MY DIARY (97)

14.6.2012(78)
Let me tell you something,don't get outrage when people make a small mistakes because one day,we might do the same mistakes...I mean,we can be mad but don't over react...Are you kidding me??!!!!Baldy wanted to buy me food because of my birthday....what the hell is that??!!I refused a few times but he insisted,I can't strictly say no because he might think I hate him so much.I refuse because I don't want to feel guilty because of what I said about him behind his back,even though he deserve it but I'm still feeling bad....and the same as on last Chinese Newy Year,he asked me what I want to eat,I said I eat everything and I think he's going to buy KFC but I don't know exactly what...This is so "amazing"...I'm kinda worry that bad things might happen,you know but I really hope that nothing bad will happen...I was right,he bought me KFC..


THANKS,
ZAC

MY DIARY (96)

13.6.2012(79)
I'm in a better mood today... :)..A bit worry about A,you know,based on my Facebook and Twitter updates.I'm afraid he might think it's for him when the truth is,it's not.I'm not saying that every time I wrote anything on my Facebook or Twitter,he would ask if it's for him,just once I think...but I'm worry he thinks it's for him,I don't mind if he ask me directly..I'm afraid he keeps it to himself and a conclusion..For example,you know that A and S are at somewhere far,right??and yes,I told him that I gonna miss him and S a few times and I updated my status by  writing "I miss you",but it's not for him or S but I'm worry he might think it's for him and think strangely...but I hope and believe that he's not gonna think that way...I've been thinking about other people too,what would they say when they saw it but I don't really care what they think because they don't really know..hopefully A or anybody wouldn't think negatively....


THANKS,
ZAC

MY DIARY (95)

12.6.2012(80)
Yesterday was exhausting because I did a lot of chores,I washed the dishes,my clothes,I took out the trash and I cooked for lunch...but it's quite awesome..and healthy for me.....LOL.. *showing my teeth*..Today,A will be going to Pahang,it's been advanced,supposedly on 14th June..how sad is that??but he said that he will be home maybe once every 2 weeks..."amazing".. :( BTW,I watched a few scenes from 'Romeo and Juliet(1968)',the guy that played Romeo looks kinda like Zac Efron,not exactly but almost....I told A to text me before he leave but he haven't text me yet....Well,A already arrived at his University this morning,after I'm the one who text him...Now,I'm alone here,not in the shop,I mean here,at my place...I totally understand how Eragon felt when Roran left... :(..When I think about it again,I'm not so sure if I could start reading 'Inheritance Cycle' again,it's not just it's long but it's kinda hard to start over,you know..but we'll see about it...Not in a very good mood.I bought 'Eragon' with me,I read a few pages,even though it cheers me up a bit but I'm still not happy about parting with A and S... :(


THANKS,
ZAC

MY DIARY (94)

10.6.2012(82)
Supposedly,tomorrow is the day I will meet G but she haven't text me yet.Maybe she decide not to do it...who knows,right??...but I don't mind if we didn't meet but I hope we will because I want to tell her about what I told you guys,face to face,better than texting or a call,that would be a bit rude..don't you think??...BTW,S already went back to Penang yesterday and A would be going to Pahang next week.. :( and I will be alone...but they will have a break for Eid Day on August... :)


THANKS,
ZAC

MY DIARY (93)

9.6.2012(83)
I haven't talk about 'It' for quite a long time,but a few days ago something happened and it remind me of 'It',I actually kinda miss 'It'..I don't know whether I should just let go or I should start talking to 'It' again and hope that 'It' reply...One other thing is,it's about G,you know that I'm not gonna be her boyfriend,right??It's funny because before this I sometimes imagine myself in a relationship but when someone want to be with me,I refuse..funny,right???


THANKS,
ZAC