MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (221)

24.10.2015
I was busy these past few days because I got to prepare my final report and my final presentation was yesterday...thanked God I finished my report on time and my presentation went....well,pretty okay I guess....But now I'm free...yeay!...I've started writing my new novel today...I'm excited about it but worried at the same time because I'm scared if it won't turn out as good as I plan it....but I will do my best...wish me luck....Next week,me and my family are going on a vacation...wohooo!....can't wait....

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (220)

18.10.2015
K called me late last night,we talked about final report and presentation...but the main reason was that she misses me...awwww...haha...anyway,it was a good talk...I gotta continue doing my final report today...arghhh...I'm so not in the mood for it...

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I LOOK FOR IT....AND I FOUND IT

I was thinking about something this morning..but I have to be honest with you,I'm not gonna detail about it,as usual and you might get a little confuse because I'm trying to be secretive...Anyhow,it's about how people change..I mean,people do change,I changed...a bit...I don't mind that,as long as you change to be better..but I don't know if it's true,but some people said that sometimes when you grow older,you lost your sense of humor...that's kinda scary,I hope it won't happen to me...Back to the main topic,I was actually thought that this person had lost the sense of humor,that it could be one of the reason why I don't talk about this person as much as before,well it was,I mean one of the reason why I don't talk about it..it's kinda sad for me,to be honest...and since I first assumed that(which is quite a long time ago),I unintentionally found some resources that have sense of humor and it makes me happy and I forgot about my sadness..but from time to time,when it pops up,I feel bad for kinda "abandon" it...so,this morning,it pops again,but this time I tried to find the sense of humor in who that person is now....lucky enough,I found it...not for recently,but for a short time ago..still good enough for me...and I hope I would find a more recent one soon...

MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (219)

16.10.2015
Today is my last day as an intern at this company...yeay!...I don't know if I told you guys this but my boss asked me again if I would like to become a permanent worker but again,I said no after days of considering it...I feel kinda bad but I can't just forget my passion for writing and I can't write while still working,I'm not good at focusing at 2 things in one time....Anyway,my lecturer came last Tuesday and surprisingly,she was nice,not as annoying as she was before...which is a good thing....So,I said goodbye and thanked my boss for her kindness and willingness to teach me a lot of things I never knew before...she even asked me to take a picture with her...haha...It's sad but I can't put my dream on hold...I really like writing...My family made a barbeque(again) tonight for no specific reason...though it's my last day and actually it's my sister's birthday....so we just kinda celebrates it...

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (218)

11.10.2015
Yesterday was such a fun day because I got to online,though it was because I had to reply customers' email and doing my final report, I went out for dinner with A and S and since they decided to stay up until this morning and planned to have breakfast together,we went to A's friend's hostel which is at A's old university. At first A was planning to just see him and probably talk for a while but since we don't have any other plan than the breakfast,we all agreed to stay at his hostel and just talk until morning...but we all ended up sleeping there,I was the first one to fell asleep because I was soooooo sleepy...I feel kinda bad though because A's friends was so friendly and talkative but I could really join them because I spaced out a couple of times because I was sleepy....And then this morning we woke up and head home after we went to IKEA to look for something that A's mother told him to find...we didn't get the chance to breakfast together because we were all pretty tired....Anyway,it was a fun experience even though I did slept on a friends hostel before when I was at Malacca (I wrote about it previously) but I'm hoping that I acted right in front of A's friends,not that I was being mean or rude but just that I hope the way I respond and talk to them is the way I wanted to,I hope they see me as I wanted to...Anyhow,thanks to A's friends for letting us "hijacked" their hostel and thanks to A and S for such a fun night!...

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (217)

8.10.2015
I feel kinda bad for not really celebrating BATC's 5th birthday...it's just that I'm freaking busy with work and stuff...but I'll figure something out...A is here! And we've planned to hang out on Saturday..yeay!....Let me tell you all something and again,I won't be detail about it.Sometimes I feel like I'm in a relationship even though I'm actually not (seriously,I'm not,I'm still single),because this one person always acting as if I'm in a relationship with this other person..I'm like,WTH??..when I talk about someone else,this one person would always say like "Hey,have you heard about this other person?" or "I feel sad for this other person because you're talking about someone else"...it always got me like,"Why the hell are you saying all this?"...I mean,come one,this other person doesn't have feelings for me or doesn't even see me...so,take a chill pill (quote from A)..Whatever,tomorrow is Friday and the next day will be Saturday!!..wohooo!...but I still got to do my report... :(

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HAPPY 5TH BIRTHDAY BLOG AROUND THE CORNER!! (6.10.2015)

I can't believe it,it's been 5 years since I first start blogging. This is so amazing,I've been through a lot and I shared most of it here...this blog has become part of my life because a lot of things that I couldn't say in front of other people,I write it here...all my thoughts and feelings...and also my boring everyday life...haha...I'm glad that I'm doing this because I could let go of what I feels sometimes,make me feel free....Though sometimes I write something that probably wrong in certain way,but I never regret it because I only write what I feels and my thoughts and what makes me feel better..besides,I learn from what mistakes I made but that don't mean I'll stop blogging...Blogging is one of the things that makes me happy...
Anyway,I would like to say thank you to all of you who viewed my blog and commented..and have helped me to reach 15 000 pageviews,you all are awesome..I really appreciate it...you all have been very supportive this past 5 years..
So keep on viewing and commenting and send me your question for me to answer on my 15k Twitcam,which is in about a couple of weeks,I'll update you on that...
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HAPPY 5TH BIRTHDAY BATC!

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ZAC

ACT THIS WAY.....

I've been thinking about how I acted regarding my schoolmates/classmates(you all know what I'm talking about)...I know that some of you think that what I did was unfair and not really nice and at that time I was even care about being nice..I just wanna forget them and forget about who was when I'm with them because I hate myself when I'm around them.....but now,when I think about it again,what you think was right,I wasn't being fair and since what had happened the other day when I met one of my classmate/schoolmate,and I was being so cool and calm,I feel like there's no reason for me to push them away anymore....but I'm not saying that I'm going to call them or try to look for them or be the first one to say hi them,it's just that I'm not gonna try to push them any further or try to forget them...I might start by wishing happy birthday to them on Facebook for which I do for all of my friends in there but previously I didn't do it for my schoolmates...but now I will...And if they said hi to me,I would say hi back...because doing what I did before is not myself and it might become a bad thing in the future...and I'm pretty sure that most people that I know would do the same or want me to act this way...so,I will do it...and thanks to those people who inspired me to become a better person... :)

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ZAC

MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (216)

6.10.2015
Hey guys,I still haven't finish my report yet,in case you are wondering...there is not much to tell you all but last Saturday I went to watch 'The Maze Runner:The Scorch Trials' for the second..which is awesome!...I went there with my sister and my one and only(like literally) nephew...I called my lecturer(the one that will handle my internship stuff) yesterday and she said will come next week on Friday..my last day...luckily she was talking nicely to me,I thought she would be annoying....K ask me today about how to do the report and honestly,all I could say to her is follow the guide and just do what you feels right because I'm doing the same thing...I guess that's all for now...Will update again soon...

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (215)

1.10.2015
Guys again,I would like to say I'm so sorry because I can't do my 15k Twitcam this weekend and probably next weekend too and also the weekend after that because I'm busy with work and my internship is also finish,so I need to prepare my final report and for my final presentation which is in 3 weeks...So,I might do my Twitcam after that...hopefully...I'm having a fever right now,but getting better....

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