MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (59)

17.2.2014
My health is slowly getting better but I still sneeze and coughing terribly....I'm back to college.. :( ..Let me tell you something,this semester,I have this one lecturer and she is fierce...I mean,like really,but it's still ok for me but the problem is,she's too fierce until it's hard to communicate with her without her being scary...so it's kinda a problem to me,because her subject is a bit boring and I sometimes like to ask question out of curiousness but I can't do that,because I'm scared of her...Maybe I'll find a way to solve this problem...Everything else is ok so far...but I miss a certain people...and I don't why but I miss the time when I was in first semester and my second semester...everything was kinda organized....

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ZAC

MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (58)

12.2.2014
I had the worst fever yesterday...but I won't go into detail about...one of my housemate took me to the clinic and now I'm at my house,not my new house and I didn't go to class today.Unfortunately,tomorrow I have a quiz and a test..how "amazing" is that??..luckily I'm feeling much better now...so I'm going back to my new house tomorrow morning because my class start at 2 pm...I really hope I could answer my quiz and test questions...

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (57)

7.2.2014
I don't know why but today I've been all quite...I'm not mad or sad but I just don't feel talkative...I'm kinda worry about it because you all know that this has happened before and it had happened once that last for quite a while...so I'm scared that it might happen again..but I hope not....I should tell you something,I know that I said I won't think about it but I should tell you that Y is kinda sorta sees me as the sissy guy too..I won't tell you how that happens...but it happened...but I don't think I want to think about it so much...

9.2.2014
I went to this award ceremony yesterday with my sister...it was fun because I never went to an award show before...Now I'm back to my new house...how horrible is that?

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ZAC

MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (56)

6.2.2014
I'm home for the weekend..yea!...I was talking to A last night about what happened yesterday...and he said somethings that made me realize that I was being silly for being sad and a few inspirational speeches that he gave me...It also made me realize that I shouldn't write what I wrote yesterday about my housemates because you might think they're bunch of assholes,but the truth is they're not...So,I decided not to push myself so hard on trying to be a better person,I'm just gonna let it happen on it's way...Thanks A for everything!...BTW,I asked one of my housemate to teach me how to play guitar...so I'm gonna bring my guitar to my new house...I hope I could finally know how to play it properly...

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ZAC

MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (55)

5.2.2014
I'm going back home tomorrow...yea!...though I am kinda happy,I still feel a little sad,not because of I'm leaving my new house or something,it's just that I'm starting to be my old self again,the one that I don't wanna be anymore(I've mentioned about this before)...The only thing that made me aware of this is when my roommate mocked something that I said(but not in a horrible way) because I said it in a sissy way...I didn't realize I did that...It's really pissed me off not because they mocked,but because I start to be that sissy guy again and I didn't realize it...maybe because I feel too comfortable again...I really hope I will not be that guy anymore...I know you must be thinking that I'm crazy for talking like this but I really wish I could be a better person instead of that sissy guy...I hope you'll understand...

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ZAC