MY DIARY (89)

5.6.2012(87)
Yea!!I can online at home now because I bought a new broadband... :) and I also bought a new hand phone yesterday.. :P but it's nothing special,it's the cheapest I could find with a radio..I also learnt to play guitar on the internet but it's quite hard,it wasn't going anywhere but I did learn a few chord.. :).Yesterday was great! :)....Now,I'm at work :(.A and S planning to take me out tomorrow for my birthday :P but we'll see about it.I hope I could start work an hour early tomorrow,so that I could go home early and I can spend more time with my best friends.. :) and I hope everything will be fine,nothing bad will happen to ruin everything....I have this new habits where I like to write '*showing my teeth*',I don't know why but it's kinda funny,that's why I do it.I've done it a few times.It's strange,right??but I like it.. *showing my teeth*


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ZAC

MOVIE REVIEW (8)

Today,I'll b reviewing about 'Snow White and The Huntsman',I feel excited to watch this movie jut by looking at the cast,which is Kristen Steward,Chalize Theron and Chris Hemsworth,all are amazing actors.When I watch the movie itself,I was like "Wow,this movie is awesome,"I mean,I love the score,I the affects and the story line was well organized.Now lets talk about the characters,Kristen Steward,some people said that she would be like who she is,the girl with not expressions but in this movie,from my opinion,there was a little difference in her acting,she was not entirely expressionless(is it even a word?),so good job Kristen.Charlize Theron,she look very different,I don't know about other people but I never saw her act as an evil character,she was really evil in this movie,a bit scary I think...LOL..but she nailed it.Chris Hemsworth,well,his character is different from Thor but he is tough as he is.One other amazing thing is that the dwarfs   was actually a tall actors but they made them become short,it's amazing...Overall,the movie was great... :)

MY DIARY (88)

29.5.2012(94)

Yesterday was great!I online at Burger King for about 5 hours,then went out with A and S,ate at a steamboat restaurant,walked around The Curve Mall,argued in the car because we were lost and had a Root Beer Float at A&W and finally headed home.We arrived home at about 1 a.m. I really had fun yesterday,though we were like a nut-case in the car but still,it was great to spent time with them.. J.I’m at work right now.I’ve been thinking about G and me and I think I might not be with her as a couple,maybe as a friend but not as a couple because I know this is my first relationship,so I should take a risk as an experience but I think it’s too risky because I already know who she really is and besides it’s too early for me because I haven’t even really explore the outside world,you know...so I guess I’ll pass but I could be her friend,if that’s ok with her...but if she refuse it(being friends),I’m fine with that... LOL

30.5.2012(93)

I didn’t start working an hour early today,I started like usual and baldy is here...You know what,I feel kinda glad that I’m not gonna be together with G as a couple,a friend,maybe...but I do,I do feel glad..is that mean I’m cruel??Actually,I don’t really care,you know because that  shows that I don’t have the same feelings as her...and actually,I don’t really know if she really likes me because it could be that she just want to use me...who knows,right??

31.5.2012(92)

I text with G yesterday night,well actually she text me first...LOL..and we talked but then we had a small argument about something that she made me promise not to tell anyone..but all I can say is maybe she’s jealous...but the argument didn’t last long because I told her to just close the page(means the  subject)and open a new one.Then,everything went ok...OMG!!I already got my salary..well,actually baldy is going to bank-in the money first,so maybe I could take it tomorrow..Yea!!...Hopefully nothing bad is going to happen,like an argument with baldy or something...BTW,baldy didn’t count the day that I went to Perak for my aunt’s funeral as an unpaid leave... J

1.6.2012(91)

5 more days until my birthday!! (6th June)LOL...Remember the Chinese boy that I mentioned before(in 'My Diary 2')???Well,he came again and again I thinking "Who's the guy that look almost the same as this boy?"..but as always,I couldn't remember...My plan for today is...to buy a guitar with S!!!!!A couldn't come because he has something to do... :(.We might also watch a movie,'Snow White and The Huntsman'...LOL...I bought a guitar!! and we (me and S) watched 'Snow White and The Huntsman',that movie is awesome.... :)

2.6.2012(90)

I can't wait for Monday because it's my day off and I want to rest the whole day..but maybe I have to go to Burger King to online...BTW,I already accomplished one of my 2012 resolution(I'm not gonna tell you guys,you have to figure out yourself),there actually 19,so 18 more to go and some of it is in the process..LOL

3.6.2012(89)

You know what,I don't know what is my sister's problem but to her,every second is so precious so she can't even wait for 5 minutes for us to pick her up.I hate waiting but sometimes I just feel like why not wait for a few minutes,unless I have something to do but she doesn't have to do anything yesterday.She always said that she doesn't want to trouble us,so she just walk back home but I think it's actually she have this kind of disease where every second she spare for waiting is too precious,it's like losing money...LOL..or maybe she hates her job until she can't even stay there for a few minutes after her shift was over...it's so weird,right??I was like "What?".We did argued yesterday but it didn't last long,so we're kinda ok..I guess.. :P..About 2 more hours before I get off work.I can't wait for this day to be over because I'm still worry about the spectacles...:O BTW,G text me yesterday,asked me about my birthday,which is I've told her a lot of times.Then she said we should meet next Monday(not tomorrow).I said why not tomorrow because I'm afraid if it's too late,I might be broke at the time...LOL...but she said if tomorrow,she's not ready...("What?")I told her,it's just a meet,not a job interview..it's funny,right??...Well,actually I understand because she has feelings for me,that's why...One other thing,we haven't decide where to meet,too many complication for her...

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ZAC

MY DIARY (87)

25.5.2012(98)
I'm a bit worry right now,first it's because the spectacles is still here.. :O..,second,I feel kinda happy today(I don't know why).Remember that I said I don't want to be myself and be happy because something bad might happen,so that's why I'm worry at this moment.I'm afraid he'll come and collect his spectacles today(lets hope not)then,I'm doomed...but I'm not showing my happiness,instead I"m making a serious face... :).Yesterday,when I just arrived home,G called me,I didn't know it was her at first because she's not using her own number.So I answered the phone and suddenly she asked where I am,so I said I just arrived home and she said she needs a favor,she wants me to buy her a credit top up,so I said I couldn't help her because I just arrived and I rode a car home,so I can't ask my sister to go out again just to buy the credit and I told er I could give her some credit from my phone but she refused because she needs a RM5 credit.Finally I said if that so,I couldn't help her,then she hung up.After that,I text her and asked why she needs that much of credit,who is she wants to call..you know what she said???she said it was for her mother...it's crazy,right???So I said to her,why didn't she ask her brother,she replied he's useless and his bike is broken and she said "Can you help me or not?because I don't want to talk about it anymore",I said I can't and I'm sorry,I asked her to tell her mother that I was sorry,then she replied "Ok"...it's ridiculous,right??I mean,if you're her mother,would you ask your daughter's friend,that you never even meet,to buy you a phone credit??It's nonsense...I think it's time for me to stay away from her because I feel like she's just using me,like I'm her tool(I told you guys before)and her rebound guy because a couple of days ago,she text me and said that she miss her ex,or something,so I gave her advises and suddenly she called me honey,sweet heart but I didn't say any of that to her back,I just told her that it's funny and not very comfortable for me as a friend(but I said it in a nice way)and I'm not gonna change that because I care about her but I don't love her and I don't think her boyfriend and I'm sure she feels the same...but now,I don't know if I could be her friend anymore because I think she feels like I'm her tool and her rebound guy.Ok,I maybe I said I'll try to help her somehow but I said I'll try,I didn't say I will..So,I have to end this...I text with A just now and I told her about my problem.We both have the same idea,which is I should call her and solve this thing.I think I'll call her tonight..I hope everything will be ok..I always told myself that I don't want any drama after high school because I'm tired of that but there it is right now.. "Great"


26.5.2012(97)
I didn't call G yesterday because I didn't get any privacy,my sister came in to my room and there was a lot of thing that I have to do..so,I didn't call her...but hopefully I could do it tonight..wish me luck!..Today,I had an argument with my sister again(the same person as in 'My Diary 28').This time we argued about American Idol 11,she said Phillip Phillip doesn't deserve to win but I said he does.She said he won because of people sympathy about his operation.She is so whatever,she is so lame...LOL..I think she's really pist-off with me...hahahah...My sister talked to me when I had my break and I talked to her back...Tonight,I'm definitely going to call her...


27.5.2012(96)
I called G yesterday,it was a bit strange because I was nervous( I guess)but I got to tell her what I wanted to say.Her explanation was shocking,I was surprise myself...she said I'm her love one :O and she's sorry for what she did,she didn't realize it before..She said she does like me before but she had a few guy friends,so she decided to forget how she feels and she was afraid to be honest to me about her feelings...I was speechless,I didn't know what to say but then I told her that we should meet and after that,we'll see what happen..and she agreed but we haven't decide when...The problem is,I'm not really excited but I feel rather strange...A said maybe because it's my first date,so that's why I feel that way...I don't really know...A helped me a lot about this..so thank you so much A!...I'm not in a very good mood because in 2 weeks,S will be going back to Penang and in 3 weeks A would be going to Pahang and I don't know when will we meet again... :(...You know what,I've decided that I'm not gonna think about the meet with G and about my best friends going away..I'm just gonna have fun and be happy like before... :)...Hopefully nothing bad will happen..I think I know why I don't feel excited about going out with G,maybe it's because of the way she acted,you know,about all the problems that I have with her before...maybe that's the reason I don't feel happy...I'm not gonna let that ruin my off day tomorrow.I'm just gonna be happy and forget about it.I hope I could online tonight... :)


THANKS,
ZAC

MY DIARY (86)

24.5.2012(99)
I'm going to buy a guitar next month! :)... I'm alone at work right now and I started working half and hour early because baldy have something to do,which is I don't even know(like always)...And now he's back....I just remember something,today would be the 8 months and 3 days anniversary for 'My Diary'...time flies really quick,right???I still remember the first time write 'My Diary',I was talking about weather...LOL..I wrote about a lot of things that happened on my everyday life and it is quite a lot,though some are pretty dull...LOL..I still can't believe it's already 8 months..WOW!


THANKS,
ZAC