MY DIARY (107)

26.6.2012(66)
Yesterday was great but I didn't do a lot of things,just online,watching tv and rearrange my wardrobe.. :).I'm at work right now...BTW,I haven't text A or S for like 2 weeks,I think...I don't wanna bother them,you know because maybe they're busy,so I'm just gonna wait for their text...Christopher Paolini haven't reply my question but it's ok,maybe he's busy..at least he replied before... :) ..Remember the haze that I mentioned in 'My Diary (99)'?It's getting better,less haze...Actually,I'm still worry about the spectacles because I don't know whether he took it or not but I strongly feel that he haven't because if he did,I'm sure baldy be outrage at me,so I assume he didn't take it yet but I hope he has or if he want to take it,it's not when I'm here.....It's raining,quite heavily but there's no dark sky or lightning...I'm kinda proud of what I did just now,you see,baldy's friend,who work at an eye specialist about2 shops away from us,came and asked baldy to help her change the light bulb at her shop but baldy's short,so she asked me and I said ok and I successfully changed it.What I'm proud of is not because I changed the light bulb but because of I said ok without hesitation,without doubt...I know maybe it sound ridiculous but it also means that I'm confident of myself and it didn't happened just this one,it happened before but not changing a light bulb and I said ok without second thought.I feel kinda amazing that I'm more confident..but it didn't happen without anyone's help,someone shows me that I can be confident of myself...so thanks that person for helping me,though not literally... :)


27.6.2012(65)
I didn't start work an hour early today...Argh!!he haven't take his spectacles!!hopefully he'll take when I'm not here...


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ZAC

MY DIARY (106)

24.6.2012(68)
Luckily tomorrow is my day off,I need to get away from this place.I still feel kinda guilty about what happened yesterday,it looks like maybe baldy don't think about it so much,maybe,but I strongly feel he still think about it and maybe still blaming me...who knows,right??...You know what,since I do all this my diary thing,I rarely talk about my problem or how I feel,to my family or my best friends..I just everything in here,instead of talking to other people,maybe I'm afraid to hear what people might say,whether it's a good thing or a bad thing...especially the bad thing..maybe that's why I choose to write it here because I could share it and I don't have to worry about what people say because I wouldn't know,they didn't leave a comment...I think that's why I prefer writing than talking to people...but it is a good thing or a bad thing???


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ZAC

MY DIARY (105)

23.6.2012(69)
Another argument just happened between me and baldy.This time it's about missed communication of the price for contact lens' solution.The actually price was RM38 but he thought it was the other one,which is RM36.The thing is,she took the solution from the shelf which is not so far from him(baldy)but he couldn't even see the different and then he blame me because he said when he said "RM36?",I said "Yes,",when in fact I didn't even heard what he was saying because his volume was so low and what I said was the label of the solution but he convince that I said yes...WHT??!!...but you know what,I will give him the other RM2 because yeah maybe it was my fault too but it is also because so that baldy could not be mad at me anymore(not because I'm scared) and I can still make a serious face at him...You know what,I was happy yesterday..see,I told you,I can't be happy at work.. :( ..Oh crap!!The price isn't RM38,baldy said RM40++ but I remember now,it was actually RM46...I tried to give the RM2 but refused...so,long story short,I'm not very happy about it,I thought I could fix it but I couldn't... :(


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ZAC

MY DIARY (104)

22.6.2012(70)
I spent about 5 hours of my time at work volunteer to clean the display shelves because I know that it's already dusty and I don't want baldy to ask me to do it,so I volunteer to do it...but now I'm free.I think one of the reasons that I don't really like baldy besides ungrateful and annoying,is that the way he ask me to do something sometimes,he sounded kinda rude,maybe he want to be strict but he become rude or maybe harsh.So,maybe that's why I don't like him so much,that's why I like to do something at work on my free will,but it doesn't mean I didn't do what he ask,just that I will do it unwillingly.. :P .BTW,Christopher Paolini reply my comment again :)


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ZAC

MY DIARY (103)

21.6.2012(71)
OMG!!!I can't believe that Christopher Paolini,the author of 'Inheritance Cycle' replied my comment on Facebook!Not just one,a few and he also said that I asked him an interesting question.. :)..He's so kind,he doesn't mind if I want to ask him a lot of questions and I'm still waiting for his next reply..This is amazing!!!!..but I'm trying not to be too happy or excited,you know why..I have about 2 and half months here.I feel kinda sad to leave this relaxing job but feel kinda glad too to stay away from baldy LOL..but yeah,I think it's better for me to resign before worst things happen and I hope nothing bad will happen while I'm here


THANKS,
ZAC