Tuesday, January 7, 2014


On Thursday I'll be going to college to register for my third semester but I'll be back home after that or maybe after I clean up my new house there....You know what I'm feeling right now?...I feel sad,I know that I shouldn't feel that way because it's been a year since I started college but I do..I do feel sad..I'm such a baby,am I?..haha...but it's true,actually,I never really think of it this way before and it came to me because I was planning about what to tell my friends if they ask me why I'm not happy,I planned to say,"I'm sad because though I go home every weekend but it also means that I have to say goodbye to the people I love every week and everyday that I'm far away from them,I hope and pray that I would see them again on the next weekend.Every time that I got a text or a call,I hope it's not a bad news.And I have to make sure that that weekend I will spend as much time as I could with the people that I love,making every second count because that weekend could be the last time I would see their faces."And it made me realize,I guess it is true,that is why I always feel sad to leave home and of course because that I have to leave my current life.

DDo you ever feel like even though that person is far away but when you are at home,you feel like they're with you?Not in a creepy way but more like,happy way..have you ever feel that?..I do,all the time.When I'm at home,though that person isn't really there,but I feel like they are.I guess you could that crazy,I think so too sometimes,but hey,you do whatever that makes you happy,right?..And because of these "feeling" is what makes it hard for me to go back to college and live far away from home... *sigh*..but sometimes we have to make sacrifices for the better.