MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (15)

8.6.2013

Bought all the stuff for my birthday party tomorrow...I’ve invited all my college friends yesterday but none of them reply yet..I didn’t invite my high school friends since they probably won’t even remember me because they didn’t wish my birthday...and besides,if I invited them,I’m pretty sure I’ll feel awkward...A wouldn’t be here tomorrow,since he’s still in Pahang.. :( ...but S said he might come...My sister said I don’t have to invite my other relative except my uncle and aunt because it’s my 21 birthday,I should celebrate it with my friends but I want to because I know that my college friends might not come tomorrow because a lot of them live far from me....but I just did what my sister asked me to...

9.6.2013

I party just finished....the person who came to my birthday party was just my aunt and uncle....pretty sad,hah??...S couldn’t come because he went out with his mom to buy a new shirt since he starts his first job tomorrow...Good luck S!!!....but he did stop by for a short while to give me my present... J....my college friends didn’t come,not even one...Actually,I knew that this would happen since this afternoon,when no one ask me how to get to my house.....I was kinda pissed off at my sister...but not anymore because for my sister,maybe she didn’t aspect that my friends wouldn’t come....I guess my college friends is no different than my high school friends...K always remind me to not forget about them,and one day,I want to say to her that I won’t forget my friends,I never was,not even my high school friends,but I know she will...that’s just who they are,they always remind us not to forget but they are the one who will forget because they don’t need our help anymore....but though none of my friends come,I still enjoy my birthday with my family... J...thank u for celebrating with me...

One of my college friends called me just now and he apologized and wish me a happy birthday...I just said thank u and ok...

THANKS,

ZAC

I'M ALWAYS THERE...

I write this for a certain people(I’m not gonna mention names),i’m not writing this because I’m mad or something,just that I wanna tell you that I’m there though I know you don’t see me or even notice my existence...haha...maybe it’s my fault for not being out loud or to try to get your attention but you see,I’m not that kind of person(no offends)...I prefer to watch you from far(not creepily),just waiting for the right time to maybe say hi,when you might notice it....The point is,I just want you know that I’m always there,between those tons of people... J...I know it’s silly to write it here but who knows,maybe one day you came across this blog and read this particular update and finally notice me(though I’m not putting my hope so high)....Well,that’s all I wanna say for now...For you and everyone who read this,I hope you’ll have a happy life...

THANKS,

ZAC