GOODBYE DADDY

Hey guys, how are you?

So this week I’m gonna share with you all what happened 2 weeks ago and why I didn’t post anything during that time.

Please bear with me while reading this if I somewhat sounded too serious or dramatic or ridiculous because to be honest, it’s not easy for me to write.

“Then why would you wanna write?” You ask?

It’s because I think you all should know about this and it’s a big thing....though most of you might already know it from my social media.

Anyway, I should begin my story.....

But before that, just so you know that I’m not gonna write the whole thing from A to Z because I’m getting tired of it because I have been telling it to a lot of people a lot of time.

So this post will mostly be about a summary of what happened.

My dad was admitted to the hospital on 27.8.2017 at about 4 in the morning because the doctors said that he had lung infection. Since my dad is old and his heart is no longer strong, the doctors suggested to using a tube through his throat to help him breath while they try to cure the lungs, but in order to do that, my dad had to be sedated aka deep sleep or more dramatic, coma. So we all agreed, in hope that the treatment will cure my dad’s lungs. However, the doctors did say that there’s a high chance my dad will never wake up. Nevertheless, my siblings and I agreed.

Fast forward to about 30 hours later and the doctors said that my dad wasn’t doing well. The infection was not decreasing.  Anyhow, we still want the treatment to continue.

Fast forward to the next day, it was night time and I was alone with my dad, same as the day before, because visiting hours has ended, so I accompanied my dad while waiting for my brother because my brother was the one who accompanied my dad till morning. On that day, the doctors said my dad looks okay, though the infection was still there, and they planned to feed my dad the next day.

Fast forward to the next, at the time me and 3 of my sisters came to the hospital. My dad heartbeat was suddenly drastically dropping and I, as the only guy in the family there (because my brother was resting at the waiting room) had to deal with the doctor, who finally informed us that our dad had passed away.

At that time I was feeling weak in the knee but luckily my legs were still strong enough to stand. And I was almost choking when I called one of my sister at her workplace to inform that our dad is no longer alive. I guess it is true that when you say it out loud, that event or situation, it sounded so real.

So that was my “brief” story of what happened.

To be honest, it breaks my heart, but a small part of me glad that I had been there for my dad until he was buried. It was me who was in the hurd with him. So yeah, I’m glad about that.

K was there on the day my dad died, her mother, her sister and 2 of our college friends too.

A couldn’t be there because he was at college, preparing for his exam.

S couldn’t be there because he had some important family matter.

But I’m fine about it because even if they’re there, I wouldn’t have time to talk to them.

Anyway, funny thing is, they were worried about me because they think I will keep my feelings to myself like I always do.

Fast forward to present day, I’m feeling much better now but same as my sister, we’re still unable to get used to not seeing our dad around the house.

The reason why I didn’t post anything here is because I honestly didn’t know how to write this. I’m not saying that I’m doing great now but at least I kinda know what to write.

So, that’s all for this week.

Please pray for my dad.

This week I wanna know, have you lost anyone close to you? How did you handle it? Or what advice would you give me to face this?

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Love Always,

Zac

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HOW I MET ANSEL ELGORT

Hey guys! What’s up?

So actually I just got back from watching Spider-Man Homecoming for the 3^rd times.

Please don’t judge me.

It’s just that the movie soooo awesome!

Anyway, that’s not the topic I’m about to share this week. This weekend I wanna write about of the most amazing, surreal experience I had so far, or probably ever.

As some of you might already know, I met Ansel Elgort earlier this week.

So now, I’m gonna tell you all how I met him.

As you all know, Ansel Elgort’s new movie ‘Baby Driver’ is out in cinemas right now, so of course, he’s doing a tour for the movie’s premiere.

But I didn’t know he will come to Malaysia for the premiere.

Let’s be honest, there wasn’t any Hollywood star came to Malaysia....or maybe there was but like ages ago.

So yeah, it never even crosses my mind that he would be here.

On Sunday, I was looking (aka stalking) at his Instagram and I saw he posted a story saying “Singapore to Malaysia” and I went ballistic...well, not really but I did freaked out.

And since I saw that, I straight away look for the location and time for the premiere.

I found out it was the next day and at the Pavilion, Kuala Lumpur but the time was still unknown.

So what I did was, which is something I’m not very proud of but I had to do it because it was a once in a lifetime chance, I told my boss that I was sick and that I couldn’t come to work.

*covering my face with a pillow*

Again, please don’t judge me.

So long story short, I was at the venue at about 4pm because I thought the event at 5pm, though later I found out it was at 9pm but since people was already started gathering at the entrance of the red (or more like pink) carpet, I had to wait there too or I will never get the chance to be at the front row.

Oh, I forgot to tell you guys that I was with one of my sister because she’s also a fan.

Fast forward to about 3 and half hours later, which my legs were starting to feel numb and swollen a bit for standing too long, Ansel Elgort finally arrived and all the fans went ballistic, like literally.

To be honest, he was very handsome, his skin was white and flawless and not mention so tall.

Everyone there was starting screaming his name and taking pictures with until he finally came near me. I did the one thing that I know I have to do, otherwise I might not be able to take a picture with him, and so I pulled his arm closer to me and...HE FREAKING SAID “WHAT’S UP, MAN?” TO ME! , which is so crazy, though at that time I wasn’t care about it so much because I need to take a photo with him and when I finally about to click the snap button, this fat guy who was standing next to me, pulled his hand away from me, thus my selfie with Ansel became blurry, I was so pissed off, I wish I punch him on the face but that fat guy left afterwards. What an asshole.

Luckily I managed to take a photo of Ansel with Edgar for a close distance.

Anyway, when think about it, I had a chance to be close to him and he talked to me, even though just a sentence, but it was actually more than I expected, but I did hope for it, I was expecting that maybe I could only get to see him far away, but standing next to him, is an amazing experience.

BTW, I should tell you all that for a split second, I was being like a complete fangirl because my legs were shaking right after that moment.

*blushing*

I should also tell you that for the whole time I was standing there, I didn’t drink any water, hence I was kinda sorta dehydrated by the time the event ends.

But anyway, it’s so surreal to meet him.

And thanks Ansel Elgort for being such a nice and friendly person.

I wish one day we could meet again in a more proper way.

So that’s all for this week, I hope you enjoy reading my experience and please be jealous...haha...just kidding.

This week I wanna know, were any of you there at the event? Or if you have met him, when and where was it? Or just share your story if you have any celebrities that you like.

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Love Always,

Zac

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MOVIE REVIEW (14)

Hey guys!

This week I’m gonna review a new movie that I’ve just watched.

Some of you might already know what movie is it, if you follow my Instagram or Twitter.

It’s a new movie, a movie that I’ve wanted to watch for like months.

You got it; it’s Spider-Man Homecoming!

Wohooo!

Before I begin my review, I should tell for those who don’t know, that I’m a big Spider-Man fan, though I never read the comic, but I will one day, but I like all Spider-Man movies. And no, I’m not gonna be bias and yes, I will genuinely review it.

So, here we go!

1.       The casts + characters

I know Tom Holland, not personally but through a few movies that he acted. And honestly.... I’m scared to say....I wasn’t his big fan (#nohateplease) but I do like his acting in The Impossible, it was great. Nevertheless, I did look forward to see him play Spider-Man and when I saw him in Captain America: Civil War, it made me even more intrigue to watch Spider-Man Homecoming. To be honest, I think now I’m becoming one of his big fan because he portrayed Peter Parker so amazingly. So yeah, he did a great job. I feel like a proud father...haha.

Zendaya’s character in the movie is so interesting, a bit mysterious and more or less funny. The character really suite her.

Michael Keaten also did a great job portraying The Vulture and, I’m just gonna tell you a glimpse, there is a scene between him and Tom Holland that gave me the creeps, and I think it’s because how good Michael Keaton was at playing a villain.

2.       The plot

I can’t say much on this matter because this is a movie review not movie spoiler....duuhhh... And also since I know a lot of people haven’t watch it since it’s new in the cinema. However, I can say that the story line and plot twist (I guess) was pretty amazing. And of course, since it’s a Marvel movie, there are some funny scenes, but really genuinely funny, not like in an annoying way or something.

3.       The score

Actually I don’t think I have any favourite score in the movie because I’m pretty sure I didn’t focus much to the music because I was paying attention to the story. Maybe when I watch it again, I might realize them.

I think that’s all I could say about the movie, though I actually have so much more to write and to tell about the scenes where I think was amazing but I don’t wanna spoil it for you and I don’t wanna be sued or condemned by anyone.

But I should tell you this, the ending was pretty shocking, I really didn’t see it coming, but it was great, totally unexpected.

So that’s all I got for you guys this week.

I hope you enjoy my short review.

Tell me what you think about the movie? If you haven’t watched it, who are you planning to watch it with? If you’re not planning to watch, I suggest you should.

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Love Always,

Zac

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ALMOST TO 20,000 PAGE VIEWS!

Hey guys, what’s up?

Sorry for not updating/posting anything last week because I was f***ing busy with preparation for the Eid Fitri.

Mentioning that, since we are still in the celebration period, I would like to wish HAPPY EID FITRI to everyone! Hope you had a great celebration.

Anyway, back to this week’s topic.

And yes, I’m almost to 20,000 page views!

Oh my God!

Aaaahhhhhhh!

I know that for some people 20k is just a small amount compare to their hundred thousands, millions page view, but for me personally, I’m so excited about it and can’t appreciate enough to all of you and not to mention that now I’m getting a lot more comments, thanks again guys!.

So yeah, I’m pretty happy about this because I think it was more than a year ago since I’ve reached 10k and 15k.

But I don’t really plan on doing anything for 20k page views....or maybe I will, I don’t know, we’ll see.

To be honest, this really makes me smile and I can’t wait to have more page views in the near future.

So, that’s all I wanna share about this week and I’ll write a longer speech once I’ve reach 20,000.

Oh, 1 more exciting news!

I’m gonna watch Spider-man Homecoming next week!

So excited.

Anyway, this week I just want to know whether you guys are going to watch Spider-man Homecoming or not? And if you will, who are you going with?

And also, please keep on viewing my blog until we get even higher page views.

Ciao!

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Zac

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SIGNS THAT A GUY DOESN'T LIKE YOU

Hey guys! What’s up?

First of all I would like to say that I’m so excited that next week is Eid Fitri!

Yeay!

*Running around my room*

So anyway, I feel like I haven’t post anything that is more towards a beneficial topic, previously I just wrote about what I think or what’s going on with my life, which has probably bored you guys.

So this week, I’m back with a new topic.

Signs a guy doesn’t like you, but not necessarily hate....just doesn’t like you or means that they don’t like you more than a friend.

Before I begin, I should tell you that strictly from my personal experience and observation, so it doesn’t mean all guys will act the same or showing the same signs.

Anyway, without wasting any time by letting you read my meaningless sentences, let’s begin with

1.        If the guy doesn’t initiate the conversation.

Girls, if a guy doesn’t text you or call you first and you are the one who have to start the conversation, there’s a high chance that he doesn’t like you. If a guy likes you, he would send you like a good morning text or something.

2.       Related to that, if the guy is not being personal.

When the guy is having a conversation with you and he’s not being personal like, he don’t really talk about his day or he didn’t remember the first time he met you,hmmm...that sounds like he doesn’t like.

3.       If the guy is avoiding you or always says he’s busy.

When you want to meet him or something and keep  on saying he’s busy and he’s not replying to your text or phone calls, that kinda shows that he doesn’t like you. Well, maybe he might really is busy but if he said he’s busy too often, that could be because he doesn’t like because if he does, we would stop what he’s doing and go bungee jumping with you...

I don’t know why I choose bungee jumping.

But yeah, he would want to spend more time with you.

4.       Keeping his distance

I don’t mean avoiding you, it’s more to he’s not touchy with you. If a guy likes you he would want to be close to you, like maybe hug you or put his hand around you or anything in between.  Okay, he might not be touchy with because he’s afraid you might be embarrassed when people labelling you guys as a couple but mostly it’s because he doesn’t like you.

5.       If the guy calls you with masculine names

When the guy calls you bro or dude or any other masculine name, you are definitely in the friend zone. My advice to you, go find another guy.

6.       If he flirts with other girl.

If the guy is talking to you and suddenly he saw another girl passing by and he said ‘Woah, that’s my future wife right there’. That’s definitely means he doesn’t like you. Honestly, if I like a girl, I would give 100% of my attention to her and I’m sure most guys are like that too.

7.       He’s not single.

If the guy is either seeing someone, dating someone or engaged to someone or married to someone, there’s a high chance he doesn’t really like you. Well in my opinion he shouldn’t have because then that means he’s cheating.

Go die or something, cheater!

Now I’m being emotional.

So that’s all for this week. I hope these signs have somehow help clear some things for you, even if just by clearing up your throat....haha...

I’m funny.

*Self five*

So this week, I wanna know if there’s other sign that I’ve missed out? Have you had any experience related to this week topics?

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Love Always,

Zac

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