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18.9.2012
I got a phone call from A late last night.We'd talked for a while but mostly I do the talking..LOL..but I was kinda mumbling a few times,I don't know why but I mumble lately,it's weird...I don't know if I wrote about this before but I'm just gonna write it again.Sometimes I want to be a different person,you know,sometimes I wanna be the player or the class clown or the grumpy or the mysterious guy but I couldn't do that because people will think I'm crazy...so I guess maybe that's why I feel like I wanna be an actor sometimes...haha what a stupid thing to think about...

19.9.2012
It's been about 2 weeks I become unemployed but the thing is,I don't really feel any different...yeah I don't have to go to work but I don't feel any different,as if I'm still working and I don't know why....I was watching High School Musical 3 when suddenly there's no electricity.I can't believe that that movie was almost 4 years ago and a lot of things has happened since that,like I had a job,I am not who I was,though I hope and still trying,Vanessa and Zac broke up and I met a few people that helped me to improve myself somehow.I can still remember how excited I was to tell A and S the day after I watch High School Musical 3 in cinema...LOL...it was a good time.In the movie,Gabriella said "I always do the right thing,maybe I wanna be a little crazy this time," but what I always tell to myself is "I want always to do the right thing but somehow,I just can't,"...funny,right???

THANKS,
ZAC

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17.9.2012
I'm sorry for not writing or update my blog for a few days.There aren't so much things happened,just that I went for a shopping last week,went to my cousins' open houses on the weekend,did some chores everyday and online...There's something I wanna tell you all.I don't know if I told you before.It's about secrets.A secret,whether it's a good thing or a bad thing,will slowly change yourself because when you decide to not tell anyone about something,you will avoid confrontation and then you start to isolate yourself,you don't hang around with people and  you don't talk so much and finally,you become a different people,you might be a grumpy person too.The worst thing is when the secret is something that makes you happy but you couldn't talk to anyone because you scared they wouldn't understand or wouldn't agree with it...I'm telling this not because I want you to not have a secret,I'm just telling you the risk and consequences of it...BTW,I just want to say that I'm fine,done worry..I'm happy actually....

THANKS,
ZAC

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12.9.2012
I was quite busy this morning with chores but I was free after that,so I online for almost the whole day.. :)...I got an offer from this college to further my studies.It is kinda ok but the intake is on October but I don't know when exactly,anyway,it's a bit too soon..but I'm still considering it...The important thing is,I feel happy today..why??..shhh,it's a secret...LOL.. *showing my teeth*

THANKS,
ZAC

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11.9.2012
I'm thinking about something.I'm pretty sure a lot people think about it too.You see,we like a certain quotes that certain person that we like said and sometimes we wish we could find that someone who said the same quotes as that person...but the question is,would we like it?Would we be the happiest person if we did found someone who said the same quotes as that person?What if that someone doesn't have the criteria or feature like that person but said the same quotes as that person??...That's what I'm thinking right now and I'm searching for the answer because I'm not sure myself....BTW,I'm gonna fill my schedule with making the house model and editing my novel...

THANKS,
ZAC