I USED TO BE IN COLLEGE...

I've told you guys that I got accepted to college before...last year to be exact.So,lets just make it simple..I got accepted and the college was in Melaka which is 2 hours drive from my house..so,it's kinda far..There are a few reasons why I quited..First,that place was far away from the city and far from grocery stores,so it's hard for me to buy stuff I need,eventhough I stayed there for only 3 days LOL..but still,if I did stay where should I buy all that stuff??..Let me tell you how,we have to take a bus and go to the town,which is kinda like an old town and we have to get back to our apartment before 6 pm.."amazing",right???because our curfew starts at 6..Second,we have to share the apartment,8 students in one small apartment..the entire time I was there,my bed was at the hall because there's no space in the bedroom because there's only 1 bedroom...imagine that..Third,my roommates sucks,they turned the radio up until I think the whole building could heard it..and the music was techno,which is I hate the most..and not just the radio,even the tv..what an asshole..and the weren't friendly too.They were a bit weird,they like to be in dark,even in the afternoon..but I made a few friends,they were my classmates..I actually crushed on one of my friends apartment because I can't stand sleeping in mine...Forth,the facilities were hopeless,the library open until 6 pm,a small grocery shop rarely open,the IT lab never open...how can you live like that??..The good thing is just we have a swimming pool,cafeteria with cable tv and my classmates were nice to me,that's it....and another one is,one of the librarian was so pretty but she's older than me... :P ..so,that's all I have to say,that's the reasons why I dropped off college...Let me tell you what happened while I was there.So lets start from the first day..ok,I arrived there pretty late,it almost night time...it was sad to be apart from my family.So honestly,I cried but just a little.. :P ..what??It was kinda sad,ok....the thing is,there were a holding class that I must attend,which is something that I didn't know..that class was already started a few weeks before...so the next day,I went to that class and there were about 20 students were already on their seats.Once I entered the classroom,all eyes was on me..so I was like so nervous because I don't like people stare at me..so I was just acted cool and luckily,there was a guy said hi to me and asked to sit next to him,so I did it.Since that,I was always sat next to him,eventhough all my classmates was nice to me.Oh,did I mentioned that my apartment was the most popular room??because my roommates they sell cigarette to other students.."amazing"...you know what,on the same day of my class,I slept my friend's apartment,the guy who was the first one said hi to me..I slept in his room every other night because his roommates was a senior,so they were having their semester break..He was nice,eventhough his knowledge about celebrities and English not is as great as my BFFs but he's friendly but not with my other classmates,I don't know why....I remember there's one of my other classmates,he's tall,wore glasses,he's nice to me too and he's the one who force me to mingle with the other classmates but there's one time,we met at the library..we talked for a while but then he said 'Don't tell anyone about this meet," I was like "Why?" and then he said "I don't want people to keep asking me about this,'..I was a bit surprise and confuse but I said ok...it's weird,right???..I spent most of my time alone,outside of my apartment,I usually go swimming or hang out at the cafeteria or the library...The third day,was my last day,I left on the afternoon,after I finished swimming...LOL...There's one thing I regret,though,is that I lied to one of my classmates..I told her that I got accepted to a college which is close to my house..I shouldn't lie...I said that because I don't want them to think that I'm a wimp..."genius",right??..So that's all that happened there... :)

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8.1.2012
Nothing happened yesterday,thanked God...lets hope nothing bad will happen today...BTW,I might have to stay back at work today because my boss wants to teach me how to close the shop because he said I might have to close the shop on Tuesday..I don't know why,he didn't tell me(like usual)..about the Tuesday,I'm both excited and nervous,I'm excited because I will be alone,so could pretend to be the boss..LOL but I'm also nervous because I'm not very good at selling spectacles..he looks pretty sure about his absent on Tuesday and Wednesday..that makes me 20% excited,80% worried..hopefully everything goes well..OMG!!!My boss don't know about pomegranate,he never heard or saw or ate it before..so,our customer gave him 1 and I thought him how to eat it but it looks like he's not like it so much...LOL...He already thought me how to close the shop which is not so difficult and I might not be alone on both days.....I'm so nervous about it....wish me luck you guys....






THANKS,
ZAC

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7.1.2012
Today is the day but nothing happen so far....I really hope nothing bad will happen...I've started reading 'Eragon' yesterday,finished a few chapters already... :) ..I don't know whether it's true or not but I'm pretty sure that my boss is mad at me because of something that I didn't do...I mean,the lens was already broken before I clean it.So I told him and he asked me if I clean it too rough...I was like "No,it was already before I clean it,"and the he's just quite...I could feel that he's mad at me,it's not my fault! but you know what,I don't mind because I know I'm right...




THANKS,
ZAC

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5.1.2012
Yesterday,I watched the movie by myself...I watched 'Mission Impossible:Ghost Protocol',that movie is awesome,love the score....BTW,I will not review about this movie because there's not much to say,it's an amazing movie,the score and the effect is incredible...that's all..and it's kinda awesome watching movies alone..no offend A and S...LOL..other thing is,I bought a new novel 'Eragon' by Christopher Paolini..it's also a trilogy novel and this is the first book...so,I just feel like reading it but I want to finish reading 'Robinson Crusoe' first... :) Ok,I'm done reading 'Robinson Crusoe',overall it's ok but kinda boring...LOL


6.1.2012
Yesterday before I went to bed,I was thinking about...relationship...for the past 19 years of my life,I never had a relationship...so,will I have a relationship??Or I was meant to be single forever???but I guess,it's impossible for me to be in a relationship with especially face like mine.....you know what the other problem is??I have no one to talk to about this....I mean,I can't talk to my best friends because it's a bit weird,we guys don't talk like that to other guys,right???Or should we??I can't talk to my family,this is too personal to be share with family and I can't talk to my internet friends because these stuff,we have to talk face to face so that we know their expressions..so,I just have to talk to myself or blog it here eventhough I know no one would respond...but you know what,I'm not gonna whine about it,I'm just gonna wait and keep looking until I got it.. :) Hey,guess what,'It' also watch 'M.I:Ghost Protocol'...hahahaha 'It' also said that the movie is awesome.. :P OMG tomorrow is the day but I'm not saying that I'm sure that something will happen tomorrow..I'm just saying that we would just be prepare because we never know what might or might not happen,right???..Hopefully nothing bad will happen tomorrow...




THANKS,
ZAC

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3.1.2012
Did a little shopping yesterday,a preparation for Eid day... LOL..Did I tell you guys that I wrote a few novels??I don't think so..so,yeah,I wrote a few,I even sent one of if to a publication company but until now,I don't know what happen to it...I've started writing novel when I was 13 or 14 years old but it took me a while to finish the first book because I was in school and a few other stuff that I have to focus on..but then it was done and since that I keep on writing novels but I stopped it for quite sometimes and now I'm starting to write it again,still searching for ideas,though....I forgot to tell you guys that something funny happened yesterday while me and my sisters went for a shopping..at that shopping mall,it was so crowded,a lot of people..so as we were walking around,we then split up..I was looking around by myself,I then talked to a girl that I thought was my sister,it was so embarrassing...me and that girl was looking at each other in surprise...I was so embarrassing,I turn around and walked away..it was so funny,I think this is the first time it happen to me... :) ....to that girl,I'm so sorry if I scared you... :) LOL




THANKS,
ZAC