MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (48)

14.1.2014
I'm packing my bags to go to my new house because I have to go to college tomorrow.. :(..I feel sad because I didn't have enough rest and enough time...My dad is schedule to do the operation tomorrow but not sure at what time and if he does,I have to go back home..so I have to wait for my sister's text tomorrow...I arrived at my new house at about 8 pm and my housemates isn't here..my sister and brother helped me set up all my stuff...and honestly,after they went back home and I was alone,I felt terribly sad...it was horrible..I really hope I will be strong to face this situation..wish me luck!

15.1.2014
I was at college when I received a text saying that my dad was already in the operation room,so a few hours later,my sister came and pick me up to the hospital...My dad was safely gone through the surgery but because of the bius and the slight of pain,he was bitter the whole time I was there...that was scary..but hopefully tomorrow will be better...

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (47)

13.1.2014
I didn't stay at the hospital last night because today I have to spend most of my time,buying stuff that I need for my new house,since I'm going back to college tomorrow.. :( ...so I need all my energy but tonight I will stay at the hospital...My classes starts today actually but I didn't go and "amazingly",all but one of my classmates did go to class this morning but a few others came to the afternoon class...My feelings right now is sad,because I have to leave home and couldn't spend my free time with the people I care about(except on holidays and weekends) and had to say goodbye,nervous,because I'm gonna have a new lecturers and God knows how they are(hopefully they're not strict),and tired,because I don't have much rest since my dad admitted...Well,I guess what I wrote yesterday was right...I hope everything will be okay....

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ZAC

MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (46)

12.1.2014
You know what,sometimes I feel like my life is kinda like in a movie...for instance,right now I spend most of my times at the hospital,taking care of my dad and at the same time,my third semester starts tomorrow..so,I couldn't do any preparation and I couldn't spend my few last holidays with the people that makes me happy(besides my family and my best friends)...it's sorta like a movie,right?Where the main character had to go somewhere far and was about to say goodbye to his/her lover but something happen that make him/her left in a rush and couldn't say goodbye...Awww,so sad...haha,just kidding...but it's true,my life is kinda like a movie sometimes...but again,maybe everyone feels the same way about their life...My family and I were informed that my dad will not be doing the surgery today because of his sodium level,which is too low..so it has to be pospone next week but aren't sure on what day..that means I have to go to class next week but maybe not tomorrow...

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ZAC

MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (45)

10.1.2014
My dad has been in the hospital for about 2 days and on Sunday he'll do an operation to help him walk again but not straight away,of course,but actually the operation is not 100 percent confirm to do it this weekend since there might be some factors that cause it to delay...I went to my college yesterday and registered for my thirs semester...I was kinda tired because I was at the hospital the before until yesterday morning...I told my mentor which is also a lecturer,that I might have to skipped my classes next weekend because my dad is about to do a surgery and I need to take care of him afterward,so she said I can do that but I need to write a formal letter and a written document or something as a prove that my dad is under a surgery...but that's not so important,the most important thing is that I hope my dad is gonna be alright..

11.1.2014
Sometimes I wish that I have someone who is an optimistic and have a strong faith..because I'm not that kind of person and honestly,it's hard to find someone like that..like in my situation,though I don't really show it but actually,I'm pretty worry about my dad and this surgery thing,I wish I have someone who would say,"Don't worry,your dad is gonna be fine.He's gonna go through the surgery and he's gonna be healthy again and start walking again.You worried for nothing," something like that and in a very convincing way,like they actually believe in what they just said...so it would somehow makes me feel better...but I guess that's really hard to find...BTW,A and S already knew about my dad,so are some of my college friends...Tonight,I am taking care of my dad again with my eldest brother because it's been like 2 nights I didn't do it since I had a slight of fever 2 days ago but I'm better now...

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ZAC

MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (44)

8.1.2014
I'm currently at the hospital,taking care of my dad with my oldest brother.He fell on the floor late last night,at first we thought it wasn't so bad but when he said it hurts to move his left leg,we suspected that it might be broken or something...So we took him to the hospital and was confirmed that he has a fractured on his left hip...He is now admitted at the hospital but he's ok,not in a coma or something...I didn't sleep for about 24 hours but luckily on the evening my other brother and sisters came and finally I got to rest but for only a couple of hours...Though it's embarrassing but I have to tell you that I did cried for like 3 times but my family didn't see because I don't want them to anyway...I'm not sure yet if I want to register for my college tomorrow since I'm with my dad until tomorrow morning and God knows if I could get a chance to sleep...but we'll see about that...I don't plan on telling A and S yet since they are in college and I don't wanna worry them...but maybe I would tell them over the weekend...

9.1.2014
I remember that once my dad did one of the things that I will never forget my whole life.It happened when I was quite young,maybe around 7 or 8,I think..I don't really remember how it'd happened but remember that it was late night and someone was sleeping on bed and I was freaking sleepy so I decided to sleep in one of our bedroom that's empty and there was no fan but slept there anyway because I was too tired and you know what my dad did?He came into the bedroom and he made a fan from a newspaper,he moved his hand from left to right,so quickly and hence there's wind,so that I won't be sleeping uncomfortably..I will never forget that moment...that's why I love my dad... :) The reason I'm telling you this is not because he's dying or anything,just to tell you how nice my dad is...

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ZAC