I LOOK FOR IT....AND I FOUND IT

I was thinking about something this morning..but I have to be honest with you,I'm not gonna detail about it,as usual and you might get a little confuse because I'm trying to be secretive...Anyhow,it's about how people change..I mean,people do change,I changed...a bit...I don't mind that,as long as you change to be better..but I don't know if it's true,but some people said that sometimes when you grow older,you lost your sense of humor...that's kinda scary,I hope it won't happen to me...Back to the main topic,I was actually thought that this person had lost the sense of humor,that it could be one of the reason why I don't talk about this person as much as before,well it was,I mean one of the reason why I don't talk about it..it's kinda sad for me,to be honest...and since I first assumed that(which is quite a long time ago),I unintentionally found some resources that have sense of humor and it makes me happy and I forgot about my sadness..but from time to time,when it pops up,I feel bad for kinda "abandon" it...so,this morning,it pops again,but this time I tried to find the sense of humor in who that person is now....lucky enough,I found it...not for recently,but for a short time ago..still good enough for me...and I hope I would find a more recent one soon...

MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (219)

16.10.2015
Today is my last day as an intern at this company...yeay!...I don't know if I told you guys this but my boss asked me again if I would like to become a permanent worker but again,I said no after days of considering it...I feel kinda bad but I can't just forget my passion for writing and I can't write while still working,I'm not good at focusing at 2 things in one time....Anyway,my lecturer came last Tuesday and surprisingly,she was nice,not as annoying as she was before...which is a good thing....So,I said goodbye and thanked my boss for her kindness and willingness to teach me a lot of things I never knew before...she even asked me to take a picture with her...haha...It's sad but I can't put my dream on hold...I really like writing...My family made a barbeque(again) tonight for no specific reason...though it's my last day and actually it's my sister's birthday....so we just kinda celebrates it...

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (218)

11.10.2015
Yesterday was such a fun day because I got to online,though it was because I had to reply customers' email and doing my final report, I went out for dinner with A and S and since they decided to stay up until this morning and planned to have breakfast together,we went to A's friend's hostel which is at A's old university. At first A was planning to just see him and probably talk for a while but since we don't have any other plan than the breakfast,we all agreed to stay at his hostel and just talk until morning...but we all ended up sleeping there,I was the first one to fell asleep because I was soooooo sleepy...I feel kinda bad though because A's friends was so friendly and talkative but I could really join them because I spaced out a couple of times because I was sleepy....And then this morning we woke up and head home after we went to IKEA to look for something that A's mother told him to find...we didn't get the chance to breakfast together because we were all pretty tired....Anyway,it was a fun experience even though I did slept on a friends hostel before when I was at Malacca (I wrote about it previously) but I'm hoping that I acted right in front of A's friends,not that I was being mean or rude but just that I hope the way I respond and talk to them is the way I wanted to,I hope they see me as I wanted to...Anyhow,thanks to A's friends for letting us "hijacked" their hostel and thanks to A and S for such a fun night!...

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8.10.2015
I feel kinda bad for not really celebrating BATC's 5th birthday...it's just that I'm freaking busy with work and stuff...but I'll figure something out...A is here! And we've planned to hang out on Saturday..yeay!....Let me tell you all something and again,I won't be detail about it.Sometimes I feel like I'm in a relationship even though I'm actually not (seriously,I'm not,I'm still single),because this one person always acting as if I'm in a relationship with this other person..I'm like,WTH??..when I talk about someone else,this one person would always say like "Hey,have you heard about this other person?" or "I feel sad for this other person because you're talking about someone else"...it always got me like,"Why the hell are you saying all this?"...I mean,come one,this other person doesn't have feelings for me or doesn't even see me...so,take a chill pill (quote from A)..Whatever,tomorrow is Friday and the next day will be Saturday!!..wohooo!...but I still got to do my report... :(

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HAPPY 5TH BIRTHDAY BLOG AROUND THE CORNER!! (6.10.2015)

I can't believe it,it's been 5 years since I first start blogging. This is so amazing,I've been through a lot and I shared most of it here...this blog has become part of my life because a lot of things that I couldn't say in front of other people,I write it here...all my thoughts and feelings...and also my boring everyday life...haha...I'm glad that I'm doing this because I could let go of what I feels sometimes,make me feel free....Though sometimes I write something that probably wrong in certain way,but I never regret it because I only write what I feels and my thoughts and what makes me feel better..besides,I learn from what mistakes I made but that don't mean I'll stop blogging...Blogging is one of the things that makes me happy...
Anyway,I would like to say thank you to all of you who viewed my blog and commented..and have helped me to reach 15 000 pageviews,you all are awesome..I really appreciate it...you all have been very supportive this past 5 years..
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HAPPY 5TH BIRTHDAY BATC!

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ZAC