CHANGE IN PLAN...

I have already received a few questions from you guys for my Twitcam. However,I'm not sure if I got the time to do it.So,I decided that instead of doing a Twitcam that I'm not so sure that I would even have an audience,I will just record a video with me answering the questions and I actually have a few things to share,huge things....so,yeah,hope you guys aren't mad...sorry...I will post the video once its ready..

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ZAC

MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (226)

17.12.2015
I don't have a lot of free time to update here,I'm sure you all knew it...so,I might update like once every 2 weeks or so....So far I am halfway through my new novel...I went out with A today and we watched 'Star Wars Episode IIV: The Force Awaken',awesome movie!...Yeah,that's all pretty much I can say,you see my activities on my Instagram @zacrin...and I might be doing my Twitcam next week...probably...

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (225)

30.11.2015
I'm going to my college tomorrow to meet my mentor and to sign some documents regarding our graduation which is in November 2016..."awesome"...Anyway,while I was listening to a couple of songs today,I just remembered something,that I haven't play or even touch my guitar in like months...I don't know,it's just that it's hard for me to play it because I sucks and probably tone deaf too...which is horrible...but I will play it one day,maybe take classes or something...hopefully...And also,I'm in the middle of writing my new novel,4 chapters done,a long way to go...wish me luck guys!

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ONE OF MY GOAL....

I sort of have a goal right now,I mean,I have a lot but this is definitely one of it...and it only occur to me lately..The goal is I want to do something great and I want those people that I always see and watch them like everyday right now,to see me and not to see me because I tweet them or something but because of my success and because they know me,know that I exist and like really see me,face to face....that is one of my goal now...this probably sound ridiculous and childish but I don’t care because I’m not joking,this is serious,I’m serious...even though this might takes a lot of time to achieve but I know one day I will.....

MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (224)

16.11.2015

I had fun yesterday,went out with K for a couple of hours...we did the gift exchange thing...she gave a Giordano baseball t-shirt and a binie..it was awesome..thanks K! I really appreciate it...I only got her a teddy bear..haha...We talked and walked around the mall...it was great...And when we were about to go back,we were kinda stand there and didn’t know what to do because,I don’t know about her but we kinda feel like just by saying goodbye isn’t just enough,it was funny....

23.11.2015

Yesterday my family did a small prayer, we call it Tahlil,for my mom,we did last year too...it went well but it was just my family,no other relatives....Today is my mom’s birthday,I’m sure some of you already know it....I’m not gonna write another long speech about my mother,I’m sure you guys are tired of it..haha....Anyway,happy birthday mama!

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (223)

12.11.2015
Hey guys,sorry for not updating in like...what,2 weeks??..I'm kinda busy with chores and writing my new novel...Sometimes I feel like a little pressure to finish this novel and to make it as good as possible because I really wanna publish it...but other times, I feel like I just wanna write it because I love writing and I don't care if it get publish or not...it's really confusing...Anyway,my classmates from high school,created a group whatsapp and A added me...at first,I thought like I'm not gonna say anything because I don't want them to feel awkward if I say something because obviously most of them are working and some are doing their degree and stuff I'm not working except writing my novel which I don't even know if it will get publish...but after a few days,I decided to say hi and I did and it went okay...so,we'll see what happen in the future....One more thing,me and K are suppose to go out together this weekend,but she said she'll inform me for confirmation...And about my Twitcam,I think I'll do it on weekdays...

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ZAC

MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (222)

2.11.2015
I got back from my vacation with my brother and 2 of my sister yesterday...so tired...but I had so much fun at Malacca for 3 days...it was epic... :) ...Anyway,as you all know,I'm writing a new novel and this time it's not the same as my previous novel...it's a bit darker...and since I really wanna get it publish,I have to make this properly,that means I need 100% concentration to write this...so I might not be able to update as frequently...And regarding the Twitcam, I don't know if I wanna do it or maybe I will but not this nearest time because I need to really focus on my novel and since no one is sending me any question,so it's kinda boring if I don't have any question to answer,right?...but we'll see....but definitely not this weekend or probably next weekend too....sorry guys....wish me luck for my new novel!

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ZAC

MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (221)

24.10.2015
I was busy these past few days because I got to prepare my final report and my final presentation was yesterday...thanked God I finished my report on time and my presentation went....well,pretty okay I guess....But now I'm free...yeay!...I've started writing my new novel today...I'm excited about it but worried at the same time because I'm scared if it won't turn out as good as I plan it....but I will do my best...wish me luck....Next week,me and my family are going on a vacation...wohooo!....can't wait....

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (220)

18.10.2015
K called me late last night,we talked about final report and presentation...but the main reason was that she misses me...awwww...haha...anyway,it was a good talk...I gotta continue doing my final report today...arghhh...I'm so not in the mood for it...

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I LOOK FOR IT....AND I FOUND IT

I was thinking about something this morning..but I have to be honest with you,I'm not gonna detail about it,as usual and you might get a little confuse because I'm trying to be secretive...Anyhow,it's about how people change..I mean,people do change,I changed...a bit...I don't mind that,as long as you change to be better..but I don't know if it's true,but some people said that sometimes when you grow older,you lost your sense of humor...that's kinda scary,I hope it won't happen to me...Back to the main topic,I was actually thought that this person had lost the sense of humor,that it could be one of the reason why I don't talk about this person as much as before,well it was,I mean one of the reason why I don't talk about it..it's kinda sad for me,to be honest...and since I first assumed that(which is quite a long time ago),I unintentionally found some resources that have sense of humor and it makes me happy and I forgot about my sadness..but from time to time,when it pops up,I feel bad for kinda "abandon" it...so,this morning,it pops again,but this time I tried to find the sense of humor in who that person is now....lucky enough,I found it...not for recently,but for a short time ago..still good enough for me...and I hope I would find a more recent one soon...

MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (219)

16.10.2015
Today is my last day as an intern at this company...yeay!...I don't know if I told you guys this but my boss asked me again if I would like to become a permanent worker but again,I said no after days of considering it...I feel kinda bad but I can't just forget my passion for writing and I can't write while still working,I'm not good at focusing at 2 things in one time....Anyway,my lecturer came last Tuesday and surprisingly,she was nice,not as annoying as she was before...which is a good thing....So,I said goodbye and thanked my boss for her kindness and willingness to teach me a lot of things I never knew before...she even asked me to take a picture with her...haha...It's sad but I can't put my dream on hold...I really like writing...My family made a barbeque(again) tonight for no specific reason...though it's my last day and actually it's my sister's birthday....so we just kinda celebrates it...

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (218)

11.10.2015
Yesterday was such a fun day because I got to online,though it was because I had to reply customers' email and doing my final report, I went out for dinner with A and S and since they decided to stay up until this morning and planned to have breakfast together,we went to A's friend's hostel which is at A's old university. At first A was planning to just see him and probably talk for a while but since we don't have any other plan than the breakfast,we all agreed to stay at his hostel and just talk until morning...but we all ended up sleeping there,I was the first one to fell asleep because I was soooooo sleepy...I feel kinda bad though because A's friends was so friendly and talkative but I could really join them because I spaced out a couple of times because I was sleepy....And then this morning we woke up and head home after we went to IKEA to look for something that A's mother told him to find...we didn't get the chance to breakfast together because we were all pretty tired....Anyway,it was a fun experience even though I did slept on a friends hostel before when I was at Malacca (I wrote about it previously) but I'm hoping that I acted right in front of A's friends,not that I was being mean or rude but just that I hope the way I respond and talk to them is the way I wanted to,I hope they see me as I wanted to...Anyhow,thanks to A's friends for letting us "hijacked" their hostel and thanks to A and S for such a fun night!...

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (217)

8.10.2015
I feel kinda bad for not really celebrating BATC's 5th birthday...it's just that I'm freaking busy with work and stuff...but I'll figure something out...A is here! And we've planned to hang out on Saturday..yeay!....Let me tell you all something and again,I won't be detail about it.Sometimes I feel like I'm in a relationship even though I'm actually not (seriously,I'm not,I'm still single),because this one person always acting as if I'm in a relationship with this other person..I'm like,WTH??..when I talk about someone else,this one person would always say like "Hey,have you heard about this other person?" or "I feel sad for this other person because you're talking about someone else"...it always got me like,"Why the hell are you saying all this?"...I mean,come one,this other person doesn't have feelings for me or doesn't even see me...so,take a chill pill (quote from A)..Whatever,tomorrow is Friday and the next day will be Saturday!!..wohooo!...but I still got to do my report... :(

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HAPPY 5TH BIRTHDAY BLOG AROUND THE CORNER!! (6.10.2015)

I can't believe it,it's been 5 years since I first start blogging. This is so amazing,I've been through a lot and I shared most of it here...this blog has become part of my life because a lot of things that I couldn't say in front of other people,I write it here...all my thoughts and feelings...and also my boring everyday life...haha...I'm glad that I'm doing this because I could let go of what I feels sometimes,make me feel free....Though sometimes I write something that probably wrong in certain way,but I never regret it because I only write what I feels and my thoughts and what makes me feel better..besides,I learn from what mistakes I made but that don't mean I'll stop blogging...Blogging is one of the things that makes me happy...
Anyway,I would like to say thank you to all of you who viewed my blog and commented..and have helped me to reach 15 000 pageviews,you all are awesome..I really appreciate it...you all have been very supportive this past 5 years..
So keep on viewing and commenting and send me your question for me to answer on my 15k Twitcam,which is in about a couple of weeks,I'll update you on that...
Send me your question through the comment section or Twitter @zacrin or Facebook @Zac Shur'tugal Nazrin or Instagram @zacrin.

HAPPY 5TH BIRTHDAY BATC!

THANKS ALL AND LOVE ALWAYS,
ZAC

ACT THIS WAY.....

I've been thinking about how I acted regarding my schoolmates/classmates(you all know what I'm talking about)...I know that some of you think that what I did was unfair and not really nice and at that time I was even care about being nice..I just wanna forget them and forget about who was when I'm with them because I hate myself when I'm around them.....but now,when I think about it again,what you think was right,I wasn't being fair and since what had happened the other day when I met one of my classmate/schoolmate,and I was being so cool and calm,I feel like there's no reason for me to push them away anymore....but I'm not saying that I'm going to call them or try to look for them or be the first one to say hi them,it's just that I'm not gonna try to push them any further or try to forget them...I might start by wishing happy birthday to them on Facebook for which I do for all of my friends in there but previously I didn't do it for my schoolmates...but now I will...And if they said hi to me,I would say hi back...because doing what I did before is not myself and it might become a bad thing in the future...and I'm pretty sure that most people that I know would do the same or want me to act this way...so,I will do it...and thanks to those people who inspired me to become a better person... :)

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ZAC

MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (216)

6.10.2015
Hey guys,I still haven't finish my report yet,in case you are wondering...there is not much to tell you all but last Saturday I went to watch 'The Maze Runner:The Scorch Trials' for the second..which is awesome!...I went there with my sister and my one and only(like literally) nephew...I called my lecturer(the one that will handle my internship stuff) yesterday and she said will come next week on Friday..my last day...luckily she was talking nicely to me,I thought she would be annoying....K ask me today about how to do the report and honestly,all I could say to her is follow the guide and just do what you feels right because I'm doing the same thing...I guess that's all for now...Will update again soon...

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (215)

1.10.2015
Guys again,I would like to say I'm so sorry because I can't do my 15k Twitcam this weekend and probably next weekend too and also the weekend after that because I'm busy with work and my internship is also finish,so I need to prepare my final report and for my final presentation which is in 3 weeks...So,I might do my Twitcam after that...hopefully...I'm having a fever right now,but getting better....

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24.9.2015
Sorry to inform you all that I will not do my Twitcam this weekend because I'm kinda busy,plus tomorrow I have to go to work even though today is the Eid Adha and it's a holiday,so I don't have enough time to prepare for my Twitcam...sorry...However,today was a fun day because it's a holiday and I got to spent my time with my family and my best friends...yeay!..One more thing happened earlier today when I accompanied A to go to buy something.We bumped in to one of my high-schoolmate/classmate but the thing is,he said hi to me first(which is good) because I didn't even notice him at first and all the while A was chatting with him,I was being so cool like he's my fan or something...haha..I'm so proud of myself...:)

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MY 15K TWITCAM....WELL,NOT NOW... :)

I will be doing my 15k Twitcam next weekend,hopefully...I'll be talking about a lot of stuff and probably some stuff that I've never or forgot to share with you all.....so,if you have any shoutout request or questions or anything,you all can send it to me through the comment section below or Facebook @Zac Shur'tugal Nazrin or Twitter @zacrin or Instagram @zacrin...Looking forward to hear from you guys...don't be shy,just ask away whatever you guys wanna know! 

THANKS,
ZAC

15 000 PAGEVIEWS!!

Finally! After like a year,since I've reached 10 000 pageviews...it's crazily awesome. Thank you all of you for your support and for continuing to view BATC even though sometimes I didn't update anything for like a week...but you all still view it...I feel so touched by your support..I really appreciate it and to show my appreciation,as I said last year,I will make a Twitcam to talk to you,hopefully I could do it by next week...I will update you guys...Anyway,I really don't know what else to say other than thank you to all of you who viewed,commented and followed BATC....I'm not very sentimental people,so I don't know what else should I write...haha...but this is epic! I still can't believe I did it but without you guys,I couldn't reach 15 000 pageviews....so,again,thank you! I love you guys! and keep viewing and supporting BATC!

THANKS AND LOVE ALWAYS,
ZAC

MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (213)

19.9.2015
Alright,I'm gonna sum up what happened since I last update...First,I had fun at the Dean's List Award the other even though I still haven't got my previous plaque and also for this time but I got to get on stage even though I didn't get 4.0...haha...Second,my boss asked me what my decision and I had to tell her that I have to reject her offer. I felt kinda bad but she's cool with it...so,pass that...Third,it that I got to watched 'The Maze Runner:The Scorch Trials' last night,that movie is awesome! I might do another movie review for it...Forth,I finally reached 15 000 pageviews! It's crazy but I really honored...I will do another update for it...That's all so far...

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (212)

15.9.2015
Tonight is the big night,my Dean's List Award...I'm not nervous about it even though I didn't go to work today and told my boss that I'm sick..haha..Anyway,there's a few things that I wanna share with all of you since my last update was like 3 or 4 days ago.First,my boss haven't ask me what my decision is (thanked God) but actually,I already have the answer,I'll tell you guys later with an explanation.Second,I just found out that the lecturer that will be my supervisor for my internship is the same lecturer that gave me the only B I've got last semester and she is freaking annoying..."awesome"...Third,I don't know if I told you about this but I still haven't received my plaque for my Dean's List Award last semester which I've asked them for like everyday when I was at college,that was one of the reason I wanted to go tonight,to claim it....I really hope my lecturer will be nice to me and I hope that I will get my plaque because that's a special plaque because I got 4.0 GPA,just like my first semester and I feel like I have to have it as a prove that it wasn't just a luck that I got 4.0 on the first semester,that it's not a one-hit-wonder thing....So,wish me luck guys!

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (211)

12.9.2015
Next Tuesday is my Dean's List Award and I will attend it this time even though it will be kinda further away than previously...one of the reason that wanna I go is because I wanted to ask for my plaque from the previous Award because as you all know I didn't attend it before....so,I just got back from shopping with my sisters...One thing happened yesterday,something that I knew would happen but hoped that it wouldn't but it did...my boss asked me if I wanted to work here permenantly and she said I should give the answer by Monday....so I talked to my sisters and they say it's my choice,they would agree whatever decision I make...you see,my plan was that after I've done my internship next month,I wanna like take a break for like a couple of months and just not think about studies and work but not like doing nothing,I wanna open my own business(online) and continue writing my novel like for real...so,I still haven't made up my mind...I guess we'll see how it goes on Monday.....

13.9.2015
I had fun today,went out with 2 of my sisters...we went to this event called 'Idearaya',it's basically an independent event with art stuff and novels and forums...so we went there this afternoon and we bought some stuff and I bought a present for my sister even though her birthday was on July...haha...and after that we grabbed a bite to eat and went back there to watch a gig but unfortunately the gig was a bit boring and the band who played there was not the band we know,so we went back home early....all and all,it was quite a fun experience,because I've never been to a gig before....plus,this did take my mind away from thinking about my decision...

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (210)

7.9.2015
 had fun last night. I went out with K and my 2 other college girl friends and one of their friend...It's been like 2 months since I last saw them and I went there by commuter,hence it brought a lot of emotions to me...We hang out together,had lunch,watched a movie and went bowling...it was great..even though K and I didn't get the chance to do our little "christmas" moment.... :) However,as soon as i got home,I wasn't feeling too happy because my 2 best friends are leaving home to start their classes today...A going to his far away college and S to his college...so,yeah,you know how it is...

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (209)

1.9.2015
Happy September! Well,I should tell you that I had a great time last Sunday,barbequing with my family and A...it was fun...we stayed up late eating ice-cream..it's too bad S couldn't join...but anyhow,it was epic...can't wait to do it again...

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (208)

27.8.2015
There is this girl who also an intern at the same place as I am, but she started way before me...hence,her last day is tomorrow....tomorrow!...I'm saying this not because I'm gonna miss her or anything but it's because she's done her internship and I still have like a month and a half....a month and a half!..I know you would say it's not that long, that time flies quickly but still...it's not that this company is horrible or something but I just hate being an intern,I have to be like nice and show a good attitude because I'll be grade by these people that I'm working with....so you got the picture...I can't wait for my last day of internship..

28.8.2015
I'm planning on doing a barbecue this Sunday...just for fun since it's the weekend and the next day is a public holiday,Independence Day!...so I think it'll be awesome..it'll be like an independence day barbecue...

29.8.2015
I had fun today,thought a bit tiring but it was great...My sisters,A and me,we hang out together at this new shopping mall,just walking and bought some books and grab something to eat and just talk....Anyway,something happened to my sister(not the one who got robbed the other day),it's kinda a long story and hard to explain and I wasn't there on the scene but all I could say is that my sister had a huge argument with a Chinese woman because that woman's husband was entering a commuter's coach which is for ladies only and my sister was asking the husband and the other guys who were also in there to change to another coach because it was too pack and those men just made it worst....but the husband left,so that woman was pissed and started to argue with my sister...so,long story short,my sister managed to deal with it(with words not physical) and that woman was speechless....What happen to people nowadays?neglecting rules and being rude?..WTH?..

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (207)

25.8.2015
OMG!!..something that was very terrifying happened to one of my sister this afternoon at her work place. She was robbed by an Indian guy who carried a knife, even though she didn't see his face clearly,but from his voice and skin color,she knew that the robber was Indian...luckily she didn't get hurt physically but she was shocked and up until now,she doesn't know what she's feeling...I feel bad because I don't know what should I do to make her feel better because I'm not very good at this part....but I did accompany her to the police station...this is the first time I ever step foot in a police station...quite scary...but not really...I really hope my sister will feel better and I could find a way to make her feel better...I hope the cops will do their best to catch that asshole...

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (206)

23.8.2015
I don't know exactly how to share this with you all because it's quite complicated...but I'm gonna share it no matter what..so,here you go..Late last night I got a text from someone who I didn't know..it was confusing at first but after a while,I slowly got to understand it...it was actually about A and his personal life...but since I was still not 100 per cent sure of it,so A and I met this morning at 3 am at McDonald and we talked about it...and finally I truly understand and managed to end my conversation with that person...A and I talked until it was 6 in the morning..it was fun...I'm sorry I couldn't share much with you all....all I could say is that it was like a drama...and as always,I got stuck in it even though I didn't want to....

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21.8.2015
I went out with A and S last 2 days....we had supper together at this awesome but cramp banana leaf restaurant....we took a bunch of wefies...haha..it was great...at first i planned to go for a shopping because I need to feel good about myself because I was busywit work and I saw something that made me feel like I'm the ugliest person in the world(but I'm fine now)...but ended up not buying anything and we went for supper..and being crazy.....can't wait to go out with them again...

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (204)

17.8.2015
I had fun last weekend,hang out with A and S until about 4 am...we took pictures,had coffee and driving around Kuala Lumpur...it was epic!...Other than that,there isn't much to tell...I'm planning on doing an online business but it still in a planning stage...As you all know that I'm now no longer an accountant at the office...well,it's not entire true because I'm still doing some accounting stuff and slowly doing some sales stuff...I still got about 2 months to go before the last day of my internship...wish me luck with everything...and BTW,I already applied for the scholarship...yeay!

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (203)

11.8.2015
I'm back to the office but I am not really in sales,I still got accounting stuff to do....There's this scholarship,a very good scholarship,that opened for students and I want to apply for it and my family wants me to do it too but it's through the internet and I rarely got to online using the laptop and the period for the application is only until 18th August...so,hopefully I got to apply for it...wish me luck!...

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ZAC

MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (202)

9.8.2015
We did hang out last night...though it was late and S had to wake up early in the morning,we did have an epic night out...it was great and the most fun thing besides going to the park and see those beautiful lights is that we talked in the car outside of my house at 4 a.m. and reminising about our time in schools and kindergarden...about how we started become friends and losing other friends as they drifted away...and about how we influenced each other unintensionally...and the awesomely funny thing was we talked about all that while I was playing the song In My Life by Judy Collins on my tab...haha...I know that I said I want to forget all those people who probably have forgotten about me,but what made last night great wasn't because we talked about those people specifically but because mostly we talked about the 3 of us and for me is that the memories I made when I was on my own and with my best friends...I had one of the best night with A and S...we also planned on going for a vacation in the nearest time...hopefully I would be financially available...haha...although,at the beginning of our hang out last night,A and S was talking about preparing for both of their sister's wedding earlier next year...which is quite time for me because I have no idea about wedding thing..haha

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (201)

8.8.2015
So,I got my student allowance last week on Thursday and my internship allowance on Monday...thanked God...but I've spent most of it with bills and stuff...About my internship,this week would be the last week for me to be an accountant,next week I'll be in sales(hoping for the best)...the truth is,I don't mind if they want me to stay as an accountant though I didn't like it previously...anyway,wish me luck!...The other day,my sister told me that 1 of my schoolmate sent her(yeah,it's a she)regards to me..at first I don't know who because she didn't say her name,so I thought it was my classmate in high school but it was actually my schoolmate and we've talked through Facebook a while ago,I found out about it because I showed my sister her profile picture....K called me last night because she said she miss me(awwww),we've talked for a few minutes...A,S amd me planned to hang out tonight...but we'll see..

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (200)

29.7.2015
In 2 days,it will be the end of the month,so I'm hoping that I will get my student's allowance or my internship allowance by tomorrow or the day after that because I am totally broke and I want to hang out with my best friends....so sad,right?...I forgot to tell you guys 1 more thing that happened a couple of weeks ago...you see,K's birthday was on the middle of July and I remembered that before my internship started but probably because I was quite busy on the week of her birthday plus I rarely on my other Facebook(the one for ,my college friends),so I forgot to wish her happy birthday on her birthday but instead,I wished her the day after..and honestly,if she hadn't post the picture of her birthday cake,I might not know...I'm such a terrible friend,I know...but I did apologized...she was mad at me,but we're close friends,so she didn't mad at me for long...I think...haha...anyway,we planned to go out and have a "Christmas" moment where we'll exchange presents,since we both didn't give each other a birthday present...

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24.7.2015
I worked for half day on Monday,I told my boss that I'm having a headache but the truth was that I went out with my sisters..haha..(I feel soooo bad)...but then I worked as usual until today,which is Friday,so tomorrow I'm off... :)...K texted me earlier today and I asked her if she read my novel yet...and she said she haven't! What the hell?!...but she said she will when she get the chance..oh,one more thing I forgot to tell you all,remember on my previous update I mentioned that my family and I did something epic? Well actually,we did a charity together where we distribute some snacks and drinks to the people at the commuter station for break fast,we named it Iftar Project by The Zainuls(that's what we call ourselfs) and we might do it again next time....

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18.7.2015
Today is the second day of Eid Fitri...All I wanna say is that I had a great time yesterday,like I always do every time celebrating Eid day....We went to my cousin's house this afternoon,it was fun....This year,my family is wearing grey colored clothes (awesome!)...There isn't much to say...but A,S and I,planned to go visiting each other's house next week...can't wait....and bad news is that I have to start working on Monday... :(...Anyhow,I still have one more day off...yeay!

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SALAM AIDILFITRI FROM BATC!

SALAM AIDILFITRI FROM BATC TOEVERYONE!

P/S:SORRY FOR THE LATE WISH. :)

MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (197)

11.7.2015
After I got that headache last week and it finally over,I got toothache as an exchange ("amazing") and it last for like 4 days and I after that,I had fever...I still am actually,but not so bad...and within all that time,I still managed to go to work everyday..luckily,I don't have to work on weekend...As most of you all know,next week is the Eid Fitri (yeay!) and I already bought everything I need for that day...haha...Anyway,these whole week,I was so freaking busy with work and being sick,hence,I couldn't update anything up until today...And,tomorrow my family and I are going to do something epic but if you wanna know,you'll have to wait for my next update... ;)...One more thing,I've talked with K the other day through Whatsapp.....and with Y too....

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (196)

2.7.2015
I didn't go to work today because I have a terrible headache and a bit nousea...I went to the clinic and the doctor said it's probably because of the heat...I know it's kinda lame that I fell sick on my second day,but shit things happen,right?...but I will go back to work tomorrow...

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEHE STUDENT (195)

1.7.2015
Today is the first day of my internship...I was quite nervous before but feels better now...but there's much work to do for now...maybe I will in a few days...I really hope everything will be alright in my entire internship...Now I'm back home...luckily the company is not that far from my house...tomorrow will be my second day...hoping for the best...

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (194)

29.6.2015
I'll start my internship on Wednesday but most of my friends have started theirs today...so,good luck guys!...I'm quite nervous though the company is not that far from my house but still,it'll be a new environment for me..luckily it will be in office hours(9-6) and only on weekdays...I really hope everything will turn out alright while I'm performing my internship...I don't want it to be like when I was working with baldy(you can read it on My Diary),you guys know how was it,right?...so,wish me luck!...BTW,I hang out with A last Saturday for like a couple of hours,we'd planned to break fast together yesterday but unfortunately,we were busy...so,no...hope we'll get the chance because every year we will break fast together for at least once...

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (193)

23.6.2015
Today is my college registration day for my final semester...something embarrasing but funny thing happened. You see,I forgot to bring my student ID and I only realized it when I was halfway to my college and I was in a commuter,I can't turn back because it would waste my time and money...so since I was worried that I might have to pay the compound(which I don't know how much) and probably get in a lot of trouble,I decided to borrow my friend's ID...the embarrassing thing is,I got caught and the lecturer was babbling about what I did but the funny part is that the friend that I borrowed the ID,was K...haha...because I didn't met any of my guy friends,so I had to borrow hers....haha....so,finally,I had to pay the compound,luckily it was cheap....I was kinda pissed off at first,but when I think of it,I feel pretty cool because it shows that though I'm a smart guy(that's what people call me) but I'm not some rules-follower nerd... :P

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (192)

18.6.2015
I don't know if I told you guys this but I've told K a few things about myself that only my family and my best friends knew about....and maybe some of you guys knew about it too...but she is the only person from my college that knows about it...I feel quite good sharing it with her though she rarely share things with me unless if I ask....I'm just telling you this to share with you all,no particular reason...I feel kinda tired today,not just because of fasting but probably because of the hot weather and I still have to do a few clean up things...

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (191)

17.6.2015
Alright,like I always do lately,I'm gonna sum up what happened since my last update.I finally got a place to perform my internship after 2 interviews and one of the company's interviewer was kinda cocky but luckily they didn't accept me...Tomorrow is the beginning of our fasting month and I was so freaking busy today with my sister to prepare for tomorrow...Next week I will have to go back my college to register for our final semester....There are a few things that I still haven't done like having a hair cut,paying my registration fee and doing my pre-subject registration(thanks to K for reminding me)..but I will get it done by this week though my internet at my house is currently unavailable...We'll I guess that's all for now.... :)

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THANK YOU FOR THE BIRTHDAY WISHES!!!

I would like to say a million thank you to all who wished me happy birthday for my 23rd birthday(6.6.2015)..it means a lot to me...I really appreciate it...I personal wanna thank my family for their wishes and celebrating my birthday at the beach,thanks to A for calling me to wished happy birthday even though it was 1 o'clock in the morning and he was having a fever,thanks to K for singing to me happy birthday through Whatsapp and thanks to all my friends for their wishes....I honestly appreciate it...
I would also like to share a bit about how my life have been since last year.So far,my life have been a great journey,I've been through a lot of shit and happy moments which I learnt and appreciate.I've met a lot of new people which have helped me be happy when there was bad times,I've had my own place for 1 and half years(which is pretty impressive),I feel like I became more mature every year thanks to all of the things I've experienced and finally,I can't believe I'm a 23 years old guy now! haha....

THANK YOU SO MUCH GUYS!

LOVE ALWAYS,
ZAC

MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (190)

7.6.2015
Yesterday was my 23rd birthday(just sharing...haha) and we celebrated it in our apartment at the beach that I told you on my previous update.Me and my family,we had fun,barbeque-ing next to the beach and stuff...though it was tiring and I almost burned my hand,but it was worthy... :)..There isn't much I could say about our vacation since we've only been there for like 24 hours but all I could say is I had really fun time....About my birthday,K was the first person to wish me happy birthday,besides my family,she sang to me(literally) haha...I really appreciate it...thanks K! and then I got a lot more wishes from my friends and S and A called me to wish me happy birthday,like he always do every year....Thanks A!...That's all for now,I will update again soon...One more thing,I posted a picture of me with a cigarette on my mouth but I can sure you that I wasn't smoking,I simply did that for fun and as a metaphor(you know what I mean...haha)...so,don't judge me... ;)

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (189)

5.6.2015
I'm going on a holiday with my family tomorrow for the weekend,we're going to this beach that's not so far from the state we live...I'm pretty excited about tomorrow,it's gonna be wicked!..haha...anyhow,I'm a bit pissed off with one of my sister because she was suddenly moody with me for whatever reason since last night,so in return,I act the same way..like I always do when people behavor like that... :)...I should also tell you all that I still haven't received any feedback regarding my internship... O.o...And I went out with K on Wednesday,we watched 'San Andreas' together and talked...we had great time...

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29.5.2015
I apologize for not updating anything for a couple of weeks...and yet,you all still keep on viewing,I really appreciate that.So now I'm gonna wrap up what happened since last week in 150 words or less...maybe....All I could say is my fifth semester has ended and fortunately I managed to answer the questions on my last paper with confident..sorta...I was supposed to go out with Y on that last day but I totally forgot about it and she had to go home to pick her sister from school.My other classmates did asked me and NZ to join them hang out but W was packing up his stuff with his family and NZ decided to help and he did,so we had to pass that either.Maybe I will hang out with them one day but I did made a promise(you could say that)with K that we will find a time to hang out together.So,that's what happened last week,for this week,so far,I had a part time job for like 6 days at this apparel shop in a new mall,so I help them setting up their shop...honestly,it was a tiring job..but it's good money...though it's not so much but I'm grateful..One more thing is,I still haven't got a place to perform my internship and supposedly I should give my college the placement confirmation today but I had to pass that too but don't worry,I'm still looking for a place and I will find it....well that's mostly what happened this week...so,I'm gonna stop here for now..BTW,thanks for viewing my blog and keep on viewing because once I reach 15k pageviews,I will do the second livestream!

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (187)

11.5.2015
I was home for the weekend....I didn't go to the revision class this morning because I feel tired and I just wanna stay home a little longer even though currently I found out something unpleasent about it....but still,it's my home...however,I'm going back to my new house tomorrow night because I have exam on Wednesday morning...

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (186)

9.5.2015
This morning was my first paper for my final exam....I came back to my new house on Thursday morning because I had revision class that afternoon....and today I will be going home but just for a day(probably) because on Monday morning I have another revision class,so I might come back here on Sunday night... "awesome"....We all got a button badge with our name on it from one of our lecturer and K suggested that we switch,she keeps mine and I keep hers...so,yeah,we did... :)...but I'll ask her to take the picture of my button badge,so I could show it to my family...haha...Anyway,my second paper will be on Wednesday and another paper on Friday....wish me luck!

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (185)

30.4.2015
Okay,I'm just gonna tell you all straight away,Y read this blog...surprised?so am I...I'm gonna tell you the whole details because it will be crazily long...so all I'm gonna share is that she found out about this blog but I don't know how and she refused to tell me and she said about this in front of one of my lecturer but luckily,there were only 3 of us in that room...the thing is,she was telling me this because she was sad because I wrote that she was using me last semester...she said she cried when she read it...at first,I was shocked because it was sort of like an ambushed but after that,I managed to cope with that and when did some heart to heart talk(sorta) and I told her what I felt about her and we talked again some more this afternoon before I went home since today is the last day of class...this was unexpected because I planned to end this semester in a different,simple way...but this did happened but we both got to explain everything regarding this misunderstanding,she said the reason why she didn't text me was because she didn't wanna mess up my head for texting so much...I was actually fine with that because it was in the past but I did feel mad at her because she read my blog and she told me about it...so,I feel like where else am I suppose to share what I think about or feel besides with my best friends?but then I realized,what the hell,I'm gonna keep on updating even though I know she might be reading itso,long story short,we apologized to each other and we decided to just be friends...and now we're okay.... :) oh I forgot to tell you,she have a boyfriend now...I hope he will be nice to her and take good care of her... :) and Y,if you're reading this,I wanna say thank you for increasing my pageviews,keep on visiting my blog and maybe you could leave some comment too... :) I also wanna say that my lecturer,who knew about this,she is awesome because she gave us a great advices and she understand these whole thing and she didn't think I was being childish...So,we're back to being friends,though Y said she's scared to ask me to help her out with her studies,which is to me is completely ridiculous...but yeah,we're alright... :)

P/S: sorry if I was kinda bitter to you(Y) this afternoon.

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (184)

29.4.2015
Right now,there's 2 things in my head...one is about what happened earlier today(I'm not gonna tell you the detail yet,maybe next time) and second is about my dad,I found out that he was coughing blood,he still is...but my brother already took him to the hospital,luckily it's nothing serious...but I'm still worried about him...fortunately I'm going home tomorrow...but before that I have to clear up a few things regarding what happened ealier today....I really hope my dad will feel better soon....and wish me luck for tomorrow...

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (183)

27.4.2015
We did our presentation this afternoon and it went okay but we did a small mistake,hence,we had to edit a few part in our report...actually,it's quite a lot...so,my final project is still not done but luckily we don't have to do the presentation again...This is my last week of classes and early next month will begin my final exam,but there will be gaps a few days between 1 paper to another,so I guess I will go home on that few days...Honestly,right now,I feel a little different,I don't know exactly what it is but maybe I'm feeling this way is because I am currently at my new house,away from my home and also this is the week of my last class for my diploma...and I will move out of my new house at the end of next month and plus,I won't be staying here often when my final exam start,so it means I will not be at my house like I used to...so maybe that's why I'm feeling the way I am right now..not to mention that I wasn't expecting to be caught up with my final project this week,I thought I would have more time to reminising...

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (182)

25.4.2015
I was looking at my college friends' Instagram and there were a lots of girls(I think their friends) commented like "handsome","you look good","so cute","boyfriend" and some other types of compliment..maybe because they are good looking,in a way...haha...but as I read all that,I don't feel jealous...instead,I smiled...I don't really know why but maybe because I'm not a good looking guy,so I never expect or hope that people would comment something like that...and maybe because it makes me think about those people that helped me feel happy and good about myself,in a way...probably that's the reason...so when I see people compliment about my friends on Instagram,I don't mind at all...because maybe for those girls,they are good looking...like when I see those people... :)

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (181)

23.4.2015
Tomorrow I have a test at 3 pm...so,I can't go home today and I can't go home tomorrow either because I have another test on Saturday morning.. "awesome"...so,wish me luck guys!..I'm almost done with my final project and me and my teammates have to do the presentation on Monday afternoon...and after that,I don't have any big assignment...finally...I really can't wait for this final project to end...and I really can't wait to go home...

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (180)

22.4.2015
Sorry for being missing for a couple of days,actually it's because my internet at home is currently suspended and I was not in the mood to write anything last weekend because I was stressed out with my final project and other assignments...but now I'm back....All I wanna say is that next week would be the last week of classes for my 3 years of Diploma,if I don't have to repeat any subject(lets hope I'll pass all subjects...haha)...it's quite surprising to think that I have been studying here for almost 2 and a half years...time moves really fast...Honestly,I miss spending time with K like we used to in our earlier semesters because since this semester,we rarely get the chance to hang because we are all crazily busy with assignments and stuff...so,maybe I'll try to find a time to spend with her at college,like we used to...BTW,I'm still not done with my final project but I'm not as tense as I was last weekend...and also,on Monday was S's birthday!...Okay guys,I guess that's all for now,I will update again soon and share with you all a few of the things that I'm considering to do...

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (179)

15.4.2015
I had fever since Sunday night...I still kinda have it right now...Well,besides I'm having a fever and didn't go to class for 2 days,I am quite business with our assignments(feels like it never end)...not much to talk about,just the usual...I'm going back home on Friday...I should tell you guys that in about 2 weeks,I'll start my final exams.. O.o...how time flies...Oh,I forgot to tell you all,Y texted me on Monday and asked me how I feel and told me to not forget to take my medicine...surprised?..me too...I did asked her why suddenly she texted me(but in a nice way) and she said "Why?am I not allowed to text you?"(but in a nice way) and I said "It's not that...I'm just surprised" but then that's all....

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MY DIARY LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (178)

9.4.2015
Alright,supposedly I have a sad story to tell you but now it turned to a good news...you see,on Monday,I found out that there was only a small chance my tab would be functioning again but thanked God that on Tuesday,I was told that my tab is okay...so yeay for me! I was so relieved to know that I could still use my tab again... :) ..In other news,Y2 is sorta kinda acting better than a few days ago,but I still feel she's keeping her distance..but I don't mind...and I haven't even ask her why yet...and,I don't know if I told you guys this but Y and I started talking again and occationally texted me about our group assignment(yeah,we're in the same group)...so,I guess,so far,everything is alright....but I'm still packed with due dates... O.o

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (177)

2.4.2015
Like any other week lately, I was so freaking busy and not to mention that tomorrow morning I have replacement class... “awesome” and my tab is still at the “hospital” since Monday,probably tomorrow I will find out what  exactly going on with my tab....hopefully it’s not gonna take any longer time because I miss uploading pictures in my Instagram and to update my blog as frequently as possible....right now,I’m using one of NZ’s phone so that I could have Whatsapp because most of the phones that my house doesn’t have Whatsapp application and my dad did offer me to use his phone but unfortunately my sim card doesn’t fit in his phone...There isn’t anything else really happened since my last update...just that the relationship between me and Y is totally casual,we rarely speak,plus that both of us are really busy with assignments....but honestly,I like it this way....One more thing that I wanna talk about is that Y2 is started to act just the way she did towards the end of last semester....I really don’t know why she’s acting like this....I’m not saying as if I miss our friendship or anything but this really makes me think about what the ‘anonymous’ commented on My Diary:Life As A College Student (141),that maybe she’s doing this because someone is jealous of her being close with me.....I think I’m gonna ask her about it tomorrow....I guess that’s all so far....let’s hope my tab is fix by tomorrow morning....

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MY DIARY: LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (176)

25.3.2015

These past 3 days have been a tiring days...I don’t know if I ever told you all about one of my assignments, which is we have to participate in a career exhibition....it was a long and tough process so I’m not gonna go detail about it but long story short, the event was earlier today and from my opinion, it went well for my team....I had a great time...sorta....However,I should tell you that my tab is still not functioning and probably,hopefully,I could get it fixed this weekend...wish me luck!....I’m still not sure whether I’ll be going home tomorrow because my lecturer wants to see our assignment on Friday,but I’m hoping(again) that I could just send it tomorrow....

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (175)

19.3.2015
I feel completely horrible right now because my tab is not functioning,i can’t switch it on for whatever reason.....I was pretty busy these past couple of days and more sad news,I’m still at my new house though it’s already Thursday night and tomorrow morning I have to go to college and meet my lecturer to discuss about our assignment.I really can’t focus on anything else because I’m worry about my tab and that it’s hard to contact people without it.....I don’t really mind about the internet thing,I mean like Facebook, Twitter or Instagram because I have my laptop and if I wanna online, I just have to go to the restaurant around my new house that have Wifi..... but I mind about interacting with my family and friends because I can’t on my Whatsapp or Wechat with my laptop and tomorrow my sister will be picking me up home....but luckily I got to online earlier and ask her to come and see me tonight since she’s around for a couple of hours....I already talked to my sister and she will pick me up tomorrow and she’ll text NZ if anything....Honestly,I was so pissed off about my tab,I really don’t know why this happened...but now I’m just accepting it,though not whole-heartedly,because everything happen for a reason,right?..

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16.3.2015
I had to wake up at 5 this morning because my lecturer asked to submit the assignment before 9. Since I am traveling by commuter and she told me late last night,hence I have to take an early train to arrive at my college before 9 a.m...."great"...fortunately,I did managed to arrive before and submit the assignment...BTW,this lecturer is not the fearsome one I told you before....I didn't go to the Dean's List Award this afternoon(for the first time) because the award was at 2 p.m. and I had a lot of things to do and NZ's car is not working and him and W didn't go too...but K and some of my friends really want me to go,they even ask me to go with them but I said no because I'm too tired with all those things that I had to do,even though I did arrived at my new house around 1.30...but no,I decided not to go...It's night right now,and I feel guilty about not going because this is K's first Dean's List Award,and I'm not there with her but she's not mad,she just wished I was there...

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14.3.2015
Once again, I would to say I'm so sorry for not writing anything for a few days because you all know that this semester it a tough one and I had a lot of assignments to do even though it's my mid semester break(but it's all done now), so that's why I couldn't update anything but now I'm free until tomorrow and I will be back to my new house on Monday("awesome")...I went to the Graduation Night last Tuesday and it all went well,I got the Best Student Award(I got to get on stage) and I had a great time, with people taking my pictures,I feel like a celebrity...haha...I spent a lot of time with my family too,we went out for dinner a couple of times but of course,other times I had to use it to finish my assignments...I don't know if I told you this before but Y and I are starting to talk again but not so much as before and yesterday night when she text me,I almost kinda sorta told her the reason why I stay away from her but she didn't really get it...and as for others,I only answer their questions if it's really important. On Monday is our Dean's List Award and they are doing it at 2 p.m. which I have class on that time and we have a lot of assignments to submit on that day....so I don't know if I will go and I don't know if NZ will go,because he's my ride....but my sister said,if I don't go,it's must be sad for K because this is her first time and she probably wants me to be there but even so,I won't be sitting with her on that day because I have to sit at other table because we don't have the same grade....but I don't know,we'll see....Anyhow,I would also like to say thank you to those who viewed Blog Around The Corner and cause my pageviews to increase to 12 500++ and thank you also to those who have commented on Blog Around The Corner...I really appreciate your support. Keep viewing and commenting on Blog Around The Corner!

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (172)

4.3.2015
As you all know that I got 4.0 grade for last semester,that means once again I am invited to attend the Dean's List Award,which is in about 2 weeks,and I will receive a special award(2nd time for me) for my achievement last semester...and for this semester,we(me and my college friends) are invited to the Graduation Night next week,this is kinda like a prom night for us,the 5th semester students,and guess what...I will receive the Best Student Award on that day! What! I'm not sure how many student will get this but I'm sure that there are 2 more student from different course will...I'm so excited about it.... :)...It's heavily raining right now,so there's a possibility that I might not be able to meet K...this is all her fault because she was the one who wanted to meet at 5pm and now it's almost 5 and the rain still hasn't stop...no,I'm just kidding...I don't really blame her....

5.3.2015
I did went out with K yesterday,it was fun,I had great time...and A did picked me up last night..a lot of funny things happened along the way...haha...Right now I'm on my way back to my new house...luckily my sister want to send me there....And the great thing is,tomorrow morning I'll be going home(again) for a week! Yeay! though it's not really gonna be a holiday because I have a lot of assignments to do... "awesome"...whatver it is,wish me luck for my test tomorrow!

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MY DIARY:LIFE AS A COLLEGE STUDENT (171)

3.3.2015
I called K and asked her if she's free tomorrow after our test,she said she is...so,yeah,I'll be going out with her tomorrow late afternoon...but I told her,if she cannot make it,she should tell me way early because I have other plan,which is to go home...haha...and somehow,deep down,I kinda hope that she would cancel our plan,maybe she might have something to be done,so that I could go home tomorrow...I'm so horrible,right??...but I will stay,as long as our plan is still on...A is coming home tomorrow but not sure in the morning or late...and I asked him if he could take me home tomorrow night(such a terrible) from my new house(it was meant to be a joke by the way) and he said okay...but it still not confirm and I told him that if he couldn't,then it's okay,I can stay here until Friday morning...but I'm kinda hoping he could...haha...

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2.3.2015
I'm back at my new house...this week is our mid semester test week...but next week is our mid semester break,though I still have to do a lot of assignments...."great"...You see,I have 4 papers for my test,this morning I have 1,then tomorrow is he 2nd, Wednesday morning is the 3rd and the last one is on Friday morning...so,I don't really if I should go home on Wednesday and come back on Thursday or my second plan is to ask K to hang out with me on Wednesday...I asked A and S for their opinion and they said I should go out with K,since I always go home,why not I stay here and have fun....I thought the same thing,but I'm not sure if K want to..so,I will ask her tomorrow and we'll see how it goes..because if she doesn't wanna go out,then I guess I'll go home on that day...haha...BTW,tomorrow is my dad's birthday...Happy Birthday Dad! Love you always!

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23.2.2015
I'm back at my new house...."awesome"...it's gonna be a busy week for me again,I can sense it...but hopefully I could go home on Thursday....plus,next week would be our mid semester exam week,but the week after would be the mid semester break for a week...thank God....There's something I wanna tell you guys,I don't know if I have but even if I did,I'm still gonna share it...haha..You see,the person I am at my college and new house is not 100% myself,because the real me is a funny and happy guy,though sometimes I am moody for a reason but I rarely serious...but here,I have to be serious most of the time,because most of the people here are not being serious when they are suppose to and things can't be done properly if everyone is not being serious on doing it...hence,I have to be the serious one...and probably that's why W,NZ and other people say that I look older than my age....I hate it,not because of the looks but because I can't be who I really am...

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20.2.2015
I'm currently at my own house because of Chinese New Year holiday....This morning,something surprising and quite awesome actually,I had a huge argument with one of my brother...I'll spare you the glory details,but all I could say is I was really angry until my whole body was shaking and I did get to say what I wanted to say,even though maybe not 100 per cent...my sisters was all surprised with the argument because for all this time,I never stand up for myself against my brothers,this was the first time...and I kinda glad I did...haha....

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16.2.2015
Last week was one crazy tiring week..that's why I didn't update anything...I was busy until that one day,I didn't slept for like 24 hours because I had to finish my assignment...I don't know if I told you about this,but I managed to ignored a few stupid questions that were asked by my college friend,just like planned...and I'm still doing it from time to time...Anyhow,I did hang out with A and S last Friday,we had so much fun,drank coffee twice in one day..haha...I can't wait to hang with them again,even though we are pretty broke....This week,I'll only have class until Wednesday because Thursday is a Chinese New Year,which is public holiday,so I'll be coming home in 2 days,hopefully early..and hopefully I won't have too much work...though I know that starting next week,I'll be busy again,crazily....so,whatever it is,wish me luck with everything...and I will try my best to update every day....

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4.2.2015
Sorry for not updating anything these past few days but nothing big really happened....I should tell you that I did hug my dad when I came home last week..he was a little surprise but he understood after I explained it to him....You all know that I sometimes have these negative thought but it's all based on facts....and now I'm thinking that way because a lot of people have been asking me about the assignment,even from different section that I never thought they would ask me...but we all know that they are simply using me to save their asses and that when this is all over,they won't even remember my name...so in that case,I have decided that starting today I will not answer those questions that they should be asking their lecturer instead of me from the people that I know don't really care about me because they should know that they can't just simply think that I will be an idiot to answer all their question...so lets hope I could do it...wish me luck! BTW,I had a great time last weekend with my sisters,helped me forget the things that stress me out...and also,I can't wait to go home tomorrow!

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29.1.2015
Something funny happpened yesterday,I accidentally left my file at one of the office at my college and I only realized that when I was already at my new house....so long story short,since K was still at college,so asked her to take back my file and as a reward,I'll give her a pack of candy,but I've told her multiple of times that she doesn't have to do to it if she couldn't or wouldn't do it....but she did and so I gave her a pack of candy,just like I promised..haha....I'm on my way right now...yeay!...

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28.1.2015
Well,this morning was a new record since last week because all my classmates arrived early to class and they all wore formal attire,just like I reminded them yesterday...hence,my lecturer didn't get mad at us...for the first time in 2 weeks....hopefully this will continue on until the end of the semester....About me ignoring Y has apparently been realized by some of my classmates(I think because she told them),so they think there's something between me and Y,but as usual,I pretend not understanding what happen...but actually,this morning I did smile at her and said hi back when she said it.....I know they might think I'm the bad guy or being ridiculous but I don't care,because they don't know what happened and I don't plan on telling them anyway....but maybe,if she ask me,I might tell her....so,today is an okay day...hopefully nothing bad will happen again....I can't wait to go home tomorrow!..

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27.1.2015
I already reminded those people about the rules inside the class for that fiercesome lecturer...I did it in front of the whole class...I talk to them nicely,so hopefully they would listen and do their best to follow it until the end of the semester....NZ told me earlier that I should prepare for the worst,I am...maybe...but whatever it is,even if it doesn't go well tomorrow,I already have my back-up plan...which is to resign....I forgot to tell you all about Y,I still haven't say a word to her and apparently,she kinda notice that I'm ignoring her but I'm pretty sure she doesn't know my reason,she's sorta think that I just don't wanna talk to her,so she doesn't say a word to me either,maybe she's hoping I would start talking to her first...sorry Y but I would not talk to people who only text me when they need help from me......BTW,I texted with A and S last night,we had a great talk,though it was quite short....I really miss hanging out with them,especially when I have a lot of things to share...haha....Once again,I really hope everything will go well tomorrow...wish me luck! I just found out something shocking...NZ told me that Y asked him earlier today about me,why I suddenly acting different around her...but he told her that he don't know anything(which is true) and when he told me,I just said I didn't realize I was ignoring her(which is a lie)..I don't wanna tell NZ the truth because I know he wouldn't understand and probably think that I'm just overreacting....The thing is,I didn't know that she notice my ignorant...which is not really a surprise because it's the beginning of a new semester and she definitely gonna need my help for studies...that's all..

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26.1.2015
I'm on my way to college right now...my dad did something that make my heart touched,he gave me RM50 as a gift for my achievement(the 4.0 grade),he said it's not much but he wanna give it because my sister had bought me cake and we had that dinner together,so he said this is at least he could do...there's one thing I should did,I should've hug him...we very rarely hug,so maybe that's why it did cross my mind earlier....but I will do it when I get back...you guys need to remind me,okay?...OMG! Today is a stressful day again for me because you all know my lecturer,right? And again she was mad at me and the other class rep for the mistake made by other person...And again I talk to her after class and try to clear things out and she said(kinda nicely) that maybe I'm lack of leadership..."awesome"....My new plan is that tomorrow,I will tell all of my classmates that they should follow all the lecturer's rules and then,I'll see how it goes on Wednesday and if they still acting like an asshole,I will resign for good and choose one of those asshole to be the class rep..

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21.1.2015
Holy crap! My lecturer(the one that I had a talk with) is a totally insane fierce,she said before that if we make her angry,she would make our life a living hell,but I think I'm already in a living hell...Some of us did a presentation today that she asked us to do with a short period of time and one of it was me and she asked us(who did the presentation) some difficult questions and she was not happy with it....but she told us that she ask us questions that we should already know...then I guess she's right...I don't really care about that because it already happened,the thing that makes me unhappy is that two of my classmates didn't wear a formal attire and she kinda sorta blame it on me and the other class rep..but mostly me....so yeah,that's what bothering me..I really can't wait to go home tomorrow....BTW,A called me last night and we talked for a while...he called me because he was not in a very good moment(I'll save you from the glory detail of it) and that he missed me and S....it's kinda sad to hear it because we're all far apart and we are each other's strength..but I tried to calm him down..kinda...honestly,I miss both of them terribly too....

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20.1.2015
Okay,my problem is solved...kinda...I discussed with my lecturer(she sorta knew what I was gonna say) and we both decided that we choose one more person to be the class rep,which means we have 2 class rep,since we have like 30 students in my class....so,yeah...that's just happened..For this semester,it's kinda hard for me because the subjects are quite tough and not to mention that 4 out of 5 of my lecturers are fierce...luckily,that one of them is nice and for the other 3 subjects,I'm not the class rep...I really hope no more problem would come and that I could go through this semester with peacefulness.....I should tell you guys that yesterday,I spent most of my time being sad(you know what I mean) because I was really stressed out...I also told K about my problem and she feels sorry for me and she tried to calm me down....sorta...

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19.1.2015
Today,honestly,is a horrible day for me...not just I have to leave home but also we have 2 classes today and both lecturers are fierce and I have to be th class rep(again) for both class...luckily,one of the lecturer sorta understand the situation of my class(hopefully)..but I'm not so sure about the other lecturer...so,my plan(after I talked to one of my sister) is to talk to the lecturer personally tomorrow about changing the class rep because I don't want it anymore....hopefully she would understand and agree with my idea....If not,then my other plan would be to tell all of my classmates,in front of the class on her class,to give a full cooperation with me through the entire semester...I feel kinda better after texting with my sister,though thing is still unresolve and that tomorrow we still have 3 more subjects in which I have to fight so that I don't have to be the class rep.....I texted my lecturer to meet tomorrow and she said okay...hopefully everything will go well....wish me luck guys! 

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18.1.2015
I'll be going back to my new house tomorrow with NZ....Right now,my judgement's clouded,like tonight sky....haha..i'm just kidding but I'm really am not feeling happy...I know that I'm supposed to be happy to start off my 5th semester because this is my final year and that I got an awesome grade but since I've spent more than a month not thinking about anything else except my family and things that makes me happy,it's tough to let go of that and have to be away from certain people....anyhow,I'm doing this because it's the right thing...I've told you guys before that I want to do the right thing,right??...I guess this is my chance...Whatever it is,I hope nothing bad will happen and this semester will be a good semester....

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15.1.2015
I went to my college this morning to register for my 5th semester...before that,I should tell you that I got a hair cut yesterday...and my hair is super short right now...haha....I arrived late at my college(well,not too late) and most of my friends had already go home,except for K,Y2 and a couple of my girl friends....I was so nervous about my new hair but fortunately,they like it,they said I look cute....haha(please)...Y2 was talking to me and she also said I look cute and I talked to her back,since she already apologize to me the other day...but I didn't run into Y,maybe she already left....I should also tell you that she texted me 2 days go,asking about our subjects or something but I didn't reply(you guys know why). I told K about it and she thinks the same thing,that Y was only texting me when she needs my help....But honestly,right now I don't really think about Y or my fight with my sister because my head is full of something else...for example,I have to leave home next week to stay at my new house and leave the things that makes me happy..."awesome"

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7.1.2015
I was feeling so pissed off this morning with one of my sister(from now on I won't label my sisters because they read my blog sometimes,so they might know who I'm talking about),I'm not gonna tell you the details of it but honestly,my sister can be a total asshole and in this situation,she is to blame...Luckily,I found a way to make me happy again....and now I am... :)

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6.1.2015
Things didn't turn out as I planned...well,maybe it was...I don't know...the thing is,when I went to the internet centre,I was planning to terminate my subscription because of financial situation(there...I finally told you),I thought I could terminate it temporary....but I can't...actually,no one can...So,I paid the outstanding bills and it will be okay in an hour...I know that I should get excited and all but when I think about the months to come,I don't want my Sister-2 to be burden with the bills when or if I couldn't help her with the payment....but I guess,this is the time I should be very careful when spending my money...plus,when I start my classes,I won't be able to help my Sister-2 with her sandwich business,which means,I won't get extra money....I really need to start budgetting...Anyhow,I kinda glad I made the payment...and that I couldn't terminate it temporary.... :)

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5.1.2015
You all know the saying 'If you want the rainbow,you have to deal with the rain',right??...This is what's happening in my life right now but,this might sounds unfair,it feels like everyone wants the rainbow but I'm the only one dealing with the rain....maybe it's just me feeling this way but right now,I also feels sad,angry and frustrated...You all probably wondering what the hell I'm talking about...you see,this is all related to my internet for my laptop situation....it's kinda a long story,so I won't spare you the glory details(sorry)...all I could say is,I feel horrible and I'm definitely not in the mood...I was happy earlier today but now not anymore....Tomorrow(hopefully),I will be able to solve this problem...but there's a high possibility that it will end up with me giving up the thing that makes me happy....so,whatever it is,wish me luck guys!

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1.1.2015
It's the start of something new! Happy new year 2015!....K sent me a wish for the new year....and Y also texted me but she sent me some link for a blog or something.. "thanks" a lot Y!....This morning,something happened,something that made me smile and forget all about Y but I won't tell you what it is...it'll be my secret...haha....I'm really glad that I still have some extra days before I start my 5th semester....haha...

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HAPPY NEW YEAR 2015!!

Happy New Year everyone! I really hope that 2015 will be a much better year...honestly,I don't think I have a resolution for 2014...but I sure have some now for 2015...I would also like to say thank you to all the people who helped me to go through 2014 and gave me the strength anf happiness whenever I felt down or unhappy...and whatever it was,good or bad,I won't change any decision or choices that I made in 2014 because all of it has lead me in to meeting new people and experience new stuff...so,once again,thank you and happy new year!

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