MY DIARY (118)

24.7.2012(38)
My plan after quitting this job is to continue my studies or work somewhere else.I was suppose to quit this job,rest for a couple of weeks,start a new job,if I didn't go to college but my sister told me to make sure that there are vacancy for me...but what if there's non?does she want me to stay?I told her the same thing that I told you guys,that I love this job,just that baldy is the problem...I don't know if she really understand my situation..I have to make a decision in 5 days because if I want to quit by end of August,I have to give the resignation letter a month early..but I guess we'll see...What do u think?should I quit or should I stay until I really have a new job or got to college??


25.7.2012(37)
Zac Efron won 2 categories in Teen Choice Awards 2012 and I just realize that I'm one of the people who voted for him..I'm so happy that I helped him win..LOL..though I have to admit that I lied about my age when I register to vote... :P...shh..don't tell anyone..LOL..


26.7.2012(36)
You know what,there's this girl,she's in my Facebook for quite sometimes now and yesterday she said hi to me on Facebook and she asked me do I remember her...I was kinda confuse and worried because I don't remember her and I told her that.She told me that we were in the same primary school and also high school..but I don't remember her..she knows my full name and that I was a prefect..I asked her whether we were close back then because she said she remember me the first time she saw my picture and she said not really..So,I honestly said that I might not recognized her before and she said I should ask A about her...I was like "Ok" but I apologize to her for a few times and I feel like a total jerk and kinda guilty because she must be so embarrassed because I don't remember her...We talked for a while and all the time we were talking,I was trying to remember who this girl is...I hope A will make me remember...My plan was that I suppose to give baldy my resignation letter this Sunday but the problem is,I don't know if the new place that I want to work has a vacancy or not and I haven't decide what proper reason should I give because I can't just say that I can't stand working with him,it sounds too cruel,though it's the truth...Too little time to do too many things...


THANKS,
ZAC

I WONDER....

I wonder what I did wrong??If,I did something wrong because do you remember M??(in 'My Diary 28')..I haven't been talking to her for a few months now and I feel something was wrong because I didn't see her status update on Facebook for quite a while.At first,I thought maybe she was busy and the other day,I decided to check her profile page but you know what I found?..nothing..I couldn't find her Facebook,she's not in my friend list and she isn't anywhere.Trust me,I looked for her...I don't know if she change her name but in my inbox,her name didn't change...So maybe she close her account or something...but why she didn't tell me??..I wonder what happen to her,is she mad at me?or is she having a problem?I don't know...I just wish she told me..because honestly,I miss talking to her...My other internet friends haven't talk to me and I haven't talk to them yet..maybe their busy or something..Actually,there's only 2 that still talk to me a few months ago,others just keep quite but they're still in my Facebook.The 2 is M and there's another one,N and N is still in my Facebook too...maybe I'll talk to her when I got a chance..

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21.7.2012(41)
First day of fasting...If you read 'I'm kinda worry',then you should know my situation now and you should know that I will try to be happy again.. :) ..I break fast at work.I ate 3 chocolate wafer and a mineral water..sad,isn't it??..LOL..Tomorrow will be the same.. *showing my teeth*


22.7.2012(40)
Tomorrow would be my day off..yea!!!!..:)..I have finished reading 'Eragon' for the second time and today I brought 'Eldest' with me.. *showing my teeth*


THANKS,
ZAC

I'M KINDA WORRY...

Lately,I've been a bit grumpy,though I try not to but the thing is,I'm worry that it will happen again.I know all of you must be wondering what will happen again.Let me tell you this,it happened about 2 years ago,a few weeks after I dropped off college.It'd all started with me being mad at my sister,but I don't remember why.You see,when I'm mad at someone,I will go to my room,listening to music or just laying while reading books and when I went out of my room,I'm not gonna talk to anyone.This is how I cool down myself.Usually this thing will remain for a day or 2 but the different when it happened 2 years ago,is that I was kinda enjoy it,being isolated.So it last for a couple more days but then it became kinda a part of myself because suddenly I didn't feel like laughing or talking to my family.It continued on for a few more days and later I decided to try to be myself again because being isolated,not enjoying life,that's not me.Yes,I am not very talkative and maybe not very friendly but that's because I'm shy with strangers.For those who knows me,knows how I am.Then,finally a few days after I decided to be myself again,I became myself again...but now,I'm kinda worry that it might happen again but hopefully not and I will try my best to be myself..wish me luck...

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20.7.2012(42)
OMG!I totally forgot,yesterday was actually my 1st anniversary of working here,at this shop.I can't believe I forgot that..."amazing"...BTW,tomorrow would be 1st of Ramadan or we usually call fasting month,where we don't eat or drink from sunrise to sunset everyday for the whole month... :).I know it sounds exhausting but it's to remind us of the time of our prophet Muhammad,where they were at war and they were fasting too.Besides that,it's good for our body because it's kind of a diet too,you know..LOL..and also it will remind us of those who less fortunate and those who starve because there's not enough food and water...so,I'm kinda excited  to start fasting tomorrow.. :) and this would also be my second time fasting in this shop... :P..I'm gonna tell you guys something,something I never told anyone before.Sometimes when I saw a good looking guy,I would feel jealous and then that feelings turn to being angry because I could never be like them and later on,I would feel pathetic of myself for not accepting the fact that I will never be a better looking guy...but the thing is,it will happen again when I see a good looking guy..pretty sad,isn't it??


THANKS,
ZAC