MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (185)

30.4.2015
Okay,I'm just gonna tell you all straight away,Y read this blog...surprised?so am I...I'm gonna tell you the whole details because it will be crazily long...so all I'm gonna share is that she found out about this blog but I don't know how and she refused to tell me and she said about this in front of one of my lecturer but luckily,there were only 3 of us in that room...the thing is,she was telling me this because she was sad because I wrote that she was using me last semester...she said she cried when she read it...at first,I was shocked because it was sort of like an ambushed but after that,I managed to cope with that and when did some heart to heart talk(sorta) and I told her what I felt about her and we talked again some more this afternoon before I went home since today is the last day of class...this was unexpected because I planned to end this semester in a different,simple way...but this did happened but we both got to explain everything regarding this misunderstanding,she said the reason why she didn't text me was because she didn't wanna mess up my head for texting so much...I was actually fine with that because it was in the past but I did feel mad at her because she read my blog and she told me about it...so,I feel like where else am I suppose to share what I think about or feel besides with my best friends?but then I realized,what the hell,I'm gonna keep on updating even though I know she might be reading itso,long story short,we apologized to each other and we decided to just be friends...and now we're okay.... :) oh I forgot to tell you,she have a boyfriend now...I hope he will be nice to her and take good care of her... :) and Y,if you're reading this,I wanna say thank you for increasing my pageviews,keep on visiting my blog and maybe you could leave some comment too... :) I also wanna say that my lecturer,who knew about this,she is awesome because she gave us a great advices and she understand these whole thing and she didn't think I was being childish...So,we're back to being friends,though Y said she's scared to ask me to help her out with her studies,which is to me is completely ridiculous...but yeah,we're alright... :)

P/S: sorry if I was kinda bitter to you(Y) this afternoon.

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ZAC

MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (184)

29.4.2015
Right now,there's 2 things in my head...one is about what happened earlier today(I'm not gonna tell you the detail yet,maybe next time) and second is about my dad,I found out that he was coughing blood,he still is...but my brother already took him to the hospital,luckily it's nothing serious...but I'm still worried about him...fortunately I'm going home tomorrow...but before that I have to clear up a few things regarding what happened ealier today....I really hope my dad will feel better soon....and wish me luck for tomorrow...

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (183)

27.4.2015
We did our presentation this afternoon and it went okay but we did a small mistake,hence,we had to edit a few part in our report...actually,it's quite a lot...so,my final project is still not done but luckily we don't have to do the presentation again...This is my last week of classes and early next month will begin my final exam,but there will be gaps a few days between 1 paper to another,so I guess I will go home on that few days...Honestly,right now,I feel a little different,I don't know exactly what it is but maybe I'm feeling this way is because I am currently at my new house,away from my home and also this is the week of my last class for my diploma...and I will move out of my new house at the end of next month and plus,I won't be staying here often when my final exam start,so it means I will not be at my house like I used to...so maybe that's why I'm feeling the way I am right now..not to mention that I wasn't expecting to be caught up with my final project this week,I thought I would have more time to reminising...

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (182)

25.4.2015
I was looking at my college friends' Instagram and there were a lots of girls(I think their friends) commented like "handsome","you look good","so cute","boyfriend" and some other types of compliment..maybe because they are good looking,in a way...haha...but as I read all that,I don't feel jealous...instead,I smiled...I don't really know why but maybe because I'm not a good looking guy,so I never expect or hope that people would comment something like that...and maybe because it makes me think about those people that helped me feel happy and good about myself,in a way...probably that's the reason...so when I see people compliment about my friends on Instagram,I don't mind at all...because maybe for those girls,they are good looking...like when I see those people... :)

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (181)

23.4.2015
Tomorrow I have a test at 3 pm...so,I can't go home today and I can't go home tomorrow either because I have another test on Saturday morning.. "awesome"...so,wish me luck guys!..I'm almost done with my final project and me and my teammates have to do the presentation on Monday afternoon...and after that,I don't have any big assignment...finally...I really can't wait for this final project to end...and I really can't wait to go home...

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ZAC