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MY DIARY: LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (18)

23.6.2013
I'm going to register for my second semester next week...it's quiet fast,right??...it feels like I haven't had enough holiday...that's the first thing that I wanna tell you all and the second thing is that all of my friends and all of the student that's the same batch as me,including most of the seniors(I think) aren't allow to stay at the hostel because the new students are too many.. :O..WTH?!...it's crazy,right??....I mean,we all had pay they deposit but now we couldn't stay there??...at first,my friend/my roommate wanted to go to our hostel to ask for an empty room but then he said he would just call for it...we'll have to wait and see how it goes...I know that I said I don't like staying at the hostel and I still feel that way but this happen at a last minute,so it's kinda stress me out because we have to find a place to rent because I couldn't travel from home everyday because of the cost and also the time....BTW,I had fun these last few days,I watched 'Man of Steel',I shopped and hang out with A and S and we might hang out again on Tuesday..can't wait!....

THANKS,
ZAC

MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (17)

16.6.2013
Happy father's day to my dad and to all dad out there... :)....I just want to say,it's sucks when you couldn't share your problems with people,right??...I know that because I'm one of those people that couldn't share problems with people sometimes,especially when the problem involve family..I couldn't share with my friends because they might think my family is horrible and I don't want to ruin my family's reputation and I couldn't share with my best friends because I don't wanna burden them with my problem...*sigh*...it sucks!...BTW,my whole life,I haven't met someone that I could talk about all my problem to and respond,except my best friends,though I didn't tell them all my problem...I don't know,maybe I will meet that person or maybe I'm just created to keep my own problems and help others with their problems because so far,it looks like that...

THANKS,
ZAC 

THE PERSON IN MY DREAM

I dreamed about someone...but it's not someone I know,though I didn't saw the face,it's because of  how I feel about that person in my dream...What I really want to tell you all is that this person has the characteristic that interest me,I hope the person is real,despite that my dream was crazy and a bit scary...I don't know exactly how to describe this person's characteristics was but it sure does make me happy and honestly,almost fall in with this particular person.. :P...it's ridiculous,right???....but what the hell?it makes me feeling happy... :)


THANKS,
ZAC

MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (16)

11.6.2013
My sister said that I shouldn't be mad at friends for not coming to birthday party...well,it's a lie if say I'm not but I don't feel it anymore,I'm not mad at them anymore,just that it open my eyes to make sure that I'm not gonna put my hopes on them...because all I would get is frustration,so I hope they would do the same thing to me...So I'm not mad at them anymore and since something happened to me earlier today but I won't tell you what it is(sorry) but it does make me kinda happy,made me forget about what had happened on last Sunday...so,yeah,I'm happier now.... :)...Tomorrow I might go for a shopping again..haha...BTW,I haven't ask S about how's his job was so far...that doesn't make me a horrible friend,right???....

THANKS,
ZAC

MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (15)

8.6.2013

Bought all the stuff for my birthday party tomorrow...I’ve invited all my college friends yesterday but none of them reply yet..I didn’t invite my high school friends since they probably won’t even remember me because they didn’t wish my birthday...and besides,if I invited them,I’m pretty sure I’ll feel awkward...A wouldn’t be here tomorrow,since he’s still in Pahang.. :( ...but S said he might come...My sister said I don’t have to invite my other relative except my uncle and aunt because it’s my 21 birthday,I should celebrate it with my friends but I want to because I know that my college friends might not come tomorrow because a lot of them live far from me....but I just did what my sister asked me to...

9.6.2013

I party just finished....the person who came to my birthday party was just my aunt and uncle....pretty sad,hah??...S couldn’t come because he went out with his mom to buy a new shirt since he starts his first job tomorrow...Good luck S!!!....but he did stop by for a short while to give me my present... J....my college friends didn’t come,not even one...Actually,I knew that this would happen since this afternoon,when no one ask me how to get to my house.....I was kinda pissed off at my sister...but not anymore because for my sister,maybe she didn’t aspect that my friends wouldn’t come....I guess my college friends is no different than my high school friends...K always remind me to not forget about them,and one day,I want to say to her that I won’t forget my friends,I never was,not even my high school friends,but I know she will...that’s just who they are,they always remind us not to forget but they are the one who will forget because they don’t need our help anymore....but though none of my friends come,I still enjoy my birthday with my family... J...thank u for celebrating with me...

One of my college friends called me just now and he apologized and wish me a happy birthday...I just said thank u and ok...

THANKS,

ZAC

I'M ALWAYS THERE...

I write this for a certain people(I’m not gonna mention names),i’m not writing this because I’m mad or something,just that I wanna tell you that I’m there though I know you don’t see me or even notice my existence...haha...maybe it’s my fault for not being out loud or to try to get your attention but you see,I’m not that kind of person(no offends)...I prefer to watch you from far(not creepily),just waiting for the right time to maybe say hi,when you might notice it....The point is,I just want you know that I’m always there,between those tons of people... J...I know it’s silly to write it here but who knows,maybe one day you came across this blog and read this particular update and finally notice me(though I’m not putting my hope so high)....Well,that’s all I wanna say for now...For you and everyone who read this,I hope you’ll have a happy life...

THANKS,

ZAC

MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (14)

5.6.2013

Sorry for not updating anything for a while,it’s just that I’m kinda busy with my final exam which ended yesterday...yea!...and I also have finished my first semester after all the sweat and tears and stress,i finally did it...There isn’t so much thing to say,just that tomorrow is my 21st birthday.. :P...I’ve plan to have a birthday for me but I have decide the day yet since my family are busy this week..so,we’ll see...BTW,honestly,I don’t really feel relief about finishing my first semester,maybe because I still have 5 more semesters to go and my second semester starts in 3 weeks...but I feel happy because I could stay home for 3 weeks... J...and today to watched ‘Now You See Me’,that movie is amazingly awesome!... J... 

THANKS,

ZAC