Sunday, May 7, 2017
Please don’t freak out when you read the title. Don’t worry, I’m alright, I’m not physically hurt or something.
Initially I wanted to share about what happened last week as my last week’s post but decided to do the ‘A Letter to My Future Child(ren)’ instead because I don’t want to think about what happened and just enjoy my weekend.
But then I feel like I should share it this week because some of you might want to know why I was all serious and quite most of the time last week and at the beginning of this week.
So, as usual, I will not go details about it.
Let me start by telling you how I felt at the beginning of last week. I found out something a few days before, so I was feeling pissed off a bit. And then it was added with me arguing with one of my sister. And of course, the next day I had to go to work and which resulting with me feeling more depress.
I texted A and S about how I feel regarding my job and I feel like I don’t have a heart on it anymore, which I still am. And a few hours later, I found out that I have somehow screwed up big time (job related).
To be honest, I felt like jumping off a building or something. It was so much worse than calling my boss a booger.
So since that, I was kinda loose my focus on everything. I can’t think of anything else. But I didn’t tell my family or anyone because first, it’s my problem and second, I don’t want them to be too worry about me.
But then, at one point last week, I felt like I really wanna talk to someone, but apparently I was broke and both A and S were busy. So I had to kept it to myself and just try not to do anything stupid.
And guys, don’t worry, I didn’t. As most of you might already know that I’m still alive, otherwise how could I have post this, right?
Unless, if I’m a ghost.
*Playing spooky soundtrack at the back*
Come on you guys, you know me, I always find a way to be happy or suppressed it down in my soul. And I am feeling better right now, though I’m not sure it was because of what my boss said or that I somehow managed to find things that made me happy. And I finally got to let it out by talking to A this week.
So yeah, that’s basically what happened last week, though the thing that I screwed up is still not yet solved but let’s hope it will soon.
But yeah, that’s all I got for you this week. Sorry that you had to read my boring post this week. I promise I will post something more fun next week.
So this week I wanna know, have you ever been in this situation? Let me know how you deal with it.
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