I'M KINDA WORRY...

Lately,I've been a bit grumpy,though I try not to but the thing is,I'm worry that it will happen again.I know all of you must be wondering what will happen again.Let me tell you this,it happened about 2 years ago,a few weeks after I dropped off college.It'd all started with me being mad at my sister,but I don't remember why.You see,when I'm mad at someone,I will go to my room,listening to music or just laying while reading books and when I went out of my room,I'm not gonna talk to anyone.This is how I cool down myself.Usually this thing will remain for a day or 2 but the different when it happened 2 years ago,is that I was kinda enjoy it,being isolated.So it last for a couple more days but then it became kinda a part of myself because suddenly I didn't feel like laughing or talking to my family.It continued on for a few more days and later I decided to try to be myself again because being isolated,not enjoying life,that's not me.Yes,I am not very talkative and maybe not very friendly but that's because I'm shy with strangers.For those who knows me,knows how I am.Then,finally a few days after I decided to be myself again,I became myself again...but now,I'm kinda worry that it might happen again but hopefully not and I will try my best to be myself..wish me luck...

MY DIARY (116)

20.7.2012(42)
OMG!I totally forgot,yesterday was actually my 1st anniversary of working here,at this shop.I can't believe I forgot that..."amazing"...BTW,tomorrow would be 1st of Ramadan or we usually call fasting month,where we don't eat or drink from sunrise to sunset everyday for the whole month... :).I know it sounds exhausting but it's to remind us of the time of our prophet Muhammad,where they were at war and they were fasting too.Besides that,it's good for our body because it's kind of a diet too,you know..LOL..and also it will remind us of those who less fortunate and those who starve because there's not enough food and water...so,I'm kinda excited  to start fasting tomorrow.. :) and this would also be my second time fasting in this shop... :P..I'm gonna tell you guys something,something I never told anyone before.Sometimes when I saw a good looking guy,I would feel jealous and then that feelings turn to being angry because I could never be like them and later on,I would feel pathetic of myself for not accepting the fact that I will never be a better looking guy...but the thing is,it will happen again when I see a good looking guy..pretty sad,isn't it??


THANKS,
ZAC

MY DIARY (115)

19.7.2012(43)
43 days left before I leave this place.Honestly,I love this job.This job's great,it's relaxing,not so stressful but the problem is who I'm working with.Baldy,sometimes he's good but sometimes he's such an asshole.So,like I said many times before,I should go before things become worse.I'm afraid I will loose my patience and explode..LOL...I think,it's better this way... :)


THANKS,
ZAC

MOVIE REVIEW (10)

Today,I'll be reviewing the movie 'The Amazing Spider-man'.I should tell you that I watched it in 3D.So what I can say about this movie is...this movie is AMAZING!!LOL...I mean,the 3D effect,the score,the actions,I love the actions.The main point of the story is the same as the previous Spider-man but there were few differences but I shouldn't tell you all because I don't wanna be a spoiler.There were a few people that said Andrew Garfield didn't leave an impact on the movie but for me,he did a good job.though maybe not so huge but I think it was great and Emma Stone really good with the character.The movie is awesome because there was an element of humor,besides suspends...so for me,this movie is worth to watch :)

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17.7.2012(45)
I had fun watching 'The Amazing Spider-man' last Snday..*2 thumbs up*..I did do a lot of things yesterday,just online and watching tv and washing the dishes..but I did online for almost half of the day.. :P *showing my teeth*..I have something to say,if you guys did read my status update on my Facebook and Twitter yesterday,then you might already know about it but if you don't,then I should tell you this...Andrew Garfield as Peter Parker wear the same hoodie as I am! and I wore the hoodie when I watched the movie...I was so surprise,though it's not 100% the same but who cares?.. LOL..It was quite awesome for me to see it...*showing my teeth* *2 thumbs up*


18.7.2012(44)
You know what,this Indian guy,he's our delivery guy,he's such a snob and rude.He would throw the paper on the desk in front of me to stamp it and the way talk,is very,very rude..And today,he came and did the same and you know what I did?I just stamp it wherever I want and at the wrong places and he pist-off but I just act like nothing happen.After that,he left.I feel kinda proud of myself..LOL..I know he'll be back to send some stuff and I'll be ready to counter attack him...Remember that I said I did something crazy(in 'My Diary 12')?It was actually I deleted my friends phone number from my phone..it's crazy,right??but it's something I have to do because they don't wanna have anything to do with me,so why should I??And don't worry,I'm not regretting it,I'm glad,feel much better...:) I've been thinking about deleting them from my Facebook but it sounds a bit drastic.so maybe not...but we'll see about it...


THANKS,
ZAC