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12.5.2012
I haven't told you guys this but G and I texted each other sometimes,but mostly she started it...She asked me about my application last Tuesday and I told her I didn't get in,so I asked the same question and she also didn't get in but she didn't send an appeal like I did...when I asked her why,she said she don't want to talk about it....I respect that,so I didn't ask her that question again,even though I would like to know why because it's kinda ridiculous for not trying to send an appeal....maybe she's giving up...I don't know but if I'm at her place,with a good grade like her,I would try to apply at a lot of colleges or university that have what I want...sometimes I feel like she's the one who makes her life complicated....pretty sad,right??but it's her life,so she can do whatever she wants...as long as she didn't drag me with her in her complicated life...LOL


13.5.2012
I could sense that today,the customer will come and collect his spectacles because I heard baldy mentioned his name(I think) on the phone while he was calling someone...Argh!!!!I'm definitely dead!Lets hope he'll collect it when I'm not here...Earlier today,A said something about something that makes me realize who I become now..a different person...a better person...I'm not saying I hate who I was but I like who I am more..because even though I'm alone and not in a relationship,I'm happier,more confident,braver(I think).I know you guys might think I'm bluffing but I'm not,it's true...I am becoming better...So,to those who pushed me away,ignoring me because I'm not the same level as they are,I would like to say..thank you...sincerely..thank you because if you didn't do what you did,I wouldn't be who I am and I wouldn't find people who give me something that I never thought I had,and that is courage...if not,I think I would still be the same lame guy,who have to pretend to be someone else just to be accepted by people...now,I'm happier,I'm being myself and better...so thank you for those who pushed me away,thank you for those who helped me become better and thank you to my best friends for supporting me.... :)


THANKS,
ZAC

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11.5.2012
I'm still worry(you know why)...I really hope nothing bad will happen....Lately,I've been busy writing my novel,so I don't really have time to read 'To Kill A Mocking Bird'......but I did read a few pages today...


THANKS,
ZAC

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10.5.2012
Since that Mother's Day is around the corner,I just realize that I never tell you all about my mother,we used to call her 'Mama'.Well,my mama,she died when I was 5,she got cancer.Actually,I don't really remember her..I remember her face from a picture but I don't remember her voice,her laugh,the way she talk,her cooking and some other thing....but I do remember one thing,I'm not so sure when but I remember she fed me porridge.She was sitting on the floor,in front of the bedroom door and I sat in front of her and my sister said that her cooking was delicious,she could be firm sometimes,she was patience,she loved us all and took care of us very well...I don't really know what else to say about my mother.I just thought you all should know that I don't have a mother anymore(I don't want you guys to make a speculation about why I never said anything about my mother before)and since that Mother's Day is coming... :)...The customer haven't collect his spectacles yet... :O ...I'm so worry right now but I hope everything will be fine....


THANKS,
ZAC

MY DIARY (77)

8.5.2012
Back to work...I still feel tired maybe because I didn't get enough rest.Time moves pretty fast yesterday...I'm a bit worry because I don't know whether the customer already took his spectacles or not.If he did,then it's kinda a good thing because baldy haven't said anything about it but if he didn't,then that's a big problem...I really hope he did take it already....OMG!!!He haven't take it!!!!I'm so dead...Hopefully he'll take it when I'm not here...Argh!!!!!....I stopped reading 'Mansfield Park',I didn't even finish it yet but maybe someday.Since last week,I started reading 'To Kill A Mocking Bird' by Harper Lee again and I read it today.You know what,since I finished reading 'Inheritance' and 'The Secret:The Magic',I never went to a bookstore anymore.I didn't do it purpose,maybe it's just a coincidence or maybe......I don't know...but I will buy a new book...one day...because it's kinda hard to start reading a new book after spending a lot of time reading a series book....I have a bad news,I didn't get accepted to any university.I checked my application yesterday...but I already sent my appeal...I really hope I get it this time....but if not,I will find another college or anything to continue my studies....


9.5.2012
I'm alone at work and the spectacles isn't collected yet... :O...Baldy is back....I spent my day writing for my novel...


THANKS,
ZAC

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4.5.2012
Tomorrow is the big day..I haven't start packing my bags..."amazing",right??...OMG!!the customer haven't take his spectacles!!!Argh!!!!!hopefully he collect it tomorrow :P...I have to wait for another hour and a half to get off work... :O I wish the time moves faster because the spectacles is not been collected yet...Today,I've been very aware for the customer because I don't know how exactly he looks like but I know he's Indian.So,every times an Indian walked by or park   a car,I would be very nervous,my hands will start sweating....I really hope that h would collect it tomorrow and the time moves faster right now...I'm at home at last.. :)..Packing bags for tomorrow's vacation!!!...


5.5.2012
Woke up at 6 a.m...Getting ready to go to Cameron Highlands.. :)..Arrived at our apartment at about 3 p.m. because it was jammed crazily...Right after our meal,we walked around the places,took a few pictures and headed back to our apartment...At night,we went to the night market about 5 km from where we stay..but the jammed was horrible...Had fun buying souvenirs for A and S and myself..hahahaha...Then,we headed back and sleep.. :)..BTW,this is place is cold especially at night...but for me,it's not too cold... :P


6.5.2012
Woke up at 6...Took a bath with warm water(if not,I would die freezing)..Walked around our apartment with my sister and my nephew...There was a dog and he(I think)barked at us...After we took our breakfast,we went to the tea farm.The route to the place was creepy because it's small and on a hill...imagine that(I'm not gonna go there again)..but the farm was amazing,it's so pretty and windy...I drank Camomile tea(my first time)with strawberry cake(freaking delicious).Then,we went to the strawberry farm,well it's not really a farm because we can't pluck it our self (wrong place)...We(me and my family)ate strawberry ice-cream there,so great(the ice-cream)...After that,we bought some souvenirs again..Then finally,we headed home...but before that,we bought a lot of chocolate at a factory(I think)..Awesome!!!!..Then,we headed straight home...We arrived at about 10 pm...This is the most awesome vacation ever!!!!!


Here are some pictures...

THANKS,
ZAC