MY DIARY (176)

6.12.2012

I’m excited for our holiday,which is in a couple of days.I have planned a few things for myself,hopefull it will be great,I hope everything will goes well all the time we’re there...so,wish me and my family a good luck....

THANKS,

ZAC

MY DIARY (175)

4.12.2012

I just “reprocessed” what A told me when I called him the other day because he told her sister about my college offer and he said “I always tell my family everything,” :O...I think he told me before but I didn’t really believe him but now,I kinda do...so just imagine,I told him a lot of things that I thought would be the secret between the 3 of us but I guess not...He’s so not like me,I don’t tell my family everything except where we go and what we do when the 3 of us hang out....

THANKS,

ZAC

MY DIARY (174)

3.12.2012

Everything’s ok,I feel more cheerful..thank God.. J...Lately,I frequently dreamed about this girl.I knew her in real life but she’s not X or G or the new girl from my primary school but she’s from my high school.We knew each other in high school.It’s strange to me that I dreamed of her a few times because we weren’t so close,I didn’t have feelings for her,though she is pretty but we were just friends...so,I wonder,why I dreamed about her for a lot of times??

THANKS,

ZAC

MY DIARY (173)

1.12.2012

A called me late last night.He was worried about me with the whole problem thing.He told me a huge news too about the registration and the news is that I might not be able to apply to a government college next year.That news really made me reconsider my decision because my choice was to apply for it.Honestly,it makes me feels off,I’m not mad at him for telling me about it,it just made me hard to fall asleep last night....My dad told me that if I take the offer,we have to come up with about RM1500,including the payment and stuff.Since that I don’t have any savings(ridiculous,I know),I know my family will find a way to get it but I don’t want to and with the vacation thing,they gonna need that money....but I don’t wanna give that as a main reason because the real reason is,I’m not ready.....I’ve already told 1 of my sister and of course A about my final decision,which is not to take it because I looked at other government college application,doesn’t state that I couldn’t apply again next year..both of them was ok with my choice and A told me about other college and now I’m talking to his sister on Facebook to ask about her college...Thanks A for your advice and information!! J you’re my best friend.....A told her sister about my college...are you kidding me??!!...Ok,now I can focus on my vacation next week.. J...Hopefully nothing will happen that can ruin my happiness...

THANKS,

ZAC

MY DIARY (172)

30.11.2012

I tried to call the college and ask if I could postpone or defer it for a while until I’m ready and about the payment.They did answer but when they transfer my call to the registration department,no on pick it up.So, I called again but then,no one answer...what an asshole!!How can they not pick up the phone??!!What if it’s important??!!WTF!!!...My dad wants me to take it(I think)and he said if I couldn’t postpone it,he said I should register on the 10^th of December because he said it’s a shame to turn it down...I really don’t know what to do...I’ve called them again and the payment is about RM800++ which I have to pay on the 10^th of December and if  I want to postpone it until next intake,I have to reapply next year....I’ve talked to my dad and 2 of my sisters,again and they all said the same thing,the decision is up to me,though my sis did say something  about being ready and they also said I could discuss it with my other sisters....but I think I’ll pass because they’re gonna say the same thing and I’m not sure if they understand me.....I have made my decision and I already told my family.They look as if they’re ok with it,they didn’t look as if they disagree but I think they support my decision...Fiuh,glad that’s over,I’m feeling much better.... J...I’m not gonna tell  you what my decision is,yet but I will tell you on my next update....

THANKS,

ZAC