MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (95)

8.7.2014
Sometimes,I feel like I'm drifting away from the people I care about(I don't mean K or Y or any of my college friends but certain people) except my family and my best friends..It's kinda sad when thinking about it but now that I realize it,I will try to get close again..be like what we were before I started my college...I texted with A last night,we talked for a while,gave each other advices about our romantic life(I don't know if I told you guys but A also have a romantic life)..and finally,he also agrees that it's better for me to just forget about Y,for she might not be for me..I really glad that I have a best friend like A and S...A is really good at giving advices,just so you know... :)

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (94)

7.7.2014
After thinking about it over the weekend,I finally made a decision to go to class by a taxi on my own,so that I could go to college whenever I want.You see,what exactly happened that cause me to make this decision,is because of what one of my housemate/classmate said the last week..the situation is that we didn't go to one class that day and he asked me politely "Aren't you going to the class?" And I said "No,because non of you are going" and this what hits me,he finally said "Well,you didn't care about it before(as in when we were in semester 1 and 2)"..that is what made me realize that I've changed a lot,though some of it are a good thing but others are not that good...so,I've decided that I should change that,be the same person I was a year ago..but maybe not entirely,just the negative part...I know if I told them that I'm going to class by a cab,they would be nagging on me but I have to do whats best for me...But that was my plan at first..the thing is,suddenly,this week,my housemate/classmate(the same guy as the above) brought his car to college and I ride with him instead of my other friend(the one I usually ride with) and today,we weren't tardy..so,I've changed my plan and I will see how this goes,if somehow we're still tardy or things get complicated,I will go back to my first plan...and maybe,there's a huge possibilities that I will take a cab because I decided on the first plan was not only because I don't wanna be late,but also,I don't wanna depend on other people(like I used to be in my first and second semester) and be a burden for them (though they never said anything)...so,we'll see tomorrow...

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (93)

3.7.2014
I really feel like I wanna do a Twitcam...because when I write,I can't really express what I feel and I'm worry that you might misunderstand or something...so,if I could talk to you all,it's easier to explain stuff and make you understand...but I won't do it so often(unless you want me to..haha) and we'll see if I could have a free time and if my internet is working well...

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (92)

2.7.2014
I'm at my new house since yesterday..sadly...but I'll be back home on Friday afternoon...I really can't wait...So far my forth semester is ok...but it's a long way to go,so anything could happen...but hopefully nothing bad will happen...I have to tell you guys something..I've been thinking,I feel like I don't have feelings for Y anymore...or maybe I wasn't the whole time...I really don't know..but I kinda feel like I don't have feelings for her like I thought I was...maybe because of what she said the other day(I'm not gonna tell you what she said...but it's not cursing)...It was kinda like a deal breaker(though I don't know if I have any or if it counts as a deal breaker)..but anyhow,I think I'm gonna keep my distance from her and see if she cares(I think I've done this before but it didn't go well,I think) and see if I would miss her or something...

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (91)

29.6.2014
It's the first day of Ramadhan....Tomorrow my forth semester will begin and I will go to college tomorrow but I'll be back right after class... :) but maybe I will have to stay at my new house on Tuesday...we'll see...

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