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28.9.2012
Today,I feel happy but a bit sad.I'm happy because I got what I want but I feel sad because it would be the last for a long time...but hopefully it won't be too long...Tonight,G text me after a long period of time.She asked me how I'm doing and stuff...everything was ok,I told her I'm not working and I'm writing a novel now...but then,I asked her why suddenly she text me and she said she was busy and she also said that she'll text me everyday.The thing is,I asked her that is not because I'm pist off at her or something,I just wanna know why,maybe she want me to buy her phone credit or maybe there's no other guys in her life or she has some important question to ask.Actually,I don't really mind is she didn't text me anymore because,you know how I feel about her,I don't love her,I'm not so sure if I like her anymore after what I found out about her.Right now,she haven't reply my text after I said I didn't intend to ask her to text me everyday.I don't know if she thinks I'm mad at her or what but the truth is,I'm not...I just don't want her to text me everyday....She replied my text,we talked for a while,she asked me about my novel but then we cut off...

29.9.2012
I know I'm suppose to feel happy today because there was something that would make me happy but I don't know why I'm not a very good mood...maybe because G suddenly popped into my life again while I was in a great moment...and I don't know why but every time she text me or something,I don't feel happy,maybe because we sometimes we end our conversation in an argument,instead,I become grumpy ...weird,right??...I'm gonna take a nap,hopefully I will feel better.....I do feel better after I woke up,though G text m again today but I didn't reply because I was too tired... :P

30.9.2012
My nephew came this afternoon but he didn't stay so long because he got school tomorrow...but he did accidentally pisted me off.I didn't mad at him so much....BTW,I don't hate children,I just don't favor them...


THANKS,
ZAC

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27.9.2012
My sister told me about this girl who don't have a muscle on her face(for real),so she doesn't have any expression,she couldn't frown or smile or anything...it sad,right??So,it makes me think how lucky I am to being able to smile and everything,I'm very grateful for it...and I also think about those people who decide to be grumpy all the time or refuse to be happy or laughing...I mean,God gave you a chance to have any expression you want and you decide on being grumpy??frowning all the time??being expressionless??why???...it's really stupid,right??...I don't think I'm able to understand them...

THANKS,
ZAC

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24.9.2012

I was kinda pisted off this morning because I was supposed to watch ‘Stand By Me’ and I woke up at 6 a.m. for it but there were some problem with the cable station,so that movie was cancelled..WTH!!!!!....I don’t know why but problem are kinda scared to say hi to me because they said I look fierce or kinda snob... :O...yeah,maybe I’m not too friendly but once you know me,you’ll see how I really am,though I can’t really classified my characteristic...maybe I’ll ask A and S...

25.9.2012

Have you ever feel that you’re interested on something that you never know about before but then you realize that you had a lot of chances to see it but maybe at that time you just didn’t know or not perceive it and now you found out you might not have that chances again???..I don’t know exactly what feeling is it,maybe a mixture of frustration and anger and sadness??maybe...but whatever it is,it sure make you feel like you have a time machine so you could turn back time and take every opportunity you have...but you couldn’t and it sucks...all we can do is hope that we might get another chance somehow...

THANKS,

ZAC

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23.9.2012
I'm gonna tell you all something.I'm actually not a nice person as some people think I am..because sometimes I like to cursed and I did it quite a lot of times..I've said F*** to people but only when they pisted me off...so,there you go.I'm not so nice now,am I??

THANKS,
ZAC