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3.1.2013
I know now why I always feel sad or depress every time I got accepted to a college..yes,it is because I don't want to let go of my life but it's also because I know I would feel nervous,like I am right now.I feel nervous everyday and I'm tired of it but I couldn't get rid of it because it's always there...and the horrible thing is,when I'm in college,I don't have the thing to cheers me up like I have here.At home,when I feel down or nervous or sad,I always have something that help me be happy again,like my laptop and the internet of course...but when I'm in college,how am I suppose to do that??My sister told me to bring the laptop there but I said not yet,I want to make sure that it's safe and suitable to bring it,so meanwhile,I will have to either find another alternative or just pretend that everything is fine... *sigh*

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2.1.2013
I'm tired,I just got back from a bank after 2 and half hours there and was treated horribly by an asshole Indian women who work there..WTH?!!...When I was there,I feel like I wanna throw up because I never did a registration at a bank by myself.I felt that not because I was sick but maybe I was nervous and tired and maybe I was kinda sad  that I'm going in about 6 days and I still have a few stuff to do..I don't know really...but now I'm at home and I really need something to cheer me up...Oh,I forgot to tell you that A called me on new year's eve,he got home sick..poor guy..we talked until midnight and wished each other a happy new year...

THANKS,
ZAC

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1.1.2013
It's the first day of 2013! I really hope this year will bring happiness and joy to everyone and myself..I'm going to college in exactly 1 week..it's sad,I know :(...but I have to do this,I want to do this,it's the right thing to do...but I hope everything will be ok,no more problems,no more stress thing and mostly,no more bad things will happen..wish me luck...BTW,I just got back from my cousin's son's birthday party.I had fun there,the food was quite delicious and so is the cake.. :)..That's all for today,Happy New Year Everyone!

THANKS,
ZAC

MY DIARY (186)

31.12.2012
Today is the last day of 2012,it's kinda sad to say goodbye to this year,since from my point of view,it was a great year for me.I got a job,I went to a vacation,twice :),I met a few new people and other awesome things that had happened...Tomorrow would be a start of something new and also means that I'm leaving in about a week..I really hope 2013 would be a much,much better year for me,my family and to everyone... :)

THANKS,
ZAC

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2013!!!!!!!!!!
I WISH THIS WILL BE A BETTER YEAR TO MYSELF,MY BEST FRIENDS,MY FAMILY,BLOG AROUND THE CORNER'S VIEWERS AND EACH AND EVERY LIVING CREATURE!!!!!