MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (45)

10.1.2014
My dad has been in the hospital for about 2 days and on Sunday he'll do an operation to help him walk again but not straight away,of course,but actually the operation is not 100 percent confirm to do it this weekend since there might be some factors that cause it to delay...I went to my college yesterday and registered for my thirs semester...I was kinda tired because I was at the hospital the before until yesterday morning...I told my mentor which is also a lecturer,that I might have to skipped my classes next weekend because my dad is about to do a surgery and I need to take care of him afterward,so she said I can do that but I need to write a formal letter and a written document or something as a prove that my dad is under a surgery...but that's not so important,the most important thing is that I hope my dad is gonna be alright..

11.1.2014
Sometimes I wish that I have someone who is an optimistic and have a strong faith..because I'm not that kind of person and honestly,it's hard to find someone like that..like in my situation,though I don't really show it but actually,I'm pretty worry about my dad and this surgery thing,I wish I have someone who would say,"Don't worry,your dad is gonna be fine.He's gonna go through the surgery and he's gonna be healthy again and start walking again.You worried for nothing," something like that and in a very convincing way,like they actually believe in what they just said...so it would somehow makes me feel better...but I guess that's really hard to find...BTW,A and S already knew about my dad,so are some of my college friends...Tonight,I am taking care of my dad again with my eldest brother because it's been like 2 nights I didn't do it since I had a slight of fever 2 days ago but I'm better now...

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ZAC

MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (44)

8.1.2014
I'm currently at the hospital,taking care of my dad with my oldest brother.He fell on the floor late last night,at first we thought it wasn't so bad but when he said it hurts to move his left leg,we suspected that it might be broken or something...So we took him to the hospital and was confirmed that he has a fractured on his left hip...He is now admitted at the hospital but he's ok,not in a coma or something...I didn't sleep for about 24 hours but luckily on the evening my other brother and sisters came and finally I got to rest but for only a couple of hours...Though it's embarrassing but I have to tell you that I did cried for like 3 times but my family didn't see because I don't want them to anyway...I'm not sure yet if I want to register for my college tomorrow since I'm with my dad until tomorrow morning and God knows if I could get a chance to sleep...but we'll see about that...I don't plan on telling A and S yet since they are in college and I don't wanna worry them...but maybe I would tell them over the weekend...

9.1.2014
I remember that once my dad did one of the things that I will never forget my whole life.It happened when I was quite young,maybe around 7 or 8,I think..I don't really remember how it'd happened but remember that it was late night and someone was sleeping on bed and I was freaking sleepy so I decided to sleep in one of our bedroom that's empty and there was no fan but slept there anyway because I was too tired and you know what my dad did?He came into the bedroom and he made a fan from a newspaper,he moved his hand from left to right,so quickly and hence there's wind,so that I won't be sleeping uncomfortably..I will never forget that moment...that's why I love my dad... :) The reason I'm telling you this is not because he's dying or anything,just to tell you how nice my dad is...

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ZAC

MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (43)

5.1.2014
On Thursday I'll be going to college to register for my third semester but I'll be back home after that or maybe after I clean up my new house there....You know what I'm feeling right now?...I feel sad,I know that I shouldn't feel that way because it's been a year since I started college but I do..I do feel sad..I'm such a baby,am I?..haha...but it's true,actually,I never really think of it this way before and it came to me because I was planning about what to tell my friends if they ask me why I'm not happy,I planned to say,"I'm sad because though I go home every weekend but it also means that I have to say goodbye to the people I love every week and everyday that I'm far away from them,I hope and pray that I would see them again on the next weekend.Every time that I got a text or a call,I hope it's not a bad news.And I have to make sure that that weekend I will spend as much time as I could with the people that I love,making every second count because that weekend could be the last time I would see their faces."And it made me realize,I guess it is true,that is why I always feel sad to leave home and of course because that I have to leave my current life.

6.1.2014
DDo you ever feel like even though that person is far away but when you are at home,you feel like they're with you?Not in a creepy way but more like,happy way..have you ever feel that?..I do,all the time.When I'm at home,though that person isn't really there,but I feel like they are.I guess you could that crazy,I think so too sometimes,but hey,you do whatever that makes you happy,right?..And because of these "feeling" is what makes it hard for me to go back to college and live far away from home... *sigh*..but sometimes we have to make sacrifices for the better.

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ZAC

MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (42)

4.1.2014
Omg!You know what,I have like 8 days before I start ,y third semester!..owhh,it's horrible....I hate it sometimes when I see the people I know growing up and realize that they're gonna fall in love with other people except you....Speaking about love,the other day I was chatting with Y and suddenly she was talking about she's not gonna fall in love again and that love is hurtful and stuff...she's been talking about this for quite sometimes and I never really got the chance to say my opinion and the other day,I did it,I said "Don't blame love for what happened.Because it's not love that hurted you but it's the person that you fell in love with",but she doesn't agree with me and she told me that she don't wanna talk about it again(babe,you're the one who brought it up..haha)..I don't know if she would take my advice because she think that I might not understand her because I never been in a relationship...but she haven't said that in front of me because if she did I would tell her that even if though I've never been in a relationship or maybe never will,doesn't mean I don't know what love or falling in love is and at least for her,she got the chance to feel loved back even though it was just for a short while but for me?I never get that chance...

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ZAC

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