MY DIARY (75)

3.5.2012

I did some shopping yesterday with my sisters.It was fun,it makes me happy a bit....I decided that I should go to the  vacation.I'll go and hope for the best(hope that I wouldn't look bad).I want to say thank you to my family,for saying I look great with my new hair and thank you to my best friends,A and S,for their advises to help me accept my new look.I love you guys so much and  I really appreciate what you did for me... :) ...OMG!!I'm so freaking out right now!!..you see,baldy asked me to clean a glasses.So I did but the problem is,it has a crack on the lens and it's not my fault.It was there in the first place.At first I thought it's just a stain but when I started cleaning it,the stain didn't go away.So I touched it with my finger and I found out that it was a crack.I thought about telling baldy but obviously he would be mad and blame me for it(like before)so I decided to act like nothing's happen...but then it will be reveal when the customer come and collect it..I'm so nervous right now.At this moment that I wish I already at Cameron Highlands...but I think baldy knew that something wrong because his the one who handed it to me...but he didn't say anything because he doesn't want to take the blame.....

THANKS,

ZAC

MY DIARY (74)

2.5.2012
It's been sunny or the past few days but today it's start  to rain,not so heavily but there's thunder....Maybe it's just a coincidence but since I cut my hair and I'm not in a good mood,it started raining..weird,right??...BTW,I'm alone at work right now ans I started working an hour early because baldy have something to do...and now it rains heavily...I've been thinking about not going to the vacation..but I haven't told anyone yet.I know it's crazy but what's the point of going for a holiday and I'm not happy???I could not to any pictures but then how am I suppose to remember the moment??Besides,I might save a few money if I didn't go,right??Because right now,I really feel frustrated,mad and sad about what happened.All my plan on the way I suppose to look is crushed...but I'm still considering it,I might go or I might not..we'll see....


THANKS,
ZAC