn't go to that person's broadcast, would I be feeling the way I did? Would be inspired to be a better broadcaster? Or if I didn't even download Younow, would I be doing what I'm doing right now? Or would I be watching TV?

So this thoughts really makes me wonder and think about all the possibilities and how life would be if I done it differently.

I'm also curious to know if I'm the only one who think like this.

I'm sorry if I'm confusing you guys or somehow “planted” this thought inside your mind. I just wanted  to share and to let people who have the same thinking, knows that they are not alone. And that it is okay to have this thought, but just don't let it consume you or overthink about this.

Anyways, that's all I wanted to share with you guys. Don't worry, I don't think about it anymore, thanks to all the people who came to my broadcast and listening to me rambling about this. LOL.

But for those who also have this thought and didn't get to share it or let it out of your mind. Please leave your thoughts in the comment below or follow my social medias, we can chat there or you can come to my broadcast and we can talk even longer there. :)

Hope you'll have a great week!

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Love Always,

Saturday, September 21, 2019



How are you guys?

Good I hope.

I was planning to post about something else this week but then I decided to change it and write something a little bit personal with you all. In hope that if someone somewhere out there have the same thinking, wouldn't feel alone. That it's normal to think that way.

So lately I have this thought lingering in my mind for a couple of days....well, it's actually been in my mind for a long time, but recently it has resurfaced and I thought I'll share it here.

Do you ever wonder whether you'll be remembered or not?

I'm not talking about being remembered by the whole world but by the people around you or the people you know or know you.

This thought has been in and out of my head tons of times. There are certain times where I don't care whether people will remember me or not but there's also times where I hope they do. But will they? When I don't even have anything to be remember by.

I have experienced when a certain things ended, people started to forget about you. But honestly, it doesn't affect me as much as you might think. I mean, it kinda sucks but I didn't stress about it. I don't know why.

I think it could be because those people are not the people that I hope for. So it matters the most when you are being forgotten by the people you want to be remembered.

I believe we all want that. To be remembered by the people that we will never forget. But the truth is, we can't control that. It's up to that indivual whether he/she wants to remember you or not.

Though it's okay to think about this, let's not overthink it and make yourself stress or depress because of it. I mean, yeah, it's sad to know the possibilities of being forgotten by the people you least expected to do so, but it's something you can't control. It's their choice. And if they did forget about you, it's not your fault.

So as if right now, we just have to push that thoughts away and focus on the things that makes us happy.

I do hope that certain people will remember me if I decided to end something, but if they don't, it's okay because I will remember them and all the good things. Because we have to understand that for a certain people, if we're in layers, we might not be the top layer or the first layer they see. So as long as we accept that, then we will be fine if we found out they forget about us.

Just like lyrics from Sarah Mclachlan's song - I Will Remember You.

"I will remember you, will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by,
Weep not for the memories."

So that's all I got for you guys. I hope this post in anyway help you out if you have the same thinking.

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Love Always,

Sunday, August 11, 2019


Salam Eid Adha for you and your family. I hope you'll have a great celebration and holiday! 😊