Friday, May 24, 2013


I'm at my hostel right now..("great")..My plan was to go back to my hostel tomorrow,since my exam is on the afternoon but my girl friends asked me to come back today because they said they wanted to study together...but none of them came to meet me though they know that I'm back...and  K apologized to me because her father wanted to meet her tonight,suddenly,because she didn't go back home this week...The thing is,I'm made at them for making me come back here when I should   be at home with my family and my family wouldn't mind if I want to go back to my hostel tomorrow,in the first place...can u imagine how pissed off I am??...but when K asked me if I'm mad(silly question),I said I'm not..WTH?!!!!.....I don't know,maybe because I don't want her to feel   guilty and make her lose her focus on study...but I was suppose to say what I wanted to say,let it out of my chest because I feel mad at them and sad that I'm here when I was to be with my family....

OMG!...Today is the first paper for my final exam and I already made a silly mistake! "amazing"...I hope my grade won't sucks....I haven't tell the truth to my girl friends,I just don't know why but I just couldn't say "yes,I'm mad at you,"...I have to tell you all that maybe some of you might think that I'm acting ridiculous for being mad at them,since that for you,it's just a small matter but for me,it's a huge deal,I don't know if you all realize it but I'm very close with my family,a bit spoiled,that's why I'm mad at them...and maybe some people might say that there's no different between staying at home and staying at my hostel..but actually there is,I'm more comfortable at home than here,in a lot of ways,though I've stayed here for many months...and they took that comfortably by asking me to come back here early to study on my genius was that??(cynically)

Done my second paper..I feel like I did it well but we never know...Tomorrow is my third paper and  also one of the hardest wish me luck...About me and K and my girl friends,we're cool...I said what I wanted to say(most of it) and now everything is fine... :)...Tomorrow after my third paper,I'll be going home..yea!


Wednesday, May 15, 2013


In about a week,I'm gonna do my final exam.. :O..that means I'm not gonna be in my hostel too often..(that's a good news)...but I'm quite nervous to face the final...wish me luck!...BTW,lately I did or said a few things that I wish I didn't do or say because it was either annoying or was embarrassing... O.o ...I hope people won't remember it so that I could change...I'm at home right now but I'll going back to college tomorrow..."great"..

Yesterday I did something embarrassing and irritating...God,I don't know why I did that..I was kinda lose control...I don't know if I told you guys before but 3 of my girl friends borrowed my English novels about a month or 2 ago,including K and today I asked for them back since they didn't read it so much because they said they don't really understand (own,please)...I'm kinda disappointed with them because I thought they are interested to read...The thing is,I don't really know why but I was kinda more angry at K..I don't know,maybe because she was the one who was excited to borrow my novel,so I gave her 'Eragon',hope that we could share it the story...but I guess not...maybe that's why I was extra mad at her...but I feel kinda guilty too..maybe I'll apologize to her later....I'm on my way home right now...haha....I have apologized to her and she was sorry too....we're ok again... :)


Sunday, May 5, 2013


Well,this week is still a stressful one,though I had already passed most of the challenges because I still have a quiz tomorrow...wish me luck...but yesterday we had fun because it was one of my girl friend's birthday,so we went out for lunch and for a karaoke... "amazing"... :P...I did have fun even though I had a fever at that time but not anymore...thanked God...I have to admit I was stress,kinda is,since there is still a few things that I have to finish...

I had a slight of misunderstanding with my girl friend(the one that I mentioned before),let's just call her 'K',so I had an argument with K,this was a bit different than before,more slightly serious,for the first time...but we managed to solve it tonight and now,we're ok...and I'm going home since there's no class tomorrow but I have a test on Saturday.."amazing"....wish me luck!